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Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Dec 11, 2022 ^^
Rating : 4.969 (1,982/250,884 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-05-14T00:25:54.691159Z
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It's fascinating how just a couple of hours ago as I was coming back home from a long day, being completely dreaded with thoughts and problems, I kept repeating to myself, "I just know I don't belong here. This life doesn't even feel like mine, it's like I'm living somebody else's life. Life is moving terribly fast and it's going to accelerate faster from today on." It's a little overwhelming, everything in general. I don't even have anybody I can run into and tell them things I feel because I'm aware that nobody will ever be able to comprehend the complex emotions I feel, how they eat parts of me every single day like a parasite. I even told my mom how I'm turning into a version of me that I don't even consent to. I hope I can be where I belong later in life if not now. I'll be patiently waiting and living until then.
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The shadows of the night,
Creep in and steal my sight,
As I wander in this place,
Feeling like a stranger, out of place.
The people here, they smile and greet,
But I know that I'm incomplete,
For I don't belong in this space,
I'm just a soul, without a place.
I try to fit in, to be a part,
But I feel it in my heart,
That I'm not meant to be here,
That my presence brings a tear.
The laughter echoes through the air,
But all I can do is stare,
Wondering why I feel so alone,
In this place that should be home.
The walls are closing in,
As I try to find my kin,
But all I find is emptiness,
And a sense of hopelessness.
I don't belong, it's crystal clear,
And with every passing year,
The pain just grows and grows,
And my heart just overflows.
For I know that I will never find,
A place where I can truly unwind,
And so I wander, lost and forlorn,
A soul that will never be reborn.
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I am 18. At this age, my neuropsychologist told me I am autistic. The bullying, sadness, and being misunderstood for everything covers force these present days. Understanding this, I got to know my foolishness, unconsciousness and feeling like I just don't belong here. No one understands me, but judges me. I want to find the place I belong, so this reality can be more manageable. Not being able to talk about how I feel, is the worst experience this world can possess.
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i feel like the villain of my own story. it's been eight years since i've felt this way the first time and it never gets better. i don't have anyone to talk to and people say that i'm annoying. i kinda agree. today my mom just sent me messages that made me feel so useless, i just can't deal with this shit anymore. now, i just exist. everyday i sit in a dark room and listen to this type of music for hours. it's the only way i found to feel something, feel alive and at least cry for a minute.
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@jadeb1744
1 year ago
when it starts off with interstellar, you just KNOW it's gonna be good.
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