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Meaning-: people judge you the way you look and act :( )
(Credit of the vent art)-: )
-@riihabaa on Twitter-. )
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Views : 19,796
Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Jul 24, 2022 ^^
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
I'm so tired of myself. I feel like a literal alien tryna reach basic human norms. Social anxiety is a curse.
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i’m so anxious that i don’t even want to go into the grocery store anymore. social anxiety is limiting me so badly. i am so terrified to wear anything that i like because i feel like people will say things like “oh that’s weird” or laugh at me. it holds me back from making friends. i’m so awkward and don’t ever know what to say to please people.
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I just have to get this off my chest
So I haven't really been diagnosed with social anxiety, but if I were to tell my parents they would tell me I'm being 'pathetic' and to just be grateful because some people have it worse. But I show literally all of the symptoms. I try to avoid social interactions, I hate being the center of attention, I always feel like people are judging me and watching me, and I shake and sweat when I have to do some sort of presentation. And I honestly just don't know how to talk to people. And then I replay conversations over and over in my head, and wonder why I can't just be normal like everybody else'. I just wish I wasn't so awkward, and could make jokes, and know what to say and how to act. Luckily it's gotten better the past couple of months, but I think it's coming back again. I really don't want it to get severe again, and I'm trying to focus more on self love but I just can't get rid of it. I honestly just feel like nobody understands
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I hate it. I hate me. it’s ruining me day by day. making me hide away. making me push others away. i cant even fucking leave my room without crying or almost crying. No matter where i am, what im doing, i feel judged. everyones eyes are on me. watching my every move. Making fun of everything i do. I mess one thing up and then everyone hates me. They are always watching me, all eyes on me. Social anxiety is a curse and i wish no one has to deal with it.
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This playlist comforts me more than my parents could ever
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small vent:
i used to be really extroverted and i didn’t care at all about my appearance. then i got really bad acne (it’s genetic) and literally everything fell apart. i have pretty severe social anxiety, i have panic attacks when i have to go meet new people or go places and i always constantly think everyone’s watching me. and hating me. i’m so jealous of everyone who has never had to talk to their mom and then watch her eyes go up to your forehead, your biggest pimple, etc. like why can’t she look me in the eyes?!?! that’s my biggest fear and i just hate being around people, being around everyone. i have such a big nose and i think i’m annoying and it’s hard for me to make friends and after social events i just go into my room and cry. i hate myself sm.
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I am fake. At school, I act like the most confident person and I’ve been told from people that they admire me for that “trait”, but in reality im insecure and anxious and always worried about what other people think, especially since im in hi cap.
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Free virtual hugs if you need them:
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I have social anxiety, I get anxiety/panic attacks just thinking about people or seeing them I cry everytime I get back from school,I do have one best friend but I never hangout with her cause I’m scared to even get out from my class I do talk to my classmates just because I don’t want them to know that I’m literally scared of humans but whenever I do I literally go cry in the bathroom and start shaking my family got sick of it and I did too and even some of my classmates know that I am scared of people and they make is worse. They call me a depressed sad person even when I’m not it’s just cause I don’t talk/smile because why would I smile for what? And I’ve been introvert since I was a kid but whenever I grow up it gets so much worse like last year I started getting panic/anxiety attacks what’s next????? It’s so scary and I really want to start changing and talking to people like idk what’s gonna help🥲
But at the end of the day everyone struggles and no one have a perfect life I know it’s hard but with work everything is gonna get better for me and you you’re strong I’m strong it won’t be like that forever so it’s okay we’re gonna get out from this together 🫶🏻
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You know that feeling? That feeling where no one understands you but instead hates you, you loathe your own skin, you think your selfish, you think your a demon child yes it hurts, I udnerstand you Im sorry behalf the people around you, you may be selfish, evil, ugly, fatty, skinny, or whatever but so what? Just dont mind them, I know it hurts but if you keep clinging on them will you ever achieve your own happiness?
