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Top Comments of this video!! :3
U can see in his eyes when heās hearing the voices
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I wish I could hug him. I hope heās doing ok today
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I can't believe nowadays people use schizophrenia as a joke when it's a real thing people suffer from. I hope you're doing alright bro
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imagine having to be stuck in your house and in your own head space during quarintene, god bless you.
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I work with schizophrenic folk all the time. Its very rare that people are this aware of their delusions. The amount of willpower this takes is far beyond anything I could even comprehend, you're strong dude. Keep that head up.
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"trying to make light of the situation" was a really good pun
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Man that just sounds so exhausting. Wish there was a way people didnāt have to live life with this type of difficulty. Donāt ever give up dude
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the way he was talking sounds like heās trying to ignore another loud voice talking to him and he keeps losing his train of thought and that is so scary to me
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When the voice told him to kill himself and he said āsometimes I debate if I should or notā :(((
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This is no joke.. I respond to things that others canāt hear or see.. sometimes I have to analyze the situation to see if what Iām experiencing is actually real or in my mind. I do jump while Iām in bed because I feel stuff walking on my bed. I had to learn to not respond out loud to whatever Iām hearing. It is exhausting to have what most people consider a normal day. Praying for you.
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You are incredibly brave for making this and allowing us a glimpse or what you're dealing with. Thank you so much for sharing brother. You are loved by many
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I couldnāt even imagine the internal battle this young mans fighting every day
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The craziest thing to me is that his own brain is doing it to him, almost like he is in a constant battle with himself. He listens even though his mind is creating these voices.
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Truly thank you for this video. My husband has schizoaffective disorder and when he goes through an episode- you being able to put into words what you are currently hearing helps me understand what he goes through. Heās expressed in the past that heās heard almost the same exact things. His common one that he has is that someone is following him or stalking him. When heās in a bad episode heāll go catatonic. Itās truly a nerve wracking thing. I canāt even imagine what itās like to be the one experiencing it so thank you for sticking around to tell us your story. I know this video is from a few years ago, but I saw that youāre still active on here and that made me happy. When you said that the one voice said to unalive yourself the expression you had on your face was one Iāve seen on my husbandās one too many times. So thank you for sticking around. Thank you for not giving into those voices. Again, I canāt imagine what you go through on a daily, but as someone that is a partner to someone with a form of schizophrenia, it means a lot that you keep pushing and that youāre on meds. The fact that youāre also pretty aware of it helps too Iām sure. At least it helps my husband.
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Just discovered your channel now.
My brother was schizophrenic throughout most of my life (sadly he passed a few years ago) and it wasn't easy watching him struggle.
He was a very kind-hearted soul that was dealt a crap hand, and what he had to go through was anything but fair.
Thank you for sharing your experience with us, I wish you all the best <3
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Such a nice kid I feel so bad heās gotta deal with this constantly.
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The fragility of the human brain is scary, sad and fascinating at the same time.
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I would just love to give you a big warm hug. You are so brave. Thank you for showing what is your experience of this awful illness.
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My grandmother has Schizophrenia. I love seeing people spreading awareness on this, no one understands her so she was appreciative to see someone shining light on this. Thank you.
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@Nick-fr1wb
4 years ago
My grandpa was schizophrenic and went blind so he would have yelling arguments with people and i felt bad for him because he truly couldnāt tell if the people were there or not.
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