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Date of upload: Nov 8, 2020 ^^
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"Right now, there are people all over the world who are just like you. They're either lonely, they're missing somebody, they're depressed, they're hurt, they're scarred from the past, they're having personal issues no one knows about, they have secrets you wouldn't believe. They wish, they dream and they hope. And right now, they are sitting here reading these words, and I'm writing this for you so you dont feel alone anymore. Always remember, don't be depressed about the past, don't worry about the future, and just focus on today. If today's not so great don't worry! Tomorrow's a new chance. If you are reading this, be sure to share this around to make others feel better. Have a nice day!"
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To the person who read this,
Itâs been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you donât see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didnât think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all arenât perfect. Itâs painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You donât know how much impact you have in this world and itâs sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, itâs something so simple and little that brightens up someoneâs whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things youâre passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though itâs been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that youâre here, existing, but I donât want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. Itâs heartbreaking that you think youâre not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, itâs not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. Youâre not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me whatâs wrong. Itâs everything, isnât it? Thereâs something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, itâs heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and canât give you a hug, thatâs why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didnât give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didnât give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why canât you now? I know itâs tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Donât let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I wonât let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I wonât let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that thereâs someone looking right back, maybe we canât see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and thatâs enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and youâre still fighting. Youâre so much stronger thank you think, you didnât leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesnât feel like it, when you donât feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, youâre one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because youâre heart is beautiful, thatâs why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each otherâs presence. Youâre a star for me, maybe you donât see it yourself but I can see it, youâre beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and donât let your story get written by others but by yourself, itâs your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of âI hopeâ because I have hope for you even if you donât have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. Thatâs why I hope you wonât see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than donât blame yourself, donât think you werenât enough, donât lower yourself for someone who couldnât see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you donât feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldnât see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesnât know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you arenât accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldnât be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. Youâre safe here with me :). Youâre not useless, youâre not a burden to anyone. Youâre not a problem, youâre human and your feelings are valid. Youâre not being dramatic.Please donât starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know itâs hard. It hurts to see that youâre in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, donât let your emotions control you. Donât let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while youâre reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, youâre reading this and itâs enough for me to be proud of you because youâre here and thatâs all that matters to me. If itâs night for you, go to sleep, I know itâs hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, donât let them fight you. If itâs day for you, donât start it by such sad music, I know itâs impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If itâs evening for you, youâre probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know itâs okay to feel the way you feel. You donât need to be scared, of course youâre overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldnât? But itâs important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that youâre so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you donât need to fake it anymore, because I canât say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. Youâre worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but donât let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
âDusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)â I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and youâre unsure yourself, youâre a good person and I am so happy youâre here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldnât, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like thereâs no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words-lava zoid, the stranger that cares more about you than anything
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I came here because I sometimes have terrible internal fear and anxiety that nobody really knows about, I wish I would become more calm inside and outside. This calm music is wonderful. Yesterday I took a walk in the park, I saw a turtle in the lake , and I saw some small fish too, that made me feel a bit better, that was a nice and gentle reminder that sometimes I can enjoy the moment
