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Views : 21,243,751
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Jan 26, 2020 ^^
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
I go out. I see friends. I visit family. I try anything and everything I can. why do I still feel so alone when I get home? there’s just this overwhelming sense of emptiness in my life that I can’t fill no matter how hard I try.
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“Are you in a bad mood?”
“No”
This music: “wOuLd YoU lIkE tO bE???”
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I'm leaving this comment here so i can remember
this masterpiece every time when someone like
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This is how it feels when you're happy but your mood immediately switches back to the darkness and you just want to curl up into a little ball and have someone know how you feel while letting yourself drown in your own sadness and regret.
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It’s that empty sort of feeling
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i can laugh so hard, but then it's like i'm completely numb after. People always ask me why i make a straight face after i laugh.. i just can't help it honestly.
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I'm wondering how many people were laying on the bed listening to this song .. thinking deeply about their problems or getting suicidal thoughts and feeling this emptiness around their chest and nothing on their mind hoping for better days. I wish life was more peaceful and easier you guys are the purest soul on earth I love you💔
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LYRICS
Day to day, it won't leave
Every time, I try to speak
It consumes my mind, it consumes my soul
It wants my life, it wants complete control
Somebody help me before it's bad
Somebody help me before I end up dead
I feel alone, all of the time
It's still quiet, lurking inside
I'm a walking contradiction
Everything I say is an affliction to him
Somebody help me before it's bad
Somebody help me before I end up dead
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I’ll go from laughing to wanting to drown myself
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can people stop telling me "you laugh to much" its my only way to feel happiness.
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You know whats worser then being alone?
Being surrounded by people who makes you feel alone.
Thats the difference between being lonely and being alone.
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The chord progression feels like you finally accepted your fate after an exhaustive life time of running away.
It feels like a huge relief, not because something good is about to happen but because you don't have to live in anxiety of the bad thing happening anymore; it finally caught up with you.
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i am so scared of death... but i just want end all the pain.
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this audio is like the ONLY thing that can make me fall asleep anymore
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It's been 2 years and it's still great.
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i really am in my head. one second I’m complete fine and happy, talking, laughing. the next second I’m completely numb. it’s the feeling when you’re eyelids get heavy and you’re body becomes bored. I keep telling myself it’s normal to switch moods so dramatically. But I know it’s not.
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can anyone else not cry bc they just are so empty i wish i could cry
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You made it to the checkpoint homie. Rest up.
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i hate life. when your sad, people either make fun of you, yell at you, or tell you to “suck it up” thinking it helps. i also have social anxiety which makes my life even worse because everyone i see, i think they hate me, and i hate myself for it too, because i always overthink it and make things seem worse than they already are in my head. life isn’t always gonna be good for anyone. i hope someone out there reads this and says something to make me feel better, because i never have the strength to tell people about this. i always think they’ll yell at me or make fun of me. people are terrible sometimes. and it’s very obvious when someone is. i hope someone out there really does care about my. because i dint care about myself at all. i just wanna be in a dark void alone and curl up in a ball and cry…
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@galoresluv
3 months ago
all these comments make my heart so heavy.. so please take a moment to call a hotline if you need it. take care of yourselves <3 National Suicide Prevention: 988 Childhelp: 1-800-4ACHILD National Domestic Violence Hotline: 1-800-799-SAFE National Sexual Assault Hotline: 1-800-656-HOPE WORLDWIDE HOTLINES: www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.htm…
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