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Catch me live on tour with Addison Grace and Isabel Pless this spring!
Apr 3 - Antone's - Austin, TX
Apr 4 - Paper Tiger - San Antonio, TX
Apr 7 - Nile Underground - Phoenix, AZ
Apr 9 - The Echo - Los Angeles, CA
Apr 10 - Constellation Room - Santa Ana, CA
Apr 12 - Goldfield Trading Post - Sacramento, CA
Apr 13 - Cafe Du Nord - San Francisco, CA
Apr 15 - Mission Theater - Portland, OR
Apr 16 - Madame Lou's - Seattle, WA
Apr 19 - Kilby Court - Salt Lake City, UT
Apr 21 - Marquis Theater - Denver, CO
Tickets are on sale at maddsbuckley.com/pages/tour.
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Credits
Written and performed by: Madds Buckley
Production/Recording/Mastering by: Josh Sebek joshsebek.com/
Assistant/Mixing Engineer: Connor Wang www.connorwangaudio.com/
Drums: Josh Sebek
Bass: Mike Petillo www.instagram.com/mikepetillo/
Electric Guitar: Mike Petillo, Connor Wang
Acoustic Guitar: Mike Petillo
Keys: Madds Buckley
Car FX: Michael the Car
Video by: @randycheeseburg
Art by: @orbitalmoonrat
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Lyrics
He didn't mean to scream
Then what does he mean?
I'm not who he thinks I am
Trapped in his anger, one way road
Familiar blood I hold alone
I won't be who he is
(The apple's falling from the
The apple's falling from the tree)
But he's in the driver's-
The check engine light is blinking brighter
And I wasn't raised to be a fighter
But it only takes a spark to blow
(I won't be who he is)
And I wasn't taught to tame the driver
Just how to delay the raging fire
That turn signal's ticking
Ticking
Ticking
(I will be who he is)
Ticking 'til
He's in the driver's seat
He's in the driver's seat
I am his rage
Inherit the engine and leak, no mistake
I am the warning
The blaring that won't let you sleep in peace
I am his only
The little fist bruising the wheel and switching seats
I'm biting my own tongue
I am my father's lost son
He's in the driver's seat
(I won't be who he is)
He's in the driver's seat
(I will be who he is)
I'm in the driver's seat
(The apple's falling from the tree)
I'm in the driver's seat
(The apple's falling from the tree)
I didn't mean to scream
Don't know what I mean
I'm not who you think I-
Views : 85,122
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Premiered Mar 20, 2024 ^^
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RYD date created : 2024-05-14T08:08:48.0347Z
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YouTube Comments - 162 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
the āi wonāt be who he isā switching to āi will be who he isā HITS SO GODDAMN HARD. you try and try so damn hard to not be like themā¦but thatās what you lived with for your entire life and you canāt stop but get into those old habits they had. UGH OH MY GOD MADDS!! AND THE ENDING TOO??????
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I feel like the second half when "he's in the drivers seat" turns to "I'm in the drivers seat" its a cold realization that no, he isn't at the wheel anymore, you are and you are the one responsible for whatever happens now. You are the one in the drivers seat, but somehow, he still got his hand on the wheel (metaphorically) and yes you maybe in "control" now, but what control were you left with that isnt a carbon copy of what his "control" was.
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My father told me once āMy blood is in you, and nothing can change that.ā He meant it in a good way; to say that the strength that got him through his own shit is in me too. But I heard those words and felt all the rage and damage close around me like a fist Iāll never escape.
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āI wasnāt raised to be a fighter, But it only takes a spark to blowā the way you can think that youāll never be the people who hurt you, until it feels like itās too late. Seriously powerful song
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I man, I'm fucking speechless. It hit me like a truck at the line "I am my father's lost son". And just tears started. Fuck, I wasn't prepared for this today. It hits the same as "My father is the worst man alive, and I am his favorite daughter."
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I love āThe appleās falling from the tree.ā Cant know if itās falling far from the tree or not, but itās falling. Where youāve come from is set, but there are other forces at play now, and part of how that apple falls is up to you.
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This might be the first song ive ever heard that encapsulates the panic and horror and defensiveness of hearing your father's voice come out of your mouth like that. Bravo, Madds ššš
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I love how the ending feels like she's so angry that she just rips the car keys out and leaves the car in a hurry, everything about this song is so emotional, I love this song already
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trying so desperately to reject the line "the abused becomes the abuser," but every day grows harder when you don't know how to understand your own thoughts.. painful song madds.. thank you ā¤ļøāš©¹
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OMG?? the tear going down Dog's cheek when it's the "I didn't mean to scream" in correlation to the fact that Dog looks like they're holding back tears during the "he didn't mean to scream"
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I love how this connects to Dogbird and the My Love is Sick album as a whole. "I'm a habit that won't alter" from Dogbird and "inherit the engine and leak, no mistake" have the same energy. i've listened to this song so many times already, i'm in love with it!!
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BRO THE UNHOOKING OF THE BUCKLE AT THE END-
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the cut off is EVERYTHING
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There are so many things I love about this, the parental issues, the anger issues, the anger issues being inherited like they seem to often be "switching seats, Inherit the engine and leak, the little fist bruising the wheel, IM IN THE DRIVERS SEAT,..", it just sounds - chefs kiss, and especially THE AMOUNT OF BRAINROT I CAN HAVE ABOUT ADDING IT TO ALL THE SILLY LITTLE BLORBOS FROM MY SHOWS/DND CAMPAIGNS, that I also do not relate to, none of them, at all, mhm. Now excuse me as I listen to this on repeat till the sun rises
I keep editting this because
I SWER THE MORE I LISTEN. AAGUDRH. "I DIDNT MEAN TO SCREAM,.." THE ANTHEM FOR SCREAMING WHEN YOURE NOT EVEN THAT MAD, WHEN YOURE NOT MAD AT ALL, NOT KNOWING WHY, THE FIRE JUST SO EASILY IGNITES LIKE YOURE A WALKING LIGHTER "DONT KNOW WHAT I MEAN,.." NOT MEANING TO DO THAT, TO IGNITE FROM THE SMALLEST THING EVEN IF NOT RELATED TO ANYTHING THAT SHOULD MAKE YOU ANGRY "IM NOT WHO YOU THINK I AM" TRYING SO HARD NOT TO BE LIKE THEM, SUCCESSFULLY FOR SOME PARTS UNTILL YOU BLINK AND YOURE IN THE DRIVERS SEAT, DOUNG THE SAME THING. AND DOES ANYONE KNOW WHO YOU REALLY ARE, ARE YOU THEIR ANGER, ARE YOU YOUR OWN, ARE YOU MORE THAN THAT ANGER.. MADDS BUCKLEY YOU ARE A TRESURE AND YOUR SONGS MAKE ME CRY. IN A GOOD WAY.
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I swear every song Madds releases immediately becomes my new hyperfix
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I find myself doing thisāgetting angry, shouting, the silent treatment that trails the rage.. I've lost so many people by following in my father's footsteps. god, this hurts so bad and sounds so good. never has an artist captured as many of my feelings as you.
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Adore the sound of the blinker- such a good detail!!
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Iā¦.. I have no words. Omg. I love this. So much. Brother. Saved mine and my little brothers life at one point. But this oneā¦ā¦. This one hits like a semi truck. And I donāt normally cry but Iām sobbing. So hard right now. Thank you for this
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unironically, this is a song i would put on my driving playlist
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@naomicain6088
1 month ago
"if you're raised by an angry man in your house, there will always be an angry man in your house. you will find him even when he's not there."
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