Views : 8,174,194
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Jun 19, 2020 ^^
Rating : 4.896 (1,637/61,257 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T21:07:19.152115Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
I'm an abuse survivor with PTSD, and one of the worst parts about it is the hypervigilance all the time. It feels like even the slightest shift in the room I'm in is going to reveal something that'll jump out and kill me. My heart is constantly pounding, my hands shake, my head gets loud and feels like it's going to explode, and it's all I can do to keep composed and slowly remind myself that the demons aren't real and never have been. I've always struggled to put what that feels like into words, and music has always helped. This song in particular hit right home. It felt like he was saying the things I never could explain, like I wasn't alone in this, and that's made so much of a difference. Thanks, Nathan, for being such a key player in my healing from the past and finally starting to experience a little peace of mind.
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I can't really thank you enough... during the lockdown in Italy, I was in quarantine with my grandma because she could have been positive to Covid-19. I spend a lot of nights up at her bedside, hoping it was just a nightmare.... Then one of those nights you did a live on your channel... Even if it kept lagging, I sang with you all the songs crying my heart out. I can't describe how grateful I am.... You are the best! Please, keep following your dreams because you aren't only making good songs....
That night you gave me hope
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As one of the people who grew up with a mental health disorder that causes severe paranoia, I gotta say that this song hits the mark quite well. Paranoia is one of the worst feelings to have. Itās like a persistent feeling of incoming threat. Nathan, your songs stir up deeply buried emotions every time. This is yet another masterpiece that deserves all the love and recognition this world has. Please donāt ever stop making these beautiful works of art!
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can I just state the last minute and 30 seconds of this song sold it hard to me. Him saying get out of my mind with all of those other voices playing along side it reminds me exactly what it's like for me when under stress or doubt. It's like I can't even hear my own voice anymore till reality slaps me in the face.
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@nathanwagner762
3 years ago
This one's a bit different. But I still poured my heart and soul into it. I hope you guys like it. Love you all.
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