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Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Jan 5, 2023 ^^
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
There was this boy. His heart was so big, too big. And I didn't know this stranger would become the bane of my existence but he did. I felt it the second our eyes locked, that sense of... nostalgia. I didn't feel butterflies or sparks fly. I felt relief. Like a sense of warmth in his presence. He was my. best friend. He'd know everything before anyone else. And the worst part? He knew me inside out. We never touched. Never held hands, never hugged. Probably brushed shoulders a couple of times. But the way he looked at me made me feel at home. At peace. We use to text everyday. Every moment with him seemed to remind me of warm blankets and scented candles. Every call was filled with ease, nothing felt forced or faked. We'd sometimes, no, mostly call til day break. I even messed up my sleep schedule just to call him. He reminds me of books. The way his laugh brings me into another world. I can take one glance at him and I'd know what his embrace would feel like. At first, I thought that I was bored. But then again, how is one bored for 11 months? So I decided that it was infatuation, but he wasn't the most attractive in the lot. Then I went into denial: not knowing where this friendship was. Finally, I accepted that I liked him. But he doesn't feel the same. So it's okay... I'll just wait for the feelings to go away.
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even after two years together...i still lay in bed every time thinking of him and that i have such a crush on the love of my life and im so happy he loves me back, and goodness- the way he just looks at me i melt! i feel safe and comfortable as well as still getting butterflies when i see him smile at me or pull my face to his as we kiss...knowing the feeling so well yet longing for it like ive never felt something so loving and pure
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Hey, stranger, look! Here are time stamps:
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🖇️00:00 “Love letter” — Anthony Lazaro
🖇️3:25 “Someone like you” — Anthony Lazaro
🖇️6:08 “Drop a tear” — Anthony Lazaro
🖇️9:02 “Morning” — Ben Noble
🖇️12:57 “Small rainbows” — Anthony Lazaro
🖇️16:21 “This world” Kyle Cox
🖇️18:57 “Anyways” — Kyle Cox
🖇️22:26 “Kisses and heartbeats” — Anthony Lazaro
🖇️24:49 “Moody wind” — Anthony Lazaro
🖇️28:03 “Beneath your wings” — Sigrid Vass
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Have a nice day or dreams, my dear;;🤍
Boonster, thank you for the playlist, love that there are many Antho
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I am not thinking of someone, I am thinking of my younger self. Yes, I miss her. I love myself now, but her in the past was something else, something that makes me happy and proud to be her. She was happy, kind and hopeful for the future. Now? Now I am not her, I am sad, disappointed and tired. It will never be the same. The past doesn't come until you go yourself
Be kind to yourself. Be happy to have what you have, because one day you may not have it. Time flies like a bee in a tornado
<3
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hey to you reading this (: whatever brings you here, wether it's to fall asleep or to relax from something stressful, i just wanted to let you know that everything will be fine. If you're going through a hard time right now, it's okay to remind yourself that this is temporary, and there are many good and relaxing days to come. If you're about to sleep, i hope you will have the most beautiful dreams, and the most peaceful sleep. You are an amazing person and the world is lucky to have someone like you in it. I hope only good things, love and strenth will come your way. Goodnight (: <3
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I love how I am thinking of them and it does not hurt, instead it's simply me imagining them moving on, laughing with their friends and everything. I think of memories together and it's wholesome. It took me too long but I think I am close to completely healing from us breaking apart. All I want for them is to have a peaceful life.
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his way of always making me laugh even when im sad, his cute brown hair, our inside jokes that only we understand, his many nicknames for me, his passion for his family hobbies and me, his smile, the way he can't find the words to say when i compliment him he just stands there blushing so hard you would mistake him for a tomato, the way he makes me feel, his deep ocean blue eyes, the way i have to look up to see him cause im short and he is tall, his strength, his heart, his compassion, and oh my gosh his laugh it makes me laugh every time and its so cute, the way he pretty much only owns nike so he constantly looks like he is sponsoring them haha, honestly i could go on and on for days...he just makes me so happy!!
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thinking of this one situationship I was in. I fell so hardly for him without realising, a feeling so strong, one that I’ve never had for anyone. by the time I realised how deep things had gotten for me, he had left. 8 months and 2 weeks since his departure. yet I’m still here, finding him in every song.
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i met him at a band and orchestra camp. when i first saw him, i immediately got butterflies. his brown, perfect curls with gold highlights. his perfect smile, his perfect eyes. sure, he was one of those boys who was doing pretty much anything to be popular. most of my friends thought he was annoying, but i didnt. sometimes he was, but for the most part i enjoyed him being around. i never really talked to him, besides laughing or smiling at his jokes. he came over to where me and my friends sat a lot and would make eye contact with me quite often. i couldn’t help myself looking into his amberish eyes. the last day we were there, concert day, he had just finished and was walking down the hall to exit. i locked eyes with him again and smiled. i wanted to tell him how i felt, or at least get his snap or number to talk more. me being the ambivert i am, my introverted side kept me from doing so. of course, i did reach out to friends and ask if they had his number or snap, to which some said they did and asked if i liked him. i didnt answer, but the truth came out to some friends. i don’t know if he uses youtube to listen to music like i do, but i hope if he sees this he knows who i am. the camp was only a week, but i made do many memories. i hope that he goes next year, along with everyone that went this year. sometimes when i’m going through the videos and photos i took i can see him looking over at me or my group. he said he didn’t have a girlfriend when i had met him, but he probably does now, knowing how gorgeous he is. i know his snap, but i’m afraid he won’t remember me. oh well, i’ll just have to wait till next year i guess.
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Here's the love letter-
I never thought I would fall in love, I didn't know the symptoms but I know now. When they say you can't eat ,you can't sleep and think about that person constantly....they were right. I changed, you changed me magically. So grateful that we came across each other. I'll always be so grateful to you.
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@chem_ical
1 year ago
the fact that YouTube recommended this to me 'cause they know I'm thinking of her nonstop
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