Remember to not be blinded by the eyes around you
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Funny to turn from social butterfly to social anxiety from extremly extroverted to Super extremly introverted from 34 friends to 2 friends from a happy warm face to a cold Ahh face.
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I always thought that I was an extrovert person, talkative and trying to be nice to everyone. Turns out that I was masking the whole time, and I'm well aware of it now 'cause I feel like I change my personality completely depending on who I am with. Lately I've been having trouble to understand and talk with people around me, I feel like no matter how hard I try, nobody understands or like me and that makes me think I'm a bad person, even though my psychologist and my parents tell me otherwise
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one time i got to the store and all the stuff changed from place so i had to ask a worker there but i was so scared to ask
if feel so stupid that i can't just ask someone something
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VENT!!!!!!!!
I feel like I don't have a mouth, but everyone else sees one on me. Having Social Anxiety Disorder means you lose out on friendship, enjoyment, and basic life moments. I went a whole school year with no one. I went through so much and refused to even cry in front of the people since expressing myself is embarrassing. I am terrified of how they'll judge me, and I think it has gotten to the point where I don't even want to be perceived. I'm a transmasc/guy so hating the way my body becomes is...normal I guess. I HAVE NO FRIENDS AND FEEL SO ALIENATED. I AM SO CRAZY AND WEIRD
PEOPLE WILL JUDGE, HATE, AND THINK I AM A FREAK AND A WASTE OF TIME!!! They must've thought that before, right!??
They stare and they judge and they assume and they watch and they observe and they perceive and they wonder.
ITS HORRIFYING!!! I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT FRIENDS ARE ANYMOREEEEEEEEEEEE WHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYY!!??!
im so sossosoos sorry IM SO SORRY sorry about the vent- i feel like I was panicking sorry everyone sorry
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Vent
Last week in school for geography, teacher would choose all students to show something on geographic card and i was so scared. It was like 10 minutes before ringing bell, i started biting my nails, i felt so cold yet i was shaking and i felt so hot. My leg was shaking and i even cried. My friend said " don't worry, you have time " and it made me feel even worse. Thanks God it ringed and teacher didn't choose me, when i stood up i felt dizzy, like i was going to faint, my hair was so wet and other friend asked me if i was okay. I just replied yes because no matter what nobody will understand my social anxiety. I just started high school, there's a lot of more incidents. I always used to throw up from social anxiety 1-6 grade.
I just started high school and i got friends. I act like i'm extroverted but i'm really not. And this friday i finally raised hand in class and got right answer. My heart was beating so fast but i did it! I never raised my hand before because of social anxiety. I'm proud of myself but it's hard.
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So umm vent ig.
My parents told me to get mustard and other things from the store today. I was just on edge the whole time I was there and when I wanted to put the mustard glass in my bag I dropped it onto the floor. So of course everyone was immediatly staring at me. Than I had to get a worker and tell them that I dropped it. I told them it, they saw the fear in my eyes and told me that it's fine. I just said goodbye and went to get my bag. Another person asked if I was alright when I went to get my bag. It's nice and all that, but in that moment I just shook my head and run home as fast as I could. Now I'm here, in my room, writing this and eating ice cream to calm myself down after my anxiety attack. (it was kinda good to write that down ngl) (I just sat here 5 minutes now and hovered over the comment button. Just gonna comment it Ig. I have nothing to lose!)
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don't you love it when you have social anxiety and your one teacher that is super good with mental health puts you in a group without your one friend in the entire class that makes you feel 100% safe and unjudged because AAAAAAAAAA
it's only the second day of the project but last time I was on the verge of tears the entire time and my heart rate was 147
and whenever I think about it I start crying
I also literally plan to wear long sleeves to wipe my tears on
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Social anxiety is a curse that gatekeeps me from being able to experience life. That's why it pisses me off when people fake having it/want to have it.
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@dont_wake_me_up2434
1 year ago
Hello my little flowers:), thank you for all the likes and follows I really appreciate it!🤍 please Injoy my playlist as much as you want! and feel free to vent or Comfort somebody c: good bye my lovely flowers 🌸
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