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10,481,978 Views ⢠Premiered Feb 24, 2022 ⢠Click to toggle off description
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Directed & Edited by @JakeTheShooter & @HunterMoreno
Creative Director: @nessabarrett
Produced by @ShooterCo
Production Manager: @payroll
Production Coordinator: @darryl_milana
Director of Photography: @grantdecyk
Steadicam Op: @steadidon
1st AC: @vhrispowers
Gaffer: @Charles.alexanderr
Key Grip: @zachgarcia217
Grip: @honoraryfilms
Key PA: @facesxx
Production Design: @mikeyy_15
Art Director: @jesus_xciii
Colorist: @bryansmaller
VFX: @lucas.rfx
Titles: @bydrozen
Production Company: @shooterco
Lyrics:
You should take it as a compliment
If I were you, I would be more confident
You're lucky that you're pretty
Why are you obsessed with your appearance
I don't wanna hear it, you're fine
It's been my best kept secret for a while now
No one ever sees it but it's all around
Its the dinner conversation no one talks about
Don't know how much longer I can keep this down
Beauty is a knife, I've been holding by the blade
Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything
It's all a lie
Honestly it's eating me alive
They're all like did you change your hair?
Did you lose a bit of weight?
You should keep it up cause it really looks great
I hate that I
Always look my best
When I'm dying on the inside
When I'm dying on the inside
I wish I could break the mirror
That makes me feel like I should fucking disappear
And drown my demons in a bathtub filled with tears
No matter what I try they always seem to come back to life
What if I didn't do this to my body?
What if I quit and then you don't want me
The dinner conversation no one talks about
Don't know how much longer I can keep this down
Beauty is a knife, I've been holding by the blade
Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything
It's all a lie
Honestly it's eating me alive
They're all like did you change your hair?
Did you lose a little weight?
You should keep it up cause it really looks great
I hate that I
Always look my best
When I'm dying on the inside
When I'm dying on the inside
When I'm dying on the inside
You should take it as a compliment
If I were you I'd me more confident
You're lucky your pretty
Why are you obsessed?
With your appearance
I don't wanna hear it, You're fine
Beauty is a knife, I've been holding by the blade
Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything
It's all a lie
Honestly it's eating me alive
They're all like did you change your hair?
Did you lose a little weight?
You should keep it up cause it really looks great
I hate that I
Always look my best
When I'm dying on the inside
When I'm dying on the inside
#nessa #nessabarrett #dyingontheinside
Views : 10,481,978
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Premiered Feb 24, 2022 ^^
Rating : 4.971 (1,767/242,715 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T18:49:32.257524Z
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YouTube Comments - 4,507 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
the way the camera is distorted whenever she stands up to show the dizziness that comes with not eating. the way the number on the scale gets higher and higher every time she steps on it despite her not actually gaining weight to show how body dysmorphia affects the way you see yourself. the details in nessaâs music videos are always unmatched.
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This is a masterpiece. Nessa you should be so proud of yourself.
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the dizziness.the numbers on the scale.the binge eating.the mirror.the lyrics.everything is perfect,Nessa deserves everything.
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I had no idea she had a ED, the way I can relate to this song is painful. The dizziness, the bats, the disappointment after the scale, the hoodies, the late night snack which you neglect to see other girls who look better than you, the contemplating by the fridge, the compliments. To all the people who don't believe her, you wouldn't understand unless you went through the same thing. Its like falling through a hole where the world is black and white and whenever you try to get up you get pushed down farther because of your thoughts wandering around you and the people outside saying you are doing great. Nessa, you just got a fan.
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THIS SONG IS A MASTERPIECE. canât stop listening to it. It deserves soooo much recognition. In times where everyone is obsessed with social media this song is what describes it the best
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This was incredible
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This song is clearly underrated. Nessa really helps me, I listen to this song and understand how much it is connected with the reality of many
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the way she adresses important topics and her songs always turn out great and make so many ppl feel understood is an art
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Itâs not easy sharing things so close to your heart. We are the lucky ones that get to hear your vulnerability and rawness through your music. Itâs relatable, cuts deep, and allows understanding to who you are as a person. Youâre beautiful and so very talented, girl. People underestimate you because they donât want to acknowledge just how real and talented you truly are. Youâre already going places, but I know you will go further. Continue to share the raw beauty of who you truly are. Good job, Nessa. So proud of you!
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Absolutely adore how you didnât romanticize this and looked the most genuine and real you possibly could, unlike mvs who make it all âprettyâ. From the dizziness to the mess it feels like, you got it all. Wow.
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âI donât wanna hear it, youâre fine.â God bless anyone who has had to hear this sentence. May you find true love from others and more importantly love for yourselves.
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What hurts the most is when maybe someone tells you âyou lost weightâ and you still look the same at yourself. Like I have? Nessaâs voice just takes you there⌠beautiful voice.
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âYou should take it as a compliment
If I were you Iâd be more confident.â
and
âI hate that I, always look my best
But Iâm dying on the inside.â
Really just hits different
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Thank u for letting me be vulnerable with u. I hope âdying on the insideâ can help anyone who needs it. Love u sm đ¤đ¤
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Sheâs the only artist I found on TikTok that makes such quality music. She deserves the world, the level of courage it takes to be this vulnerable is amazing and I appreciate it. This helped me Nessa, if you ever read this! Love youđ
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Just heard this for the first time and I cried coz it kinda hit. I don't have an ED, but I focus on how I look so much and it's so exhausting, dehumanising and empty, and only feeds my insecurities. Thank you so much for this song.
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Iâm so proud of everything sheâs accomplished. Screw the haters. Sheâs beautiful and so talented!
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Nessaâs music is so inspiring and she has the most beautiful voice. I canât wait to see her live again
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Two years in and this song still hits like it was dropped yesterday. đ
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@NessaBarrett
1 year ago
I canât believe my debut album, young forever, is finally going to be yours 10/14!!! đ you can pre-save it now: nessa.lnk.to/youngforever
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