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lyrics:
Last night I smoked a cigarette
My dad would have been so upset
then we got tattoos by the coast
and i stood there just like a ghost
maybe i’m an old soul trapped in a young body
maybe you don’t really want me there at your birthday party
i’ll be there in the corner, thinking right over
every single word of the conversation we just had
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why am i like this?
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I saw a girl crying on the train
gin and tonic from a can to ease the pain
i never asked if she was OK
she just got up and walked away
it feels like looking down from the ceiling above
never in the moment, never giving enough
let’s go out and shout the words we never said
i got my mistakes on loop inside my head
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why am i like this?
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Views : 2,520,628
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Sep 20, 2018 ^^
Rating : 4.965 (1,090/125,190 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T08:49:31.851428Z
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YouTube Comments - 4,160 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
is there anyone else who IMMEDIATELY had to know what song this was after hearing it in heartstopper?? you are so talented!!!
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This song with the scene with Nick questioning his sexuality made me tear up, it's just such a perfect combination and brings out so much emotion to scene. The entire showed the thoughts of a queer teen perfectly. Your voice is absolutely amazing, I really love this.
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i wanna thank myself for googling:" why am I like this"
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"I got my mistakes on loop inside my head."
This shouldn't be as relatable as it is
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This song deserves to be in some films endings, idk, just saying.
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This song is in heartstopper and I loved it
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If this recording is really 5 years old, who would have thought that the song would become world famous in 2022❤
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"I got my mistakes on loop inside my head" hit me hard
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SIIIIICKKKK
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OMGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!! A MASTERPIECE!!!!!!! HEARTSTOPPER MADE ME FIND THIS SONG!!!!!! <33
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I cried during this scene, i remembered how scared i was the first time typed in "am i gay", so yeah i understand why nick cried, i understand how scary it is...i love how the song also amplifies this scene gosh, im crying all over again writing this comment
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Oral: last ni-
Me: YEEEESSSSSS
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I literally NEVER comment on anything but girl this is FIRE
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i'm really disappointed in youtube for JUST NOW recommending this. this is music.
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Why does she seem so happy and nervous at the same time
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I need this on Spotify so I can play it 25/7
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gosh i love the guitar in this one
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this song is when i knew heartstopper was something special
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hearstopper brought me here and i am grateful for that
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@orlagartland
2 years ago
I LOVE HEARTSTOPPER. hi to all fellow fans of Nick & Charlie - thank you for looking up my song :') it is on spotify - just search for 'why am I like this?' and you'll find it there on my profile alongside my first album which I released last year. I'm on tour right now and brewing lots of new songs for the next chapter.. LOVE YOU X
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