@user_abuser7

6 months ago

So glad there are scientists aware of this stuff because I feel like if it was more mainstream than that community then they could prove a lot of these space, theories and human origin theories. Closest thing I found to describe the totality of the DMT experience is first of all by describing it as momentary complete separation from whoever you are on this earth to the point of like literal paralysis which is why I tell people to lay down but it's not frightening at all. You just literally cannot move. Next thing you know, it's not like you teleport or transport or anything but you just realize you're definitely in a new place compared to where you just were. And a lot of people say they've experienced it before, but I didn't feel that way necessarily. Although I can say that. Absolutely no part of what I was seeing or doing or feeling was anything but pure bliss. No stress, no anxiety. No freaking neck or back pain, no ego, no worries or agenda or defense mechanisms in place, nothing like that. That. You go from being who you are here to becoming literally the embodiment of awareness and consciousness, in my opinion where you no longer have to perpetually be doing something and you can simply observe or you can explore or you can interact with what I call my guide lady, some people I think are referring to the same thing when they speak of mother aya , some people say like bother nature or whatever. All I know is it's like some blue/ white aura/ vibe /spirit thingy who seems to almost guide me along like a mom would and my first time experiencing her I feel like was because of my anxiousness and fear going into it. But my desire to experience it for self-healing purposes was pure. So I feel like I interacted with her to feel calm because she said are you okay and it's explained it and said yeah. I think I am now. I was just afraid but this is nothing to be afraid of and she said good now. I'll show you this and then the next thing I knew I was all over the place. I say all that to say I sat in front of what I perceived to be God or whoever's in charge of the universe but not in a sense that they were in charge simply that they were just there, another conscious awareness simply just being. But at the same time I had a deep respect and reverence for it because it appeared to be infinitely tall in my fishbowl/ 360° vision. This person seem to encompass it all and they appeared to be laying down like how I was back on earth before I came here and the next thing I know I feel like it's sitting up as I'm experiencing my perspective shift immediately from looking at this thing to being this thing, but it also happened very slowly. I feel like. Then suddenly I could see what science calls the 11-dimensional multiverse/string theory/ m-verse, it goes by several names, but after really studying that lately, I think that's exactly what I experienced. Experienced. It felt like I could instantaneously and simultaneously see all the way to the very edges of the expanding universe from infinite angles and infinite perspectives and infinite timelines. All at once, and at the same time I could see things up close to me or at least they appeared to be. It's hard to describe because at the same time everything is perpetually shifting, warping(?) Kinda and shape changing. Less warping and moreso like every single thing you think you're seeing is actually made up of these little connected. The patches of exploding/ rotating fractals aminating from a central point/ hole. Everything is so overwhelmingly bright and truly awesome like it's breathtaking just how much awe you get struck with from it all. And scientists say that in the 11th dimensional reality, there's these planes of dimensions. All stacked 90° on top of each other. Much like how our y-axis is 90° in relation to our x-axis of spacial dimensioning, and z-axis 90⁰ off of y, etc... And it's usually represented by some 3D model that looks like a kaleidoscope of tractals and infinite number of colors. It's just like that yet impossible for me to convey at the same time. What I find interesting in relation to the string theory is what my little guide woman told me because I went in with the intention of finding out how to love people better and how to be loved/ how to appreciate it better. And they essentially told me everybody's life is a song. And just because you don't like that song doesn't mean it's not a good song that is intentionally composed with a lot of care and forethought. And even though it seems random at times there is structure in the wholeness of it. And for example, if I had just listened to that song 30 seconds down its timeline, it might have been my favorite song in the world. In the same way people might meet me and hear the song of my life and perhaps absolutely hate it. And that's okay. It doesn't mean like theirs but it wasn't. Still a good song. It's all about perspective and timelines kind of, but more than that it's just about slowing down and appreciating things for what they are instead of interjecting. My opinion which in turn is my filter in life through which I view things, judge them or accept them, laugh at them or chosing to become upset because of them, etc...string theory says that everything is essentially a vibrating string like a guitar, for example, and they're all vibrating in their own ways and they echo out and ripple effect throughout everything forever. Just like one long song. It's kind of cool. But yeah I'm excited to see you where science goes with this cuz it's one of the only things I have left to feel full about because I really don't like this planet anymore

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