the 5 people who disliked obviously don’t know what a good song is when they hear it I got goosebumps.. this is magical I immediately got hooked on this song...it reminds me of my older cousin, she was involved in drugs and my parents are raising her two kids, one of them is my age. I just always think of her in this song. She is doing much better now and I'm so proud of her!! I looked up to her when I was younger cuz she seemed like a really fun person and I liked her a lot. And now I'm looking up to her because she overcame her addictions and is a much happier person now! Miracles happen!! God bless y'all! Thank you Mothica for releasing this song. I began crying listening to it because it hit a little to close to my heart. Thank you for this song. Truly. Recently my depression and other disorders have gotten too much for me after I let myself ruin my life for the past six years, with drugs, alcohol and self isolation and self loathing, but just this last week I have started taking steps for myself to try and drag myself out of the pit I'm in, and then I heard your song. I've never related to a song so much in my life, and your message has cemented in my core that I want to beat it, as I'm sitting here letting vices get the better of me. Thank you so much, the emotions conveyed in this song have resonated with me, and I think its time I try to heal myself. How are you not on every radio yet? Become a popstar girl, you deserve it! <3 This song just made my day better... and maybe my whole life ;) You have an amazing voice and talent. Thanks for the song. I love all songs of yours by the way... 5 years of wait for the first album its almost over !!! 💙💙💙
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forever fifteen ep - MARCH 19
presave here: https://ffm.to/foreverfifteen

Shot by Momica
Edited by Mothica

shoutout to my mom for helping me shoot this!

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LYRICS:
Verse:
Feel like i’m just passing by
Its not love it’s just a guy
And it’s got me feeling right for the night but
In the morning when he’s gone
I’m alone with all my thoughts
So i gotta drink em up till i'm numb
And

Pre:
(Ooooh)
It’s never enough, pass me the cup
got nowhere to run, so pour me another one,
(ooooooooh)
I’m taking it all
I’m getting lost
Im making a fool of myself
With all these vices

Chorus:
VICES
I really don’t know why i'm like this
And i just don’t care what the price is
Cuz I need these vices (oh)
If it’s not drugs its drinks
If it’s not drinks its things
If it’s not things its people,
places i don’t want to be
These vices

Verse:
Is it okay i'm not okay?
I don’t sleep too much these days
and I hate being awake when the sun’s out
Lock my door and shut the blinds
They can’t see my bloodshot eyes
I got habits i can’t hide in the light and

Pre:
(Ooooh)
It’s never enough, pass me the cup
I got nowhere to run, so pour me another one,
(ooooooooh)
I’m taking it all
I’m getting lost
Im making a fool of myself
With all these vices

Chorus:
VICES
i really don’t know why i'm like this
And i just don’t care what the price is
Cuz I need these vices (oh)
If it’s not drugs its drinks
If it’s not drinks its things
If it’s not things its people, places i dont want to be
These vices
And i just don’t care what the price is
i’m tryna fill up the silence
with all
These vices, these vices

Bridge:
Burning through a cigarette
Got somebody in my bed
But i’m still just in my head, in my head and
All the signs are turning red
And I’m starting to regret, and I’m starting to regret
To regret these

Chorus:
VICES
i really don’t know why im like this
And i just don’t care what the price is
Cuz I need these vices (oh)
If it’s not drugs its drinks
If it’s not drinks its things
If it’s not things its people, places i dont want to be
These vices
And i just don’t care what the price is
i’m tryna fill up the silence with all
These vices (Oooh)
From da web

McKenzie Ellis, known professionally as Mothica, is an American singer. She grew up in Oklahoma City and began producing music when she was 18 years old. Since 2015, she has produced a dozen albums and singles distributed across several online musical streaming platforms such as on Spotify, SoundCloud and Bandcamp along with numerous collaborations and features with other musicians known by "Nydge," "PUSHER," "Crywolf," and "Icarus Moth." In June 2020, a TikTok video she posted that included her song "VICES" went viral, providing greater notability as a musician and singer.

