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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Jul 8, 2021 ^^
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
When my nights are rough and I can't stop crying I will just play this song in a loop and it makes me feel like I'm talking to my old self and we are comforting one another. I know this is intended for lovers but I interpret this song as missing the old you. Missing a version of yourself that is is inherently happier. I am knee-deep in this mess but I'm healing and I hope you all are too.
edit: thank you all so much for the love. I met the love of myself because of this song. He and I are helping one another to heal through most of our unresolved issues and traumas. Even though I will always have "hot-mess" memories when listening to this song, I now have a new outlook on this shit I am going through. I am knee-deep in this mess but I have me and the love of my life to help me pull up.
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I had blue neighbourhood on repeat back in 2016 when I was 14 years old. I LOVED Troye, my room was full of posters of him. Somehow I lost the connection to his music, until now. I discovered the short version of this song at first and thought that a long version would destroy me even more and what should I say? Yesterday I found this version in a playlist and have been listening to it none stop. Beautifully written. I know exactly how you feel and it hurts so much, but with the perfect music itās bearable. Now Iām sitting in my first own apartment at 20 years and bawling my eyes out. You brought me through my teenage years, Troye. Thank you so much! šš
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I actually came here from Camila Cabello's IG story praising this song and I am now OBSESSED with Troye. Wow, this song is incredible. I can relate to it so much and it just hits right into my soul. The best song I listened to so far this year. After listening to his whole discography, I'm now a huge fan. Congrats Troye, your art is incredible!!
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It feels so hard to forget someone whom we loved so much
To the point where you can't live without them by your side
You've shaped yourself to be dependent on that person
That person who's always there for your all the time
In your ups and downs
Happiness and sadness
But you can't do anything but to accept the reality
That he's already gone
And he will never ever come backā¤
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We wrote a life all by ourselves
Wish I could put it back on the shelf
But there's a dazzling wave that keeps me at bay with you, my love
I write this one all by myself
I could cry just thinking about you
Every line I write is something about you
Every guy I want looks something just like you
Every book I read, I only read for you
Every art piece is just to remind you
I don't know who I am, with or without you
But I guess I'm 'bout to find out
We took a trip and made the best
We loved and played, then laid to rest
But love's a blackening wave drifting us further than we are
And now we're knee-deep in this mess
I could cry just thinking about you
Every line I write is something about you
Every guy I want looks something just like you
Every book I read, I only read for you
Every art piece is just to remind you
I don't know who I am, with or without you
But I guess I'm 'bout to find out
I, I, I
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[Verse 1]
We wrote a life all by ourselves
Wish I could put it back on the shelf
But there's a dazzling wave that keeps me at bay with you, my love
I ride this one all by myself
[Chorus]
I could cry just thinking about you
Every line I write is something about you
Every guy I want looks something just like you
Every book I read, I only read for you
Every art piece is just to remind you
I don't know who I am, with or without you
But I guess I'm 'bout to find out, yeah
Yeah, I guess I'm 'bout to find out
[Verse 2]
We took a trip and made the best
We laughed and played, then laid to rest
But life's a blackening wave drifting us further than we are
And now we're knee-deep in this mess
[Chorus]
I could cry just thinking about you
Every line I write is something about you
Every guy I want looks something just like you
Every book I read, I only read for you
Every art piece is just to remind you
I don't know who I am, with or without you
But I guess I'm 'bout to find out
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It's 4 AM. The first time I ever listened to one of Troyes' songs was about 5 years ago. I haven't been listening to his songs for a while. These past couple of months, I have finally been catching up to the "new" songs he's made. Since Bloom, I'd never really listened to any of his new music.
Now, I found this song in particular very beautiful, and right now, I was in the mood to listen to it and just know what this song is actually about. Of course I could guess a little bit, but I'm always curious about what people speculate or what artists say the song means to them.
I went on Genius and started reading the lyrics. I clicked on one of the lyrics to see what someone added, and I saw the literal words "widely speculated to have something to do with Sivanās split from modeling boyfriend, Jacob Bixenman." This actually brought me in some kinda shock. I still remember when their relationship was announced to the public, when their 4-year anniversary was, I still just can't believe it. I just never expected them to break up for some reason. I also can't believe I just found out about this, even though I've been listening to this song for months now, I just thought it would be one of his exes before Jacob. I assumed Angel baby was about him as well..
Okay, now it's time to move on. I was just really surprised by this and had to share my thoughts, although I doubt anyone will read my paragraphs about this lol
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@alisagabrielle7813
2 years ago
Adored you since blue neighborhood. Keep shiningāļø
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