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ILY YOU GUYS
~Kai
DISCLAIMER I DO NOT OWN ANY RIGHTS TO THE SONGS AND IMAGES USED IN THIS VIDEO
Views : 1,942,500
Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Jul 18, 2021 ^^
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
I'm lying in the forest not with a character, but alone, completely alone
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A person can break your heart but a fictional character will never break yours
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wish i didnt have a imaginary person who helps comfort me. i am trying so hard for someone to notice me but i am boring and weird
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Y'all are the fucking best I love you guys all of you
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Have you ever felt so lost, so unloved, so left behind and you've cried for so long but then one day, you realize, I could literally get lost, and no one would look for me, change my whole life and trajectory and no one would care. If anyone does care and speak, I'd ask where they've been for the past 4 shitty years of me life, nights of caressing the knife, thank goddness I had no fing gun. it's time to run away from home, live in the forest and grow a heart of stone and a rock hard will to be successful and live alone, for I was ready to be sought out by a people who did not call for me, I said I'm here, I'm here but all I got was crickets and depression. Who needs friends anyway??
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today, i wanted to eat: a (metal pipe) so i went to a store, that sells (metal pipe) and then, i went home with the (metal pipe) and then ate, the (metal pipe)
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Today, I wanted to eat a croissant
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Btw the background picture is actually derived from a painting named 'Ophelia'..The girl in that painting later suffered acute anemia and was hospitalized for many years..She got really sick after staying in the water for several hours...Her story is truely sad..
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Here's a little poem
Silence.
We laid there.
Not a word spoken.
Our hands intertwined
As we listened to nature hum its tune.
She looked at me.
Her eyes glossed over by moonlight.
Mini jewels.
She's beautiful.
Do I deserve this?
I love her.
But I hate her.
A stunning creature who puts Aphrodite to shame.
Her voice sweet honey
Blessing my ears.
Hair identical to silk
As it runs along the ground like countless rivers.
Lips concealing sweet lies yet untold.
The epitome of beauty.
Do I deserve this?
An angel on earth?
The reincarnation of light itself?
A delicate rose.
Her thornes puncturing my skin
But the smells to sweet.
I can't get enough.
I love her.
But I hate her.
What is love without hate?
Just a mindless game of which I am dragged along
Drifting endlessly in a sea of my own tears,
Waiting for a fantasy that doesn't exist.
Do I deserve this?
Do I want to be free?
No.
I hate her.
But I love her.
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"Isn't it peaceful?" They asked. "Yea, i wish we could come here more often." Thats what i said, but I lied. I mean I really do wish to come here more often but it's not really peaceful, all i can think about is how to stay here...
forever. Cause I know this is all gonna be gone when i wake up...
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I just love how almost everyone here is a writer. Like can we all make up a fictional story together, please?!
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Its Night, while you're listening to this, sitting at your desk, drawing. Everyone is asleep. Its storming outside. Life is good
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I just lost my mom about 2 weeks ago and it's painful.
Also made me realise that the more I miss her, the more sometimes I forgot (for a few seconds) that she's gone forever. Almost called out for her a few times.
Sorry if this is disturbing anyone trying to relax. Have a nice day to whoever reads this.
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(i apologize for my not best grammar but eng is not my first language π«‘)
A loud noise was heard and the doors opened. The subway was empty. Your mind was blank when you sat on your seat. Alongside rising sun, your face in you hands, tears kept running down. Uncontrollably. You just couldn't hold it in anymore. You just read the last chapter of your novel. All the emotions filled up with you, all the memories. For some people they might just be a bunch of unimportant characters and you were just pathetic, crying over someone who doesn't even exist. But for you they were like home, like a salvation from all of the reality. Everytime someone told you "They're just characters!" you were either crying or shouting to them to shut the fuck up and stop talking bullshit. They were more precious to you than some people who exist. They were like your family, friends. One of them especially felt like it was you. Read to escape reality. Read to live. Reading was your way of surviving. But the thing that your novel ended in subway while you're in one felt like a complete joke from fate.
Yet there you were, crying through laughter.
"Oh Jeez... haha..That fool..." you smiled, tears strimming down. "You stupid man... I hate you..."
"Who do you hate that much? Are you crying or laughing because it's kind of confusing..." a cheerful voice echoed.
You raised your face relesing it from hands. There was a man cheerfully smiling at you.
"You calmed down?" he asked, once again in his soft voice.
He looked familiar. Too familiar and beautiful for you to forget. You felt like you saw him a lot of times. Then it hit you. He had that white fucking coat. That one coat made you realize. And the rest just came.
It was him. The person who was you friend, your family, and the most important person in your damn life. The person who was just like you, different in some aspects but still. He too was a reader.
"Kim Dokja...?" i asked.
" Yes dear. It's nice to finally meet you." Then he smiled again. It made your heart beat faster, and new tears followed down your cheeks.
You came towards him slowly, scared that it was all an illusion, a dream. You wanted to poke him but he was faster. He spread his arms with a huge smile.
"Come here (Y/N)!"
I was standing there some seconds until i finally run into his arms. Crying now loudly. Wetting his white coat in your tears.
"It must have been so hard for you!" I shouted throught sniffs. "You know how many times I wanted to smack your head!? Your stupid ideas! Just get some rest you stupid squid! You're not alone!"
" You're not alone too!" He shouted back, he squeezed me harder. The you felt drops on your shoulder. He too was crying. "I saw you struggle too!"
"Comparing to your struggles, mine was nothing..." you mumbled.
Suddenly he took my face in his hands and squeezed my cheeks.
"Don't compare your own struggles to someone's! Everybody struggles in different way! There's no 'he struggles more'! YOU are important too!"
There it was. You were crying. Again. Harder than before, in his arms, listening to him saying comforting words.
" I really love you and want you happy..."
"I love you too (Y/N).. and I want you to live best of your life..."
I hope there are some ORV fans...
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The "My comfort character is a sociopathic murderer that will kill again" button.
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THE FACT ITS RAINING RIGHT NOW ππ
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Today I wanted to eat a croissant..
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Sometimes I wonder if I jump out of the window and fall, will my family love me back?
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I lost all my friends.... left alone and only this playlist saved me from death.thank you
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@mikasasgf2169
2 years ago
Timestamp!! Ylang ylang - fkj 0:00 - 3:55 Fallen down - Farizki 3:55 - 7:25 Apocalypse - cigarettes after sex 7:25 - 12:40 Space song - Beach house 12:40 - 18:48 Are u tired of me yet? - Fallen oceans 18:48 - 22:20 Black out days - phantogram 22:20
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