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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Apr 6, 2020 ^^
Rating : 4.97 (392/51,392 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-06T05:16:54.026454Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
When I listen to this, I feel a sort of un-known comfort. Like when I look at a grey sky. Thereâs a strange comfort about it, yet you canât tell how far it goes, yet it feels like a blanket is protecting you. I donât know, I find the rhythms have a warm sound and itâs strangely comforting, as even though the lyrics are negative, the rhythm sounds like itâs re-assuring you that everything will be ok. And it will
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My parents doesn't even notice that I am at the absolute lowest point in my life.
My grades are slipping.
My parents are financially struggling.
The boy that ive been madly in love with for over a year now wants to be 'friends with benefits' but with no feelings attached.
My best friend slipped away and found new friends.
I don't eat
I don't sleep.
I don't cry, i laugh and smile. Because it's so draining to pretend you're okay, but it's even more exhausting to be open and honest about your feelings and getting it thrown in your face.
Its 1:48 AM and i think i might be depressed
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Days are becoming the same. Life has completely lost any spark it once had. Iâm not even sad. Iâm just so unhappy. I miss when the beauty and wonders of life were still enough. I miss when I felt alive and life was exciting and I was dumb enough to assume it stayed that way. Iâm just so tired that I donât care anymore.
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When I tried to commit two year ago my parents didnât even care, they told me to get over it and didnât even check on me. They could have lost me that night and didnât even care. My own parents, wouldnât care. It hurts.
Hi!! Iâm doing way better. Have becomed more confident and better mentally. have been surrounding myself with positive energy and positive people. Thank u for all the people who replied with advice. I canât explain how much youâve helped me.
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@becho6871
3 years ago
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) Youâre such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever youâre alone youâre not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, donât beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you wonât ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you donât feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I donât want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I donât want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, itâs not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . Youâre not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If youâre reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Donât live up to other standards! Itâs your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldnât, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like thereâs no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. Youâre so strong, youâre still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. Youâre not a burden to anyone, donât be afraid to talk, to use your voice. Youâre beautiful inside out. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see youâre in pain :( you deserve so much man, donât let your emotions control you. Donât let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please donât go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If itâs night for you, go to sleep, I know itâs hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, donât let them fight you. If itâs day for you, donât start it by such sad music, I know itâs impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If itâs evening for you, youâre probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know itâs okay to feel the way you feel. You donât need to be scared, of course youâre overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldnât? But itâs important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that youâre stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) All I want for you is to stay and feel alive. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really donât know much a smile can brighten someoneâs day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you donât need to fake it anymore, because I canât say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. Youâre worth more than every fucking cent in this world. I need you here with me :). Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but donât let the emotion control you by giving up. Itâs okay, youâre here, youâre safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I donât think youâre doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Donât give yourself up. And anyone who gets to be with you, doesnât know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. I hope you will remember my words- becho :) Until tomorrow, my friend :)
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