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Lyrics:
[Verse 1: Troye Sivan]
The truth runs wild
Like a tear down a cheek
Trying to save face, and daddy heart break
I'm lying through my teeth
This voice inside
Has been eating at me
Trying to replace the love that I fake
With what we both need
The truth runs wild
Like kids on concrete
Trying to sedate, my mind in its cage
And numb what I see
Awake, wide eyed
I'm screaming at me
Trying to keep faith and picture his face
Staring up at me
[Chorus: Troye Sivan]
Without losing a piece of me
How do I get to heaven?
Without changing a part of me
How do I get to heaven?
All my time is wasted
Feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh
So if I'm losing a piece of me
Maybe I don't want heaven?
[Verse 2: Betty Who]
The truth runs wild
Like the rain to the sea
Trying to set straight the lines that I trace
To find some release
This voice inside
Has been eating at me
Trying to embrace the picture I paint
And colour me free
[Chorus: Troye Sivan]
Without losing a piece of me
How do I get to heaven?
Without changing a part of me
How do I get to heaven?
All my time is wasted
Feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh
So if I'm losing a piece of me
Maybe I don't want heaven?
[Bridge: Troye Sivan]
So I'm counting to fifteen
Counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen
So I'm counting to fifteen
Counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen
[Chorus: Troye Sivan]
Without losing a piece of me
How do I get to heaven?
Without changing a part of me
How do I get to heaven?
All my time is wasted
Feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh
So if I'm losing a piece of me
Maybe I don't want heaven?
Written by Troye Sivan, Jack Antonoff, Alex Hope, and Claire Boucher. Produced by Jack Antonoff.
Directed by Luke Gilford
We have always been here. we will always be here. this video is dedicated to all whoāve come before me and fought for our cause and those who now continue the fight. in dark and light times, letās love forever. love, troye x
Music video by Troye Sivan performing HEAVEN (C) 2017 Universal Music Australia Pty Ltd.
Views : 25,353,475
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Jan 19, 2017 ^^
Rating : 4.934 (11,416/677,450 LTDR)
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
I remember when I was 7 and i noticed we hadn't gone to church in a while. We stopped visiting families from church we had been so close with. My mom got silent every time I asked her why. Then, years later, when I was in her arms with tears in both of our eyes, because of what I had just told her, I thanked her. I thanked her for knowing. I thanked her for not causing me pain. I thanked her for getting me away from the people who don't let their kids be themselves. I thanked her for it all. I had hidden it for so long. And she knew. She saved me from so much pain caused by the people who frown when I walk by. I love you Mom. Thank you.
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"So if i am losing a piece of me, maybe i don't want heaven?"
Some real powerful words right there š
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When I came out to my mom, I was a sophomore in high school (I'm now 24). I didn't come out directly though. I had written her a letter, but I was afraid to give it to her. I hid it in my room and when I went to school she went in to clean my room. She FOUND THE LETTER. When I came home, she didn't say anything. I went into my closet to put my backpack up and I saw that she had arranged all of my clothes into a rainbow. It was one of the most beautiful things to ever happen to me. I hope that everyone who's planned to come out are loved and welcomed with open arms. If not, know that there are people out there who will love you for who you are. It will get better.
Update: I got married on July 31 2021 and my mom walked me down the aisle. I HAVE A HUSBAND NOW!
Thank you all for the support. š
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āWithout losing a piece of me, how do I get to Heaven. Without changing a part of me, how do I get to Heavenā
āSo if I'm losing a piece of me, maybe I don't want Heavenā
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"All my time is wasted, feeling like my heart's mistaken" never failed to bring tears to my eyes 5 years ago and it still does today
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I am bi and from South Korea. When I first realized my crush two years ago, leading me to realize I am bi, the first feeling I got was a sense of dread. In Korea, there still are people discriminating against you just because of your sexual orientation. I felt as if I shouldn't exist. Please don't get me wrong, though, I'm not a Christian, but Korea isnāt open much to the LGBT community. Thankfully, this year, Iāve met a lot of friends who donāt mind my sexuality and also one who is pansexual. Listening to this song made my day and made me realize again that I deserve to exist just like anyone in the world. Thanks, Troye!ā¤ļø
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i'm gay and my friends are hating me because i came out last year
i still have no friends but there is nothing to be a shamed of ! I am so proud of me :)!.
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"so if i'm losing a piece of me maybe i don't want heaven" ~ a lyrical genius
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I still keep recalling that night in Shanghai 4yrs ago. When Troye started singing āHeavenā, the whole stadium became a sea of rainbow, even though the securities banned anything related to rainbows from the venue. Iām so grateful to live in this world with the amazing LGBTQ+ community and supportive alliesā¤
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I am straight and I'm an Indian. I've seen how hard it is for people part of the LGBTQ+ community to be themselves in my country because of the homophobia and transphobia here. I wish things were different. I hope they eventually will. Every time I interact with someone from your community, all I feel is warmth and joy. I pray you all have lives beautiful like yourselves. ššš
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this is so wrong. how could anyone allow this?
leaving troye in wet clothes? he could've gotten sick!
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Jacob holding Troye like that makes my heart jump
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It is so hard hiding your true self. It is like your choking and drowning at the same time.
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I know that nobody is going ro read this, but I'd like to say that this song makes me feel supported
Some days ago, I told my mother and my sister that I was gay. It was an accident, I don't know how could I've thought that they were going to understand. They're religious so they think that loving somebody of my same gender is totally wrong, they think that it's disgusting.
They've been making me feel like shit these lasts days, they treat me as if I had killed anyone, they don't talk to me like they used to. They're distant. They tell me a lot of times that if I'm gay, then, they hate me. They say they'll never support me. All I want to do right now is to leave them, they're my family, but they act like they weren't.
I thought that at least I could trust on my sisters, but they treat me the same way, like a stranger.
If I was straight they would be glad, but I'm not, this is what I am. I didn't choose it. And the thing is that, I don't want to change. This is me, and this is how I want to live.
I hope things get better. I really hope.
Wish I had someone to tell how I feel, someone empathic, but I don't have anyone.
However, if things don't get better, I will make them better. I'm gonna get away from people who treat me horrible, due to something that I didn't choose. Even if they're 'my family'.
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As a Christian, you can't force people to not be gay or to blame them or force them to change. Jesus says, Love EVERYONE, not just straight people, but EVERYBODY! Spread love towards others. Don't discriminate people. Let people live the way they want to. ā¤ļøļø
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why is he the only gay artist thats not ashamed and show off that he is gay. other artists don't do that sam smith, adam lambert,ricky Martian especially frank ocean although i don't know him but i never saw him wear it proudly.
ppl like troye makes us proud
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As a straight, Christian boy, I would like to say that there are Christians who don't condem people to hell simply because of their sexuality, because God loves you regardless of your gender, race or sexuality, no one should be denied love or discriminated against for being who they are..
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I'm bisexual and Christian. It took me years to come out to my religious community and be honest with myself and with God, but I've felt so free since I did so. I pray my fellow LGBTQ+ brothers and sisters know regardless of what others say, there is still grace and unconditional love for them. ā¤ļøš³ļøāš
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Even though I'm not gay I'm still a big fan of what Troye is doing.
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@cela6363
6 years ago
"So if I'm losing a piece of me, maybe I don't want heaven?" gets me every single time
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