Views : 2,517,788
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Nov 12, 2020 ^^
Rating : 4.962 (516/54,211 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T16:44:01.918771Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
This song makes me feel connected to someone, I feel like they're far away but they're waiting for me like I'm waiting for them. I sit awake in my bedroom at 3AM, my entire family is asleep, and yet I don't feel alone at all. I know someone's out there for me. I feel their spirit, and it's so strange. I'm picturing a complete stranger in my head, but I love them.
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Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) Youâre such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever youâre alone youâre not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, donât beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you wonât ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you donât feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I donât want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I donât want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, itâs not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . Youâre not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If youâre reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Donât live up to other standards! Itâs your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldnât, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like thereâs no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
Youâre so strong, youâre still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
Youâre not a burden to anyone, donât be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
Youâre beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is.
Please donât starve yourself. Please eat, I know itâs hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see youâre in pain :( you deserve so much man, donât let your emotions control you. Donât let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please donât go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If itâs night for you, go to sleep, I know itâs hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, donât let them fight you.
If itâs day for you, donât start it by such sad music, I know itâs impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If itâs evening for you, youâre probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know itâs okay to feel the way you feel. You donât need to be scared, of course youâre overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldnât? But itâs important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that youâre stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really donât know much a smile can brighten someoneâs day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you donât need to fake it anymore, because I canât say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. Youâre worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
I need you here with me :).
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but donât let the emotion control you by giving up. Itâs okay, youâre here, youâre safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I donât think youâre doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Donât give yourself up.
I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
But anyone who gets to be with you, doesnât know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you.
I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
Until tomorrow, my friend :)<3
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imagine,
it was raining cats and dogs, you couldnât go home in this state of weather, and so, you ran to some what a field, looking for shelter in the mean time. there, you saw a gazebo, no chairs were placed there. it was just a gazebo, clean infact. you thought youâd just stay there until the rain slows down, or possibly stop, for you to get home. it was just your guessing for you to think that your house was more like 200 metres far. by your calculations, youâd be soaked by the time you arrived at your house, and you wouldnât dare to get your mum irritated by you. to that reason, you stayed there at that particular gazebo.
like an ordinary person would do, you were scrolling through your social media while sitting on the clean floor with crossed legs. unfortunately, you didnât realised that your phone was in a low battery. 1% to said it. you even forgot to bring your powerbank, what a luck you have. grunting, you shoved your phone inside your pocket, thinking when will the rain stopped.
the sound of raining meeting the ground was permanently echoed in your ear. tons of different patterns of lightnings appeared high up the sky, with flashing lights following. the loud heavy sound of lightning making your heart beatâs pace faster. some areas in the field was flooded. thankfully the gazebo is atleast three foot high from the ground.
it was then when you heard someoneâs foot accidentally splashed some muds. the steps were getting closer by each steps, meaning, its coming towards the gazebo. it was dark there, only a few street lights and two lights that belonged to the gazebo, your view couldnât make out what was the figure. in a swift, your head turned to look who was this stranger.
your eyes locked in with a manâs figure. he was running for shelter with his suitcase used as a small cover up to not get soaked by the rain. as soon as he stepped on, he patted his clothes gently. by your thought, he was some kind of business man, since he was wearing a ratherly clean, stunning suit. you felt your skin getting goosebumps and your heart skipping a beat once his exquisite eyes met yours. it was that exact moment where you finally saw his face. well one word you thought while you made eye contact with him, attractive. you were lost in his enticing eyes, his mesmerising figure to the point where he had to help you snap out of your thoughts.
âExcuse me, maâam? Are you alright?â he asked with confusion covered on his face, his hand extended by him for you to grab it and stand up. âYesâ im alright.â it took you a few seconds to reply him, though, you politely grabbed his hand. you stood up infront of him, feeling, well, flustered i would perhaps say. âItâs raining quite heavy, isnât it maâam?â he asked, looking towards the sky, which only rain drops could be seen. âCertainly is. And also, please do call me (Y/n).â you replied him. he nodded, âWill do. My name is (H/n) (his name), its a pleasure to meet you, (Y/n).â you sent him a small smile, âLikewise.â
With the rain in the background, a slight glimpse of light touched the both of your guysâs face, the cold breeze flowing on your skin, and what made it better, the two of you made eye contact once again, this time, it lasted longer than earlier. lost into each others eyes, hands almost touching yet not. he started slowly, âYou areâ trully-â there was a stop in his sentence. âan alluring, divine, captivating sight to look at all day long.â his eyes were full with admiration and adore.
And there, their story began.
In another word, she would call their story, âThe night we metâ
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I want my life like this. Quiet, rainy, and I overall just wanna go home.
I was going to say thank you all for the likes. But I now see that a lot of you want to go home. And I'm sorry for all of you. Truthfully, I'm still lost looking for that home. And know you always have someone to talk to. Me..and thank you all for your time
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it really is fascinating how you can meet someone and make so many memories with them, accomplish so many things, learn so many things with them and all of a sudden theyâre gone. things happen. everything happens for a reason. some people are just lessons to be learned. moving on is sometimes the best thing. even if that means being strangers. if itâs meant to be youâll find each other again. people never really stay forever. they always leave. people are temporary so make the best of them.
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POV:
Itâs a rainy day (clearly lmao), you and your so are arguing once again...
You both look at each other in silence.
â I think itâs best if we stop trying for thisâ they say.
â Have we ever been truly happy?â they continue.
You listen & donât say a word. You gather your things to prepare to walk home.
You look at them once more, with tears & walk out.
They donât stop you.. deep inside you wish they would. Wishing they would care like you do, love like you do. All you can do is wish but things will never change with them.
You put on your hood and then your earphones, press shuffle and this song plays.
You begin to cry more. You remember all those amazing memories with them. The first encounter. The first date. The first kiss...etc.)
Leading up to now, the last encounter. The last date. The last kiss.
You never seen this coming. You thought this would be forever. You are overrun by emotions. All you can do is cry and question your worth.
You get home & go straight to your room; lay on the bed, drenched with rain and tears.
Wishing the pain would go away.
It will...one day...
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@placidity2
3 years ago
It's been almost 4 months since I uploaded this now and I can't believe the amount of support this video has generated. I first made this video for myself, at a time when I was heartbroken and depressed and it seemed like the world was crumbling around me. I never expected anyone else to even see it. To those of you who have commented with words of positivity for either myself or anyone else in the comments, I just wanted to say, thank you. It truly makes a difference and means the world. To others who are in a dark place, like I was, it gets better. It takes time but it truly does, so don't give up. If you enjoyed this please check out my other content, and comment any songs you want edited. I do read these comments and I take them into account. I also don't get paid for any of this, so it's just a hobby of mine. If you request takes a little time please don't fret, it will be coming. Once again thank you, I love you all.
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