Views : 7,837,933
Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Premiered Nov 29, 2020 ^^
Rating : 4.967 (4,890/591,649 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T15:14:37.215285Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
I once tried to kill myself by hanging. As I was about to kick the chair away my cat ran to my room holding my old plushy I had lost. She looked at me looking like she was about to cry, we stared at each other for a long while. I couldnāt go through with it knowing at least 1 thing cared about me. my favorite thing loved me, she is the only thing that stopped me. I love her
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I lost my 13-year-old daughter to suicide six months ago. As a form of self-therapy and means to try and help other people, I've been creating videos in which I explore nature and narrate my journey with grief. Content like this is also tremendously helpful. Thank you for taking the time to share this with the world.
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As a survivor and have been in that cold dark pit searching for an escape from this miserable experienceā¦ just pauseā¦ think of ur loved ones finding ur body. The last time I tried I felt my lips wrapped around the cold barrel. It tasted like a salty AA battery. In that moment I thought about my mom finding me. I cried and considered myself a failure once again. I woke up on my bathroom floor, still cold and the floor tile left an imprint on my face. I sold the gun I owned and started over. I managed to live another twenty years and got married and have a beautiful baby boy that is my universe. He was my reason for existing. Well itās January 21, 2024 today, and my mom just died yesterday. And somehow YouTube recommended me this video. Thank you mom for being there when I needed you most. I know I wasnāt the greatest son in the world but I live each day trying to be a good father.
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This made me cry. Iāve been struggling with depression and burnout for what feels like a decade now and recently have noticed an uptick in suicidal ideation. I truly donāt want to die but sometimes I just donāt want to exist. Watching this beautiful video makes me realize I donāt want to die, I just want to feel alive again.
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I was 23 and I was chatting with a girl at a party for quite a long while.
She said she had to go home and with a quick "see ya around!" she was gone.
I turned around to see a very forlorn looking younger man looking at the floor.
"She's nice isn't she?" He murmured. I agreed and it turned out that she had just broken up with him and i offered him my comiserations, wished him luck and wandered off to my bedroom.
The next day my fellow share housers were talking about how Vincent had turned the gas on and put his head into the oven when he got home from the party. I asked who Vincent was. He was the young man who looked forlorn....
'The morning after I died' brought all that back to me just now. I'm 65 yo now.
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@meggieroyer5724
3 years ago
Hello, I am the author of this piece and I wanted to thank illneas so much for creating this rendition! I'm truly grateful for his collaboration and support! I wrote this piece several years ago as someone who was suicidal and enduring a severe trauma. I'm continually humbled by the outpouring of support it has received. I posted it on my blog after I wrote it and never expected it to go viral. This piece was a letter to myself as a suicidal person, and so it may not resonate with everyone. I wrote it to myself and it was what I needed to hear at the time. Sending love to everyone who is currently or has been struggling to the point of considering suicide. I am thinking of you and wishing you the best across the world in the U.S. Have a wonderful day, everyone! Thank you again!
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