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Top Comments of this video!! :3
He’s the one. He treats me with respect everyday, he gets my humour, he compliments me, he cares when i’m not feeling great, he’s the only one who makes me blush, he is open about the future he wants with me, he loves my insecurities, he cheers me on when i’m struggling, he makes me confident, from time to time he sends love paragraphs which I can read for eternity, he tells me how I saved him, he made me believe in love again, he is so open about how much he loves me, I love you handsome ❤ (you probs wont see this tho)
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timestamps <3
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0:00-3:56 --> Ylang Ylang - FJJK
3:57-7:39 --> Mystery of Love - Sufjan Stevens
7:40-11:38 --> Can't Help Falling In Love - Alyssa Baker
11:39-15:25 --> I Found - Amber Run
15:26-19:36 --> Cardigan - Taylor Swift
19:37-23:59 --> hostage - Billie Eilish
24:00-26:47 --> je te lasserai des mots - Patrick Watson
26:48-30:37 --> idontwannabeyouanymore - Billie Eilish
30:38-35:22 --> Turning Page - Sleeping At Last
35:23-39:31 --> Easy On Me - Adele
38:35-44:24 --> Someone Like You - Adele
44:28-48:06 --> Always Remember Us This Way - Lady Gaga
48:10-51:30 --> never say ily again - Alex Porat
51:32-55:30 --> Ylang Ylang - FJJK
55:31-59:12 --> Mystery of Love - Sufjan Stevens
59:13-1:03:11 --> Can't Help Falling In Love - Alyssa Baker
1:03:12-1:06:57 --> I Found - Amber Run
1:06:58-1:11:08 --> Cardigan - Taylor Swift
1:11:09-1:15:31 --> hostage - Billie Eilish
1:15:32-1:18:20 --> je te lasserai des mots - Patrick Watson
1:18:21-1:22:11 --> idontwannabeyouanymore - Billie Eilish
1:22:12-1:26:57 --> Turning Page - Sleeping At Last
1:26:58-1:31:03 --> Easy On Me - Adele
1:31:08-1:35:57 --> Someone Like You - Adele
1:36:01-1:39:40 --> Always Remember Us This Way - Lady Gaga
1:39:43-1:43:04 --> never say ily again - Alex Porat
1:43:05-1:46:20 --> Audio Jungle
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POV you’re single and you’re daydreaming about having someone who will make you feel like you’re the only one that matters…
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his love is like quicksand
i didn’t know i was falling until it was too late
the more i try to struggle the deeper i fall i love
so slowly i sink
being encapsulated by all of his warmth and joy
his love is like the night
his smile like a crescent moon
equally as brilliant and ever so luminescent
his eyes are dark but they twinkle like stars whenever he sees me
when we are together i feel like i no longer have to pretend
no longer is the night frightening
now it is calming, it’s home
he is home
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we think we’re crazy to feel so deeply about someone… who do you think wrote those songs, poems… sonnets about another? PEOPLE!! people like yourself.
pls don’t feel like you’re too sensitive or “fall easily”, you’re an unspoken writer rewatching your memories, reliving the feelings of how passionate, how deeply you could feel about someone.
hold that shit… “to feel this vulnerable means i’m ALIVE” <333
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That realization hit hard, I felt my chest ache.
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“ If you fall I will always be here to catch you.”
Its one of the first things I said to my boyfriend when we were getting together. I am his first love and he was so scared about falling for me. I like looking at playlists like me and imagining us dancing in a nice little kitchen in the morning together, and I know we will one day. We already have plans on getting married. I am so lucky to have found him considering how my other relationships have been, he says he is lucky to have me but I honestly think its the opposite. Pure new love. I love him. I told him I would write every note and lyric and make a song for him if given the chance. And I do plan on it. I want to treat him right, treat him how he deserved to be treated.
My darling dove
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I consider myself to be a hopeless romantic. The definition is someone who continues to believe in love, no matter the struggles they might have experienced in the past. They choose to see the positive in relationships over the negative, believing wholeheartedly that love conquers all.
