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sux man // turn quality up to 1080p or sumtin , AND just so there's no misunderstandings; i am n o t gloryfying depression, or do not try to ''promote'' it as something aestethic. this is my own experience and my lyrcis are very straight forward with no filter cuz thats how lyf is ;-( anyways, hope you all are well and if you need to talk to someone please do it really helps :))
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Thank you so much everyone. I read all ur comments and i really feel the love. 🖤🥀

4 years ago - 14K Likes


I thought I was the only one feeling depressed during summer.. I feel way better knowing I’m not the only one

3 years ago - 10K Likes


it’s weird how comforting this is, when it’s the exact opposite for me. in the winter i feel depressed, i barely have any time to do anything. but this song is a huge comfort

1 year ago - 505 Likes


first day of school and i thought if listen to it before bed. made me question my existence and how I’ve wasted this summer.
this song is really accurate for me all a lot of other teens. 2019 summer felt off.
no one did anything.

3 years ago - 627 Likes


"I wanna stay home and never go outside."
Coronavirus: Granted.

2 years ago - 14K Likes


everyone: omg i cant WAIT till summer! i wish i could have 2 summers!
me: here have mine i dont want it

one year update: i promise it gets better. whatever you’re feeling is valid and important but just know it won’t last forever. it might come and go but i promise you can do this. take it one day at a time and please don’t give up <3 and just in case no ones told you today- you’re doing amazing and i love you

🌙here’s some fun things to do during summer or covid to keep yourself occupied 🌙
- start a scrap book/ vent journal
- explore your city / town and compile a journal of cool places you find
- go outside and draw random things you see
- print out photos you like and make a pinterest wall
- buy a plant and decorate the pot
- try baking/ cooking something with random ingredients
- put on nice outfits and do a photo shoot
- binge watch a show
- join a discord server
- learn how to knit a jumper
- upcycle your old clothes into cool new ones
- research a location you like and make a travel guide on it
- research a topic you like and make it into a journal
- re decorate your room
- go on omegle and talk with random people

while distracting yourself can be great, it’s still important to let your feelings out. it’s scary but the only way to get through it.
if you need someone to vent to, i’m happy to listen :’)

3 years ago - 2.2K Likes


2018: summer depression there's so much time to question my life
2020: quarantine depression there's so much time to question my life

2 years ago - 4.1K Likes


This song defines the summers of my life. I stoke to get out of school and have summer vacation, but all I did was stay in the house unless it was absolutely necessary to go out and lay in my bed on my phone and occasionally go downstairs to eat. Or maybe watch some tv in the living room. I get tired of being on my phone a couple minutes later and I just lay in my bed and think about how I’m wasting my time. Most importantly my life. I check social media and see how kids from my school are doing things and I’m here on my bed. This is how I always feel.

4 years ago - 5.8K Likes


I really like how her songs give off a chill 80s vibe with that touch of millenial and big slap of reality.

2 years ago - 137 Likes


This song is the definition of me in quarantine

2 years ago - 557 Likes


Say I if your confused about your sexuality, but having a girl in red marathon at night alone and then figuring out your most likely a lesbian, and crying because your family isnt really that supportive, and realizing that your life is going to be pretty bad, but your still kinda confused. And you find all the girls in this video extremely attractive.

Me: I

2 years ago - 1K Likes


Am I the only one who thinks a good feature of a girl in red concert should be laying in grass and taking about our problems? its Sounds so fun tho

2 years ago - 289 Likes


hey you scrolling down here,
just wanted to remind you that you're important and you're strong no matter what, please eat well and take care of yourself,someone loves you.

2 years ago - 677 Likes


lana del rey: summertime sad-

3 years ago - 9.9K Likes


Teenage suicidal
Why girls?
Social anxiety

[Verse 1]
Pretty face with pretty bad dreams
No one knows I cry in my sleep
Waking up feeling like shit
It's a normal thing to feel like this

[Pre-Chorus 1]
I don't care
I'm feeling down
I wanna stay home
Never go outside
Summer depression comes every year
I just want to disappear (Depression)

Summer depression
There's so much time to question my life
Summer depression
It's my
Summer depression
[Verse 2]
My worst habit
Is my own sadness
So I stay up all night
Wondering why I'm so tired all the time

[Pre-Chorus 2]
All my friends are doing things
It's good for them
But I'm nothing
Summer depression comes every year
I just want to disappear (Depression)

Summer depression (Why?)
There's so much time to question my life
Summer depression
It's my
Summer depression

Teenage suicidal
Why girls?
Social anxiety
Summer depression
There's so much time to question my life
Summer depression
It's my
Summer depression

1 year ago - 18 Likes


i relate to this so much except its all the time

12 hours ago - 0 Likes


To all depressed kids out there, we'll get through this

8 months ago - 49 Likes


This is the first summer without friends i understand the song now

1 year ago - 14 Likes


“Wanna stay home never go outside.” As you wished, we are all on quarantine now.

2 years ago - 313 Likes


I love how your voice is so calming and the videos are always incredible

4 years ago - 4.3K Likes