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âYou canât skip chapters. Thatâs not how life works. You have to read every line, meet every character. You wonât enjoy all of it. Hell, some chapters will make you cry for weeks. You will read things you donât want to read, you will have moments when you donât want the pages to end. But you have to keep going. Stories keep the world revolving. Live yours, donât miss out.â
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Hey, you. Yeah you, the one reading this. I know how it feels, trust me. It feels like theres a weight on your chest, a lump in your throat, it feels like youre suffocating, your cheeks get hot, you trip over your words, your palms get sweaty, your mind starts racing. I understand. You aren't alone, you never are. It might feel like you are, but trust me, you are not alone. You are loved, you are cherished, you are appreciated, and you are a beautiful human being who deserves so much more. You have a life to live, and even when you have those days when you feel too overwhelmed, or tired, or angry, or sad, or just too emotional. You have to hang in there okay? I love you, and you deserve the whole world and so much more. Keep fighting, love. <3
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This playlist means so much to me, back in 2021 my first year of college pretty early in I got into a relationship it was amazing I felt like I had finally began to experience true love, we saw eachother most days, I met her family, went to firework shows/fairs, restaurants and even holidays but overtime things just began to fall apart I tried desperately to cling onto what I had because it was the first time I had felt "true love" but she grew more distant and I became more and more unsure. One day we had a small disagreement over a joke I made I told her I'd give her space, which I did and I remember feeling so anxious and teary that entire day. Night came and we spoke I told her I was very sorry and that it'd kill to lose her I told her she meant everything and I wanted to fix things and be better boyfriend for her, and that's when she told me she wanted to break up with me. I can't describe how I felt that night I begged and cried but nothing changed I felt so many emotions it was overwhelming, she told me it was for her mental health which I told her I understood and would always be around if she needed support she replied telling me that we'll always still be friends, I really tried that night to seem ok with it but behind that screen I was fucked up. As the weeks went on our friendship didn't last I guess it was a mix of heartbreak and regret from my side but also a lack of interest on hers, what finally cut the ties between us was a conversation regarding mental health and how I was concerned for how she was speaking about herself I again told her I'd be there and recommended a college Councillor and I don't know but I guess that's when she got fed up, I was told to stop manipulating/gaslighting her and she went onto attempt to turn some friends against me for "what I had done" as you can imagine seeing all this happen from the person you love so much breaks you mentally, I spiraled badly I went from being the loud class clown to a quiet emotional nobody and it took an impact on my social life, friends left and others stayed. Outside of college I began to hang around bad influences which only led to bad habits/addictions like stealing. I hated my life, looks, height, intelligence, personality, me. I was flawed in everyway in my eyes just a walking husk of what once was, my grades fell off and I got so bad I couldn't stand being in a classroom anymore I can't tell you how it felt other then it was too much, I'd start breaking down in lessons, keeping my head down and crying to myself and having to leave the class for abit to calm down or even call an Outside friend for comfort I just couldn't bare being in class or even college because seeing her was way too much for me, I knew I was weak so what better could I have done? I began wearing a mask every single day because looking at my face it just made me feel upset? Disappointed? I'm not sure what I'd call it but it wasn't nice, it got so bad teachers picked up on it and I was put onto a waiting list for councilling which took too long by the time I had my first session I had dropped out the same week, I won't go over the details of my outside life as I feel you get the point of what it'd be like but I used to listen to this playlist alot and everytime I did it would slowly calm me down it would stop the panic even if it wasn't forever, I enrolled into a new college for my second year, we did a taster day for course and being in a classroom environment brought back that fear, anxiety, panic. But when I listened to this playlist it really did bring me down and slow my feelings and I got through the day, I was so proud of myself you have no idea. By that point it'd been months since the break up but the depression lingered for numerous other reasons but I feel that the main problem was myself throughout that time, I let grief control me and I became my own tormentor. I've made so much progress since those days, I still have my struggles but hey everyone has problems to some degree, I saw my ex again not too long ago my heart dropped for a second but I realised I was ready and that I was better then before, and with that I was ok.
Thank you for this playlist it has gotten me through the darkest points of my life and I owe you a huge thank you my journey to recovery would not have been possible without you.
To those reading this, sympathising and going through any form of loss or heartbreak I'll tell you now it's gonna be so difficult probably the most difficult part in your life so far but don't give into the pain remember how long us humans live, remember you have the world to experience but most importantly remember you matter, only you can make the step in the right direction you've just gotta find what's right and take the first few steps remember that no matter how little further you've gotten down the road you've still gotten closer to your goal.
Best wishes all of you, goodbye. â¤
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@joey-ri5xx
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breathe, darling. this is just a chapter. it's not your whole story. i love you whoever you are.
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