Except i haven't been in a real relationship; only crushes. But the thing is when I crush / fall for someone, I get obsessed. Making fake scenarios in my head, constantly thinking about them, every love song I think of them, and having fake relationships with them in my head. I get so attached to this person, it hurts so much realizing that this person won't like me back. I forget that they don't think of me like this, or the fact that I don't cross their mind. I always cherish the small moments with them, like if I accidentally make eye contact with them, or when I have small talk with them.
I really hate that about myself and wish that someday someone will like me back, but I know the people I like don't notice or even like shy and introverted people like me :(
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I just so happen to stumble across this the day that my boyfriend went back home. I'm the girl who believed that she would never find true love because of what had been going on in my life. A part of me still feels this way but whenever he's around everything disappears and it's just him and I. He's in the Navy and long distance is really hard for us. I just spend my thanksgiving break with him here in my home with my family. (23rd-27th) It was an amazing few days. How I wish it lasted longer. This music made me cry so hard- it makes me miss him so much more. It made me realize that this boy is it. He is my home, My comfort, my warmth, my peace.
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When he woke up in his truck, parked on some icy dirt road, all the events of last night hit him. The party at Tyler's house, the drinking games he watched them all play while he sat to the side, climbing onto the roof to drunkenly look at the sky, talking to Marie about our recent breakups. Marie confessing how she felt about him. Him not believing her. Getting angry because she was playing with his head just like all the others. Driving away angry, bit also afraid. Afraid that he couldn't trust anybody. Afraid that she might have been telling the truth. Afraid he'd lost his last friend.
He grabs his phone to check the time. 6:00 am, but there's also a message. A message from Marie. He sits up, braceing himself for disaster, and plays the recording. "Hey Ryker, it's Marie. I know you probably dont want to hear from me right now, but I need to say this. You probably think I'm mad, but I'm not. I'm not mad because I know you better than anyone, and I know you were just caught off guard by my confession. You were scared. Scared that either I was playing with your heart just like your ex, or I was telling the truth and would just get disappointed and leave later.
Look, I know you dont think much of yourself. You think you're just some asshole that dosent deserve nice things. But I dont see you that way. When I look at you, I see a kind, caring, gentle man who will stop at nothing to help the people he cares for. A man who loves to help people. A man who deserves so much more than he thinks he does, becase he can only see the worst parts of himself. That's why I love you Ryker. That's why I will always love you, no matter what. Because no matter what you say, you deserve to be loved, and there is nothing you can do to stop me from doing it.
You may not be ready yet, and that's ok. I'll be here when you are, no matter how long that takes. Just be safe, alright? I know how you get when you're upset. Just come home safe, please. Whether you love me or not, I need you."
It wasn't until now that it all hit him. He does love her, and obviously if she isn't mad, she's telling the truth, right? Only one way to really find out. He fires up the truck and starts driving to Marie's house. To home.
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I've hurt someone, broken their heart, for God knows why. I didn't do it because I hated them, but I cared too much. I saw it affecting me personally and their problems were so different than mine, one's I couldn't help resolve with them, but the pain was there. The pain of seeing someone you care about hurt while the only thing you can do is say encouraging words and hope it works out. It started to put my head in the wrong place, spin me in the wrong direction, so I took a step back and found the problem. It was me, I wasn't ready for them, I was only going to fail them and make the future a mess. So, regretfully, I cut myself off from them. I hurt them. It ripped my soul out from me and there's no excuse for me. I fucked up and that's that.
At least now, I vow to myself that I will not hurt another as I hurt them. I'll only accept another person's love when I'm ready to return the emotion, and not a second too soon. I'll communicate and try my damndest to actually help, to say those encouraging words and not get dragged down by my own self doubt. I will keep my chin up, for them, never for me. That is my promise, and I intend to keep it.
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I really went "Oooo cool youtube playlist name", clicked on it, and then burst into tears. All the stress from the past few weeks and the realization I've never gave myself the time to love myself, let alone foster a healthy relationship, just hit. I'm so tired of handling everything alone. I want that person who will love me through the good and bad, who will respect me and be patient with me even when I'm at my worst. Who I can help through the hard times and who will help me through mine. I have a best friend of several years who I love very much platonically but it's just not the same as a romantic partner. Besides her, I barely even have time to make new friends or talk to them.