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@ladybuglove430

2 years ago

I have never fallen in love with a song so fast and so hard. You write with this feeling and realness that a lot of artists would KILL for. PLEASE never stop. When this shit is the shit that brings us joy there should never be a reason we stop. I appreciate that you exist <3

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@JustUs-qi2vd

2 years ago

This song is my best friends newest favorite song and I have to admit she got me hooked too :)

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@user-pr7ff3jp8o

2 years ago

A moment of silence to the people who still haven't found this song yet

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@mushroomie3044

2 years ago

I have borderline personality disorder and this song describes what I struggle with. This song reminds me I'm not alone in my struggle. Thank you doll 🌼💖

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@jessmarie8241

2 years ago

IF ITS NOT DRUGS ITS DRINKS , IF ITS NOT DRINKS ITS THINGS , IF ITS NOT THINGS ITS PEOPLE PLACES I DONT WANNA BE THESE VICES!!🔥🔥🔥🔥😭

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@slitheringslytherin6447

2 years ago

Your an **amazing** artist and I really hope you have more good things come your way- you have worked so hard to make such beautiful things for others to relate to and enjoy!!!

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@alyssagerman6514

2 years ago

Did I just go on a Mothica binge as soon as I discovered Vices? Yes. Did I very quickly become obsessed with your sound? Also yes. Did I just buy two albums and two singles on ITunes? 100% yes.

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@sarahhu734

2 years ago

to whoever is reading this: you are beautiful and amazing and ur here cuz ur either sad and or cuz this song SLAPS and just know things are going to get better ik it sounds cliche but it will.

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@HK-ke2qp

2 years ago

I'm so excited and happy for her!!!

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@CharmedAwesome101

2 years ago

"Shot by Momica
Edited by Mothica"
Love that

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@nkasmaei1981

2 years ago

Sooooooooooo ready for this! I can’t wait for 12pm tomorrow! You’re going to be an international superstar! Can’t wait to see you accepting your Grammys! 💕

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@jaynex15

2 years ago

waits while patiently kicking feet like a child 😊

256 |

@deanmadethis

2 years ago

the 5 people who disliked obviously don’t know what a good song is when they hear it

283 |

@societydevereaux

2 years ago

I got goosebumps.. this is magical

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@-introvertalert-2926

2 years ago

I immediately got hooked on this song...it reminds me of my older cousin, she was involved in drugs and my parents are raising her two kids, one of them is my age. I just always think of her in this song. She is doing much better now and I'm so proud of her!! I looked up to her when I was younger cuz she seemed like a really fun person and I liked her a lot. And now I'm looking up to her because she overcame her addictions and is a much happier person now! Miracles happen!! God bless y'all!

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@traleewardle2845

2 years ago

Thank you Mothica for releasing this song. I began crying listening to it because it hit a little to close to my heart.

2 |

@ixFusiionzxi

2 years ago

Thank you for this song. Truly. Recently my depression and other disorders have gotten too much for me after I let myself ruin my life for the past six years, with drugs, alcohol and self isolation and self loathing, but just this last week I have started taking steps for myself to try and drag myself out of the pit I'm in, and then I heard your song. I've never related to a song so much in my life, and your message has cemented in my core that I want to beat it, as I'm sitting here letting vices get the better of me. Thank you so much, the emotions conveyed in this song have resonated with me, and I think its time I try to heal myself.

4 |

@ky7524

2 years ago

How are you not on every radio yet? Become a popstar girl, you deserve it! <3

4 |

@pandacitcat

2 years ago

This song just made my day better... and maybe my whole life ;) You have an amazing voice and talent. Thanks for the song. I love all songs of yours by the way...

31 |

@andreapozzobon614

2 years ago

5 years of wait for the first album its almost over !!! 💙💙💙

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