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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Apr 25, 2022 ^^
Rating : 4.984 (18/4,507 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-05-13T20:27:46.259772Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
As a burnt out music kid who’s in the same concentration as some of the top people in the state/country this hits too hard, especially
“I wish I didn't care
'Cause I just can't compare
And oh how the bitterness stings
What am I doing wrong?
Do I just not belong?
Oh why can't I excel at something?
Like you”
Because even when I put all of my effort into learning a piece and drop everything else it’s still nowhere close to my peers and I stay in the last row
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“What am I doing wrong? Do I just not belong? Ohh why can’t I excel at something?” This hit hard. I completely relate to this song since Ive felt like this since covid started + im the youngest. Ik this doesnt have to do something with the song, but having siblings who achieved very much hurts sometimes.
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Found this late, but it perfectly encompasses how I’ve felt recently. I started actually doing skin care, working out, and working on my art seriously, but I see almost no improvement. It bothers me a lot, watching all my friends grow into these amazing people, only to remember how I can’t compare to them at all.
I keep asking myself “when is it gonna pay off?” So this is definitely going into my playlist lmao. I needed this.
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Reki is probably my biggest kin and when i say this song made me cry i mean it ;A; id heard a bit of it on tiktok since i follow you there, but hearing the whole song, it felt like you took every feeling i had and perfectly captured it and put it i to a song!
It sounds so uplifting and i cant help but see the movie in my head and cheer on the singer 💕 all those feelings of inadequacy are still there, but hearing this song somehow makes me want to try even harder to be good at my hobbies and be good enough to be by those who i look up to lol
Sorry for the rambles lol ive been listening to this song on repeat lol
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Lyrics:
"Call it jealousy or misplaced dreams
For wanting more than behind-the-scenes
More than just a little glimpse of the spotlight
I work day and night
And night and day
No matter how I try
It's all the same
(You breeze on by, I'm left behind)
Oh when's it gonna be my turn?
(When's all the karma gonna kick in, for all the work I've put in?)
Oh when's it gonna be my turn?
(What if i said I wanted it more than anything?)
Oh, when do I get to have it easy?
(Like you)
Oh when's it gonna be my turn?
(To reach-)
Call it arrogance or senseless stress
But my best was always worth less
It's obvious in how far we've climbed
Frustrations an estimate
I've scaled walls but I can't get over this
(You breeze on by, I'm left behind)
Oh when's it gonna be my turn?
(When's all the karma gonna kick in, for all the work I've put in?)
Oh, when's it gonna be my turn?
(What if i said that I wanted it more than anything?)
Oh, when do I get to have it easy?
(Like you)
Oh when's it gonna be my turn?
(To reach-)
I wish I didn't care
Cause I just can't compare
And oh, how the bitterness stings
What am i doing wrong?
Do I just not belong?
Ohh why can't I excel at something?
Like you, like you
And I'm left behind
You breeze on by
And I'm left behind
You breeze on by
And I'm left behind
Oh when's it gonna be my turn?
(When's all the karma gonna kick in, for all the work I've put in?)
Oh when's it gonna be my turn?
(What if i said that i wanted it more than anything?)
Oh, when do I get to have it easy?
(Like you)
Oh when's it gonna be my turn?
(To reach-)
Oh when's it gonna be my turn?
(When's all the karma gonna kick in, for all the work I've put in?)
Oh when's it gonna be my turn?
(What if i said that i wanted it more than anything?)
Oh, when do I get to have it easy?
(Like you)
Oh when's it gonna be my turn?
(To reach-)
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I personally resonate with the song so much. Especially the line "But my best was always worth less" As someone who struggled with their ADHD and (undiagnosed autism) I would work so hard only to find that my best would would be average or less. I had to work so much harder to just get similar results and all I ever saw were my flaws in my work.
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@MaddsBuckley
2 years ago
After we cut Deku's song, I still wanted to represent him in the album; he's literally the main character after all! And here I had this song I wrote for Reki from Sk8, and was like "hey, Bakugou and Deku have their whole superiority/inferiority complex... this fits Deku's inferiority complex!" So this song is dedicated to Deku for this record, but it's still for Reki kinnies everywhere lol.
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