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I just love how people are true about their feelings in the comments. Thank you for the playlist❤
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I always read such sad and unfortunate comments, but to bring those who are deeply in love with the thought of romance and true love, I would like to take a second to tell you it is out there. I guarantee it. :) Somebody out there is perfect for you, and once you find that person it feels as if you are walking around on clouds, having the time of your life. Every second spent with them feels like a ray of sunshine and utter excitement and when you even do as much as hug or hold them close to you, you can feel the love inside of you not only connecting to them, but radiating off of your body clashing into theirs creating one whole. And that one whole is the love you equally feel for each other which will always be unmatched compared to anyone else's love in the universe. Soulmates are very much real, alongside romance and partners. And I cannot express enough that every heartbreak, every trial and error, is just preparing you for all of the love, company and support you'll find in your true love, your best friend and your other half. I wish upon anyone who reads this, with the best wishes toward you finding your love, because trust me when I say it is one of the best feelings ever, and one I am experiencing right now. I love you all <3
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these playlists always slow down my heartbeat and make me relaxed, i can literally feel my heart get (normally not concerningly slow ofc lol) slowed down
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As someone that's been in a relationship for a whole year and wanting to move in with each other, listening to this makes time go slow, at least for me it does.
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I missed them, i missed their smile, i never thought i’d be so comfortable falling this damn hard. they’re addictive, but in the good way. in the fix my life way, the brush my teeth way, the showering every morning way, the caring about my safety way. the ‘i want to be here for however long i can, because i don’t want to be away from them’ way. is it foolish? is it young, dumb love? probably but who cares, they give me something to look forward too on my my darkest and hardest of days.
it’s such a shame i’ll never meet them, the figment of my imagination i can only love in printed words.
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I’d always known I would miss his smiles, his jokes and the way his warmth embraced my core. But I never knew that what once was would stop to wait for him so that it could just continue to be.
And how does the street lamp dare to reach into my bedroom and onto the bed’s empty space besides me? There where once it contoured a half asleep figure with a few sweat drops, only to be noticed by ghosts of living people who return to such rooms only to hope, yearn or weep.
Should I close the curtain or will the memory be forgotten? Will I change the past and stop it from bleeding my soul to death?
He’s still in this room. I know it. I feel it. I think I can see his hands around me, I hear the pretty mouth full of kisses and promises of eternal love. The bed is squeaking as he gets up to take me away from the curtains and onto the messed up blankets. His hands guide mine as he reaches for my shirt. His sweat is running down his risen forehead and his eyes look for mine.
“We are finite, aren’t we” his raspily sweet voice echoes through time and onto my tears.
“We are” I cry but he doesn’t hear…
“Yet right now we will never die” says and the words hurt me the same. No matter how many times I repeat. Like a prayer they still sound like a promise. A haunting promise doomed in a circle painful and unjust.
“we will never die” I say to him and look back on the bed. The street lamp hasn’t gone out, the space isn’t filled. I lie in his spot and try to fall asleep. The dreams always bring him back to me even for a few seconds. The dreams are eternal.
“we will never die” I pray again. A pray so painful I start to believe it works. I must have dreamed it or imagined it but I am sure… a voice sweet and sleepy answered back:
“Never”
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When you love her and she doesn't love you back, so much, that you start doubting whether what you feel for her is real. The moment you knew she isn't yours to love, her body, her warmth, her weight vanishing from all the different scenarios you've imagined with her. Worst if you were just friends online, you've never even get the chance to earn her, to have her, to prove to her that you love her. Because you were just lines of words that she sometimes even forget to reply. Sometimes you catch hot streaks of tears burning your cheeks, you feel guilty for something that you've never done, feel guilty for taking the friendship too importantly, like she was yours all along. Even when she wasn't.
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@void.leny_
1 year ago
i want someone to love so bad. I want to write cringe love letters, I want to give flowers, dance in the rain, bake together. I want to give my love to someone. I can't believe someone can actually love me. But at least I want someone to love. I want a movie romance. But I can't seem to find it. I can't even make friends, imagine finding a lover. People say that im too young, and I know that I am. But its difficult to ignore this feeling. Edit: Omg, guys you're so sweet, im trying to practice more self-love rn, of course this feeling comes back sometimes but im just trying to get over my social anxiety and be a more sociable person, thank you for all the replies!
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