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Lyrics:
I always smile but it doesn't reach my eyes
And Iām forgetful but I promise that I try
Itās a curse and a blessing
The way that Iām never resting
My minds always moving much faster than my mouth
I know what to say but it never comes out right
You know what I mean right
This party is too loud
The noise makes me stressed out
I know
Oh I know
Iām a mess
But it doesn't make me less than you
Iām naive
But still I wish the best for you
And I may make mistakes
That I shouldnāt at my age
I know I'm not incompetent
But damn you make me feel that way
Sometimes my own room is the safest that I feel
And nothing around me feels like its real
I sit alone in a panic
Thereās always something Iām forgetting
I always remember the strangest things Iāve said
When Iām alone at night in my bed
And my head is a choir and my only desire
Is for silence
And my thoughts are racing
The fear I keep chasing
I know
Oh I know
Iām a mess
But it doesn't make me less than you
Iām naive
But still I wish the best for you
And I may make mistakes
That I shouldnāt at my age
I know I'm not incompetent
But damn you make me feel that way
Views : 114,989
Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Premiered Sep 22, 2023 ^^
Rating : 4.984 (18/4,569 LTDR)
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YouTube Comments - 151 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
As a teenage girl with gifted ADHD who has spent most of her life feeling utterly alone Thank you
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If anyone asked what ADHD and or Autism felt like, I would show them this song. This song is great, I was surprised when I found out this is only one of your first public songs, lol. I'm looking forward to more :)
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You know one of the many reasons why I love this song so much? I've never been in a relationship before so I can never relate to the countless mushy love and crushing heartbreak songs that are out there. But this? I relate to every single line, every single word.
I am currently self-diagnosed with ADHD and likely will never have the money to get a proper diagnosis and medical treatment, not to mention my mom thinks "everyone has a little bit of ADHD in us, you're just lazy and undisciplined." Not to mention I was homeschooled growing up and don't have very many friends, so I never had any emotional support circle to help me with my ADHD symptoms.
I cried listening to this song for the first time, because for once, I know I am not alone in the world. Thank you, Peggy, for blessing my ears with this magical song and for opening the door into a community of people who DO understand. <3
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As someone who has ADHD and Aspergerās, this is perfectly how I wish I could express myself.
Legit cried over this song for 15 minutes. Amazing song!
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The wanting your head to be silent, is so accurate š
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Your song is AMAZINGGG!! I have ADHD and this lyrics are very relatable to me. Sometimes I feel Iām a mess, and before I was diagnosed I used to think I was dumb and compare myself with another kids bc I had a lot of dificulties doing my homework. And your voice is very very very beautiful too ^^ (sorry if my English is a little bad, itās not my native language š§š·)
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I love all the fellow adhd people just sounding off in the comments.
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Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I always smile but it doesn't reach my eyes
And I'm forgetful but I promise that I try
It's a curse and a blessing
The way that I'm never resting
My mind's always moving much faster than my mouth
I know what to say but it never comes out right
You know what I mean, right? (You know what I mean, right? No)
[Pre-Chorus]
This party is too loud
The noise makes me stressed out
I know (I know, I know, I know)
Oh, I know
[Chorus]
I'm a mess
But that doesn't make me less than you
I'm naive
But still I wish the best for you
And I may make mistakes that I shouldn't at my age
I know I'm not incompetent
But, damn, you make me feel that way
[Post-Chorus]
You make me feel that way, you makŠµ me feel that way
You make me feel that way, ah
Ah
[Verse 2]
SomŠµtimes my own room is the safest that I feel
And nothing around me feels like it's real
I sit alone in a panic, there's always something I'm forgetting
I always remember the strangest things I've said
When I'm alone at night in my bed
And my head is a choir, and my only desire is for silence, shh
[Pre-Chorus]
And my thoughts are racing
The fear I keep chasing
I know
(Oh, I know)
[Chorus]
I'm a mess
But that doesn't make me less than you
I'm naive
But still I wish the best for you
And I may make mistakes that I shouldn't at my age
I know I'm not incompetent
But, damn, you make me feel that way
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I was recently diagnosed with autism and ADHD, but I have suffered all my life and it has affected all areas without exception. The lyrics to your song are exactly everything I said at the therapist appointment. I don't feel ashamed of my diagnosis, I just feel like it's hard to deal with making mistakes I shouldn't at my age. It's also a different feeling to understand who you are after years of thinking you're flawed.
Hugs from Brazil, you've made it this far!
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I've been waiting for this song ever since last week when your reel showed up on Instagram. I love this song!
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I don't get why everyone here is saying they have ADHD and saying they love it- I wasn't gonna comment but I just wanna let you know that even people who doesn't have ADHD loves this (that includes me) you don't need to have ADHD just to love this, I can relate to this so much and the melody, your voice and everything was made so well, am glad to see this and wish it blows up and you get more recognition <3
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I've been listening to this on repeat since hearing it yesterday. I've spent my whole life feeling incompetent and like I dont belong. I'm now, at 28, being assessed for autism/ADHD after a year of realizations.
This song hits so hard and makes me feel so much less alone and empowered to be more confident in myself.
Thank youā”
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You just wrote the anthem of my life. Especially the second verse. My family doesnāt understand why I stay in my room so much, itās my own little world! Itās my little place where I can go and dream up stories and characters and the worlds they live in, I can organize things the way I like and no one disturbs it. I can read the books I like and listen to the music I like. It really is my safe space, and I donāt use that term very often. š
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I'm so happy to finally hear the full version of this song. it's even a better representation of ADHD than I thought it would be. this is my new anthem. I do also love the thing you did with the piano and the percussion, it made my ND brain very entertained <3
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Thank you for this song. I'm beating myself up so hard because of my past mistakes and I don't know if I should forgive myself for that because I can't forgive those who hurt me and the wounds are still fresh 10 years later
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I donāt know how you donāt already have a million followers. This is A level content. Youāve got the voice, the songs, the videos. Every person I was attached to like back in my space days blew up. Jason Mraz, Sarah Barielles Regina Spektor I didnāt expect to come here, love this amazing video, and look at the counts and see so little. My prediction, itās just a matter of time. Youāve got IT. So itās a waiting game and Iām here for it now that I know about you. Also my kids are actors as am I, if you ever need to just borrow kids for a fun music video shoot, please hit me up. Much love and light on your journey. ššøš
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I love this soong omg! But I always get scared at the end of the video š¤£š¤£š¤£š¤£
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I wish I had my teacher record it, but for our Shakespeare class we had to pick a song, not sing it, but perform along with it and this was the song I choose. It came out so epic! I may have to recreate it sometime.
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This song deserves much more praise. Saw it in a youtube short and immediately searched for it.
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@poplopisepic
7 months ago
I love this it makes me feel recognised as a girl with ADHD it's so relatable. The music video is so cute as well!
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