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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Apr 29, 2020 ^^
Rating : 4.973 (500/73,215 LTDR)
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scott street is not just a song. it is sitting next to your grandmother while they feed you sweets and laughed with you. it is the last day of school, the last bell in your school corridor, while you scanned all of your friends' faces because you may not see them anymore. it is hearing the wishes from your teachers for your final exams. it is sitting at one table with your parents for dinner along genuine giggles, before they get divorced. it is the last text you sent to somebody before you never talk to them again. it is going back to a place where you got your knees bleed. it is reminiscing times that can never repeat, holding onto memories that will forever be missed.
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This song hits different when you graduate from high school and you're slowly understanding what the adults meant when they say don't grow up too fast. I want to rewind back to the time when things weren't so hard. Now, I'm 23 and I feel so lost in this big, big world. I don't even know what my purpose is or what I want to be. I feel worse than an empty plastic bag drifting along the icy wind. While my old classmates are slowly getting married and graduating, I'm still stuck in the same place. I feel like a loser and it totally sucks.
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To the person who read this, Itâs been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you donât see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didnât think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all arenât perfect. It's painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don't know how much impact you have in this world and itâs sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, itâs something so simple and little that brightens up someone's whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things youâre passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though itâs been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you're here, existing, but I don't want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something-to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. Itâs heartbreaking that you think you're not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it's not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You're not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what's wrong. Itâs everything, isnât it? Thereâs something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it's heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and canât give you a hug, thatâs why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love. You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didnât give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn't give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why canât you now? I know it's tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don't let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won't let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won't let you down. Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that thereâs someone looking right back, maybe we can't see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that's enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you're still fighting. You're so much stronger thank you think, you didnât leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesnât feel like it, when you don't feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, youâre one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because youâre heart is beautiful, that's why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each otherâs presence. Youâre a star for me, maybe you donât see it yourself but I can see it, you're beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and donât let your story get written by others but by yourself, itâs your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of âI hopeâ because I have hope for you even if you don't have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That's why I hope you wonât see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don't blame yourself, don't think you werenât enough, donât lower yourself for someone who couldn't see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don't feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldnât see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn't know how fucking lucky he/she/ they is. If you aren't accepted at home or in general than am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn't be ashamed of, accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. Youâre safe here with me. Youâre not useless, you're not a burden to anyone. Youâre not a problem, youâre human and your feelings are valid. Youâre not being dramatic. Please don't starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it's hard. It hurts to see that youâre in so much pain. you deserve so much man, don't let your emotions control you. Donât let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish/hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you're reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you're reading this and itâs enough for me to be proud of you because you're here and thatâs all that matters to me. If itâs night for you, go to sleep, I know it's hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, donât let them fight you. If itâs day for you, donât start it by such sad music, I know itâs impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it's evening for you, you're probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know itâs okay to feel the way you feel. You donât need to be scared, of course you're overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldnât? But it's important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that youâre so strong for breathing despite the pain, know you will make it I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you donât need to fake it anymore, because can't say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You're worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don't let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate
you a song as your friend. âDusk till Dawn-Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)â I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you're unsure yourself, youâre a good person and I am so happy youâre here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldnât, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there's no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you.
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Pain train starts here :( 3:00 all the nostalgias in life childhood trauma will flow like a flash mind to your mind
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@vajnasan4538
3 years ago
the "anyyyywaaaay don't be a straaangeeeer" outro could last forever, I wouldn't mind one bit
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