Views : 8,153
Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Mar 1, 2023 ^^
Rating : 4.953 (5/425 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-04-09T08:28:35.67416Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
It's not that I don't care... it's more like my energy for it is kind of depleted...
I am an extremely hopeful person but my hopes seem ever more distant... still in the reach of my eyes, but light years away from my hand...
I do care... but my motivation to do anything with it, heh... it also feels distant
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I am a ghost in a shell, a paper weight holding a vessel in place, the world around me is a pitch black prison that has emersed me in it's embrace a cold and desolate environment where warmth s scarce, flickers of light here and there penetrate the bars, never staying, always fleeting, just a passing fancy, im always uncertain of where these beams come from, in my despair i force my eyes permanently open, always trying to find the source to no avail, i laugh i cry i dry my eyes and shout in fits of rage, i despair and release myself in wails, i am a ghost in a shell, forgotten, unwanted, an invisible flower being watered in darkness everyday, scared, anxious, quiet, Waiting for the silent noise to end, searching for a roaring end. I am no one, i am many. You will forget me, as i truly never was.
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@iamfeng
1 year ago
I don't want to love and I don't want to be loved anymore. I just simply don't care. The emptiness that I was triyng to fill with love for other people is different now. It feels like the emptiness is not something that I need to fill up, but something that fills me from the inside. It doesn't hurt me anymore, but heals me and makes me stronger.
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