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Dark Descent (Anorexia Nervosa) | ElysianSoul
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This is the first song of my album under the same title, Dark Descent. With this song, I attempted to illustrate the beginning of the descent into anorexia - the elation, the high, and the initial seduction of the disorder as the sufferer hands themselves over to the anorexic voice.

Album Artwork: Katie Metcalfe Photography
Instagram: @elysiansoulmusic

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PLEASE NOTE: With my music, I aim to reflect the hidden inner struggles of psychological disorders by externalising the internal. Please use caution if you feel you are easily provoked, and please always take care of yourself.

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Lyrics:

In the midst of your night when you feel unbound,
And your breathing slows, and your heart beats loud,
When you’re starting to feel, that this could be the end,
Oh you’ll know it’s the time, for your dark descent,
Into skill and control, never know defeat,
And your life is a shadow ‘cause you just don’t eat,
Never speak, never tell, of this hunger of mine,
When it grows, it is time, for my dark design.

Oh these sticks, and these stones, how they’ll break your bones,
Don’t even try to come home, now that you’re alone,
‘Cause you made this choice, now you’ll have to deal,
With my voice, in your head, and this world unreal.

With your hips, and your bones, and your lanugo,
All this beauty inside, it will starve and grow,
Take control of your mind, I will be your guide,
Sink deep down inside as our worlds collide.
Come on down, to the end, to your dark descent,
From your ribs, to your blades, and emaciate,
The skin of your cheekbones ‘til they are drawn,
Tonight is the night, the new you is born.

My promises are hollow,
But that you already know,
An empty sense of decadence
With a long way to go,
You’ll never know a hunger,
With such mental force,
The elation from starvation
Never knows remorse.
But of course, you would know this,
Right back from the start,
When you swore yourself to me
With your hand on your heart,
'Cause you’ve never felt quite normal,
Like all your other friends,
And over time, you’ve felt the rise
Of your dark descent.

With your hips, and your bones, and your lanugo,
All this beauty inside, it will starve and grow,
Take control of your mind, I will be your guide,
Sink deep down inside as our worlds collide.
Come on down, to the end, to your dark descent,
For your ribs, for your blades, and emaciate,
The skin of your cheekbones ‘til they are drawn,
Tonight is the night, the new you is born.

Come on down, to the end, to your dark descent,
For your ribs, for your blades, and emaciate,
The skin of your cheekbones ‘til they are drawn,
Tonight is the night, the new you is born.

The new you is born.
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Top Comments of this video!! :3

@hopex8302

4 years ago

I just don't want to recover

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@ginpye2002

6 years ago

/wow/ This song really does captures the initial hope that ana gives you. You think you're gonna change, be skinny, and normal, but what really happens is that she drops you on your head and leaves you to wallow in the problems she's created... alone.

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@Mimi-jm7mu

3 years ago

POV: You're listening to this at 1am because that's when it hits hardest and you can't seem to sleep anyways.

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@breelynn8810

3 years ago

damn. I remember listening to this on repeat back in the days I thought I would die because of my ed. I forgot all about these songs. but. here I am. alive, and happy, believe it or not. you're going to make it through this. you have to, please. because we need you so much more than this fucking disease, I promise.

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@muznasabiha6250

4 years ago

I love Ana cause she is the only one who makes me feel special, heard and seen in world. And she doesn't betray like others , she cares and she gives me results and presents when no one else cares

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@aniafaiq

3 years ago

"Tonight is the night, the new you is born" Yes

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@honeybea268

6 years ago

Some of the lines in this song sound like references to your others. Like "My promises are hollow," and "The elation from starvation/Never knows remorse." I don't know if this was intentional, but I think it adds to the depth of the song.

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@ChloeBelle

5 years ago

I adore how every song fully explains Anorexia’s voice xxx

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@Sugxr.13

4 years ago

I ate some food today. I thought it would help. It didn’t. I could feel it sloshing around in my stomach, and I gained four pounds since this morning. I felt horrible. I tried to throw up but it didn’t work. Now I feel even worse because I’m nauseous and guilty and I just wish I didn’t eat.

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@anjad3776

6 years ago

In hospital rn, cause of anorexia and woke up to this, thank you

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@melodyvasquez5116

6 years ago

I've heard your voice grow throughout the years, it makes me so emotional knowing that we went through the same thing ❤

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@user_new_c

5 years ago

I know i’m thin. Everyone keep saying this ”you’re underweight”but i just can’t. Sometimes i feel like everythings gonna be great and i will have a great life in the future. But then somethings happen. I go to school. I take low point in my exam or i feel lonely and sit alone in the lunch. I know these are not so bad things. But I just can’t take these feelings. So i starve myself to the death. lol I’m so paethetic edit: i wrote this a year ago. im much more better now. but still these songs or even a slightly thing related to anorexia triggering me so badly. cause for a long time anorexia felt like home and sometimes i wanna go back to it. it was just an escape from reality, from my loneliness.

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@gracietrg2812

6 years ago

I have synaesthesia, and this is the first song that I have ever cried during. It surprised me, because I felt this deep hollowness in my chest as soon as the song begun, and by the end of the first verse I was in tears. Thank you for making a song so beautiful.

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@Cat-di9lg

4 years ago

Within the first months of 2020 I was eating healthy and losing weight the right way, then I relapsed and started restricting, skipping meals, and purging.Then quarantine happened, I started bingeing nonstop for over a month straight, and now Im going back into restricting, and this just made me want to cry. Im tired of living like this, but I want to lose weight, I want to be healthy, but I can't do it healthily for more than a few months. Not to mention any health habits are completely eradicated by my family. At this point Im willing to give in till I reach my goal weight then I will recover. ( Please do not do this try to seek help, and please no one comment how horrible this is I know it is, ED don't make you think or act logically). Stay safe loves, and if you read this you must eat something. <3

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@PanganiLuvsArashi

2 years ago

I'm so fucking proud of you! I've been following you since you were in that music school. Not only are your lyrics so real, but your musical ability astonished me. I remember some of these when you just put them up......you already have 3 albums, I didn't think it had been that long, but I'm DEFINITELY buying them now that you got 'em. Thank you for reflecting our pain so beautifully.

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@bonbonbutcher9331

1 year ago

You make this all so poetic in your music without eliminating the struggle and horror one faces in these instances. It's so eerie and beautiful, but feels dangerous. It is the black ebb and flow of the waves at high tide, promising a fun midnight swim while waiting to serve you a slow, lonely death.

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@jasminenorthrup4563

6 years ago

love how sweet how her voice is like a lovely lullaby

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@adtm1919

3 years ago

Keep making these beautifully tormenting songs. I mean it. Though they can be used incorrectly, they describe the internal struggle that most people just don't understand about eating disorders so goddamn well

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@shannonlouise2477

5 years ago

I honestly wished I never listened to ana

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@mishaacklesthepizzaman3233

6 years ago

I love your music and I'm glad someone like you exists I can hear how much love you pour into your music it's beautiful

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