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Lyrics:
I always smile but it doesn't reach my eyes
And I’m forgetful but I promise that I try
It’s a curse and a blessing
The way that I’m never resting
My minds always moving much faster than my mouth
I know what to say but it never comes out right
You know what I mean right
This party is too loud
The noise makes me stressed out
I know
Oh I know
I’m a mess
But it doesn't make me less than you
I’m naive
But still I wish the best for you
And I may make mistakes
That I shouldn’t at my age
I know I'm not incompetent
But damn you make me feel that way
Sometimes my own room is the safest that I feel
And nothing around me feels like its real
I sit alone in a panic
There’s always something I’m forgetting
I always remember the strangest things I’ve said
When I’m alone at night in my bed
And my head is a choir and my only desire
Is for silence
And my thoughts are racing
The fear I keep chasing
I know
Oh I know
I’m a mess
But it doesn't make me less than you
I’m naive
But still I wish the best for you
And I may make mistakes
That I shouldn’t at my age
I know I'm not incompetent
But damn you make me feel that way
Views : 114,989
Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Premiered Sep 22, 2023 ^^
Rating : 4.984 (18/4,569 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-05-20T12:56:44.534352Z
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YouTube Comments - 151 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
As a teenage girl with gifted ADHD who has spent most of her life feeling utterly alone Thank you
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If anyone asked what ADHD and or Autism felt like, I would show them this song. This song is great, I was surprised when I found out this is only one of your first public songs, lol. I'm looking forward to more :)
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You know one of the many reasons why I love this song so much? I've never been in a relationship before so I can never relate to the countless mushy love and crushing heartbreak songs that are out there. But this? I relate to every single line, every single word.
I am currently self-diagnosed with ADHD and likely will never have the money to get a proper diagnosis and medical treatment, not to mention my mom thinks "everyone has a little bit of ADHD in us, you're just lazy and undisciplined." Not to mention I was homeschooled growing up and don't have very many friends, so I never had any emotional support circle to help me with my ADHD symptoms.
I cried listening to this song for the first time, because for once, I know I am not alone in the world. Thank you, Peggy, for blessing my ears with this magical song and for opening the door into a community of people who DO understand. <3
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Your song is AMAZINGGG!! I have ADHD and this lyrics are very relatable to me. Sometimes I feel I’m a mess, and before I was diagnosed I used to think I was dumb and compare myself with another kids bc I had a lot of dificulties doing my homework. And your voice is very very very beautiful too ^^ (sorry if my English is a little bad, it’s not my native language 🇧🇷)
❤️🩹
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love this!!
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I love all the fellow adhd people just sounding off in the comments.
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The wanting your head to be silent, is so accurate 😂
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As someone who has ADHD and Asperger’s, this is perfectly how I wish I could express myself.
Legit cried over this song for 15 minutes. Amazing song!
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You just wrote the anthem of my life. Especially the second verse. My family doesn’t understand why I stay in my room so much, it’s my own little world! It’s my little place where I can go and dream up stories and characters and the worlds they live in, I can organize things the way I like and no one disturbs it. I can read the books I like and listen to the music I like. It really is my safe space, and I don’t use that term very often. 😂
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I've been waiting for this song ever since last week when your reel showed up on Instagram. I love this song!
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I love this soong omg! But I always get scared at the end of the video 🤣🤣🤣🤣
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Good ❤
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Thank you for this song. I'm beating myself up so hard because of my past mistakes and I don't know if I should forgive myself for that because I can't forgive those who hurt me and the wounds are still fresh 10 years later
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This song deserves much more praise. Saw it in a youtube short and immediately searched for it.
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LOOOOOOVE this new neurospicy bop❤️❤️❤️
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As a neuro divergent woman I relate to this so hard 😭 ❤️🩹
Great job 🎨🖤❤️
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I was recently diagnosed with autism and ADHD, but I have suffered all my life and it has affected all areas without exception. The lyrics to your song are exactly everything I said at the therapist appointment. I don't feel ashamed of my diagnosis, I just feel like it's hard to deal with making mistakes I shouldn't at my age. It's also a different feeling to understand who you are after years of thinking you're flawed.
Hugs from Brazil, you've made it this far!
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You deserve more this is so underrate
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well damn how do I send this song to my mom without actually sending it to her?
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@poplopisepic
8 months ago
I love this it makes me feel recognised as a girl with ADHD it's so relatable. The music video is so cute as well!
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