Views : 61,829,265
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Oct 21, 2017 ^^
Rating : 4.956 (8,772/787,229 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T21:43:39.587295Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
Finally met her at the age of 38. Got married and had son a year later. 2 weeks later, I was hospitalized and found out I had cancer. Been battling it since with chemo and surgery but it took me down a depressing hole and cancer has now metastasized to other areas of my body. Life is cruel and funny at times but listening to chill music when everyone is asleep at least gives me a bit of peace.
Update Oct 2023: Wow didnāt really expect much love through this post but thanks so much for the concern. The cancer I have is called GIST and I will now be on my third different medication. First med was Gleevec, then Sutent and now Iām starting on a chemo type meds called Qinlock. Doctor will check if itās shrinking the cancer so itāll help me prep for my upcoming 2nd surgery. Itās no cure but hopefully it helps add another 5 years in my life. Iām keeping my head up high though and if all else fails, Iām going the THC or cannabis along with the holistic approach of high vitamin C drip. I have high hopes this surgery is a success and this cancer will not metastasize at all in a very long time. Thanks for the love šš½
Update Dec 20 2023: Chemo didnāt work. Surgery to be scheduled ASAP. Thanks for all the concern and love.
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Itās been 4 years since I came across this video it was a very rough time for me. The girl I was with at the time broke up with me and I had lost my job. I fell into depression and lost myself completely. I played this song all the time when I was going through something but now I feel free and I still listen to it but things are so much better now. Iām finally living free, thank you.
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I remember playing this on loop and reading the comments 6 years ago feeling happy and very sad at the same time seeing people say they finally found the love of their lives. Great for them, but that was never, ever going to happen to me.
3 years later and I found this girl that I thought was the love of my life. The one made for me. There was no doubting it. Another 3 years go by and we've broken up when we were about to get married. It was my decision because something inside told me it was not right. Like I was not being true to myself. I don't regret it, although there are moments of doubt still.
And now, here I am, back to square one. Going through these comments again wondering if I'll ever find someone for me. Times are hard but I hope that we get through this, together.
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For the past 3 years nothing in my life makes sense. Ive been homeless. Cheated on, jobless, i lost every single one of my close friends and theres times when wish id just end it. But i cant. I dont have enough courage to take my life. But i also dont know how much courage i have to keep fighting. It gets so hard when you're living for yourself. Doing everything alone with no support from anyone what so ever. The only people you ever loved never check in on you. Your family doesn't think twice about your well being. It pains me day by day to have to drag my life through a bottomless pit of depression. But one day. I swear to god one day i will make a difference. Not for me, but for everyone who has felt the pain of being alone. For everyone who has felt the pain i feel. We all live the same life just different stories. I hope your story brings you peace and all things love
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@lofibeatz
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I can't believe we're almost at 60M views! Thank you all and please follow kudasai on socials: linktr.ee/kudasaibeats, best family on YouTube ā¤ļø
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