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Love you guys so much! This is one I wrote years ago. I added the outro to try and make it a bit more epic haha I want to be a man of integrity. Over anything else. I've been writing a lot about that lately. The struggle of a broken man trying to overcome his instincts for iniquity. I think I may turn that concept into an album ;) Thank you so much for listening! I could not be more grateful!
Lyrics:
Drifting through moments then all of the sudden it hits me
What if I stumble and all of my world starts to fall
The people I love lose respect though they swore they’re unwavering
Everything crumbles as I’m just here losing it all
Hearing these critics they’re cheering and saying they hate me
Taking my whole life of work and burn it to the ground
Was trying to open my heart and they go and betray me
Putting a knife in my back without making a sound
I could be doing fine perfect life everything is great
’til you take my mind and hypnotize show my world in flames
Nowhere to hide from what’s inside can’t run can’t get away
Guess one more night of constant fight it always stays the same
Won’t you let me go
I’m crumbling
I’m crumbling
Fantasizing bout the worst that could be I’m not ready
Making decisions preserving what’s not even real
false prophecies keep on following make me unsteady
Just wanna be free of these troublesome dreams let me be
I could be doing fine perfect life everything is great
Til you take my mind awaken all my memories my mistakes
And you hang them high won’t let them die control me with my shame
Say wait til they can see your darkest parts and run away
But you’re never right you always lie your promise never comes
I’m still standing I’m still breathing having died not from your gun
Haven’t fallen in the slaughter lost the people that I love
You’re a liar you’re a thief and It’s time to give you up
Won’t you let me go
I’m crumbling
I’m crumbling
Won’t you let me go
I’m crumbling
I’m crumbling
My father
Please take this thorn
Cause I’m bleeding
I’m tired and worn
Please listen
Don’t you hear me cry
I’m weary
I need your light
Views : 276,138
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Apr 1, 2022 ^^
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
Love you guys so much! This is one I wrote years ago. I added the outro to try and make it a bit more epic haha I want to be a man of integrity. Over anything else. I've been writing a lot about that lately. The struggle of a broken man trying to overcome his instincts for iniquity. I think I may turn that concept into an album ;) Thank you so much for listening! I could not be more grateful!
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Nathan told me the other day he wanted his music to be a genuine expression of himself and not just in the sense where he builds his brand on simply giving a false appearance of being genuine but truly going for it and trying to be honest in expressing his true thoughts and emotions. I felt that in this song, and it was beyond epic. Well done brother. Love you
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Every single song that you describe as written "years ago" blows my mind. It's hard to put into words, but I feel as if you had some nostalgia feelings for those songs and give it even more powerful vocals than to the new ones - to be clear, I love all your songs ^^
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This sent chills down my spine… what a breathtaking piece of music. Thank you Nathan.
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I always love the lyrics to these songs. They are so easy to relate to with some, almost impossible for others, but everyone can understand them when being portrayed by an amazing artist
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There's such frustration and sadness in this... like, I can see someone holding their head in their hands in sadness in the beginning, then tearing at their hair in frustration while screaming... then tears. Also like an inner struggle put to words...powerful. It's very visual. Amazing, as usual. You emulate my motto: music is life, that is why the heart has a beat.
Someone should do a dance to the instrumental portion. I can see it in my head... I'm not a dancer, but it should be done.
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im in love. this depicts so many struggles many have today. the magic you have to express your own pain and feeling in a way others can find comfort is special.
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I'm so shocked that this song is almost kind of based of my character I created a few years back, this song is so amazing! I wasn't expecting that hard drop around the mid of the song,
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And just like that i feel in love with the song gives me inspiration and i had to buy it right away right from the beginning it swept me and i went on a journey thank you for another amazing song 🙏😊
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Oh myyyy goooodness i thought my Friday couldn't get any better but here we are!!! Another beautiful song from a beautiful human being! That prayer at the end made this song one thousand times better. It's so beautiful.
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That was beautiful...I sort of expected an April fools song but that just sent chills down my spine. Amazing job!
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We got a new song! I can already feel the urge to put it on loop, willing to be its another amazing song
Edit: a few seconds in and i already love it
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I love every single one of the songs you make. I dont know how to explain it, but your songs, moreso than others, truly carry the meaning of the titles in their work, both lyrically and instrumentally. It's like going on a journey every time i listen to them. I adore the amount of work you put in, and hope you'll enjoy doing it for as long as possible!
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You are a gift ❤️ this is so meaningful and your voice is just so beautiful
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You're not the only one who feels that way. 🖤
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This song is magic
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i've been groing up in a family full of musician. I know when a song is good and yours are just MASTERPIECES !! got chills from start to end TT^TT
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This new story of a song is a masterpiece.
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I have depression, day by day I try to find a reason to live, your songs are one of the reasons I live
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@nathanwagner762
2 years ago
I never record a vocal without having it be pre-written, but I wanted the "prayer" at the end to be as authentic as possible. So I just went for it. Hope it's meaningful to you guys :)
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