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8,385 Views β’ Premiered Aug 13, 2022 β’ Click to toggle off description
Spotify: Jules Paymer
Apple Music: Jules Paymer
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Credits:
Directed, shot, edited by Emily Durkin
Production assistant & BTS photographer: Ty Goodwin
Starring: Jules Paymer, Jack Armbrust, Grayden Davenport, Raegan Fingles, Moreau Halliburton, Carlie Johnson, Soph Johnson, Quin Potter
"Past Life" written by Jules Paymer, James Droll, Reed Berin
Produced by Reed Berin
Mixed by Paul Kimsal
Master by Voyager Mastering
Strings by Avery Bright
Album art by Annie Noelker
Views : 8,385
Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Premiered Aug 13, 2022 ^^
Rating : 4.984 (2/513 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2023-11-20T21:00:10.26Z
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YouTube Comments - 27 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
My mom always hold onto a photo of me when I was younger, she says she misses me . Iβm right here -
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Hope you don't mind me putting the lyrics here! I really like the song.
~Past Life~
Please don't blame her for leaving
Your world's not for her
Looks can be so deceiving
Cause she looked like your girl
She's so happy in pictures
So that's where she'll stay
She only exists because you won't change
She's got places to go and people to be
You loved her so much until she was me
You didn't kill me, but somebody died
The person I am is the one you don't like
So when you ask if it was real, I won't lie
You're still the love of my
You're still the love of my past life
Maybe you loved me the way you knew how
That was your best, I know that now
And you'll find you some girl
Whose not so complicated
I'll find someone who loves me
And means what they're saying
I've got places to go and people to meet
They'll love me in spite and because I am me
You didn't kill me, but somebody died
The person I am is the one you don't like
So when you ask if it was real, I won't lie
You're still the love of my
You're still the love of my past
Where you won't say a single word so you can't even try to take anything back
I've never really felt that kind of hurt like when you left me out with all your trash
What the hell you fighting for when you get in the car just so you'll feel the crash?
And now I know I loved you more, I guess I'll leave the last 11 months at that
Cause I've got people to meet, they'll be lovely
And none of them will be like you if I'm lucky
You didn't kill me, but somebody died
The person I am is the one you don't like
So when you ask if it was real, I don't lie
You're still the love of my
You're still the love of my past life
You're still the love of my
You're still the love of my
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I love this song, your voice is so beautiful and special!! πβ¨β¨
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i dont think ive listened to this song since i realized that im a man. thank you for this, jules
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Such an underrated song <3
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Wishing so much my mom would change so the past self wouldn't be apart of me anymore
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That's gonna be my favorite song
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Heard this yesterday and cried a ton. It put a lot of things into perspective for me. It's scary, knowing this. But it also lifts such a huge weight off my shoulders. Thank you! π
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As a non-binary person, I relate to this song so much. It's absolutely amazing and your voice is so lovely. Thank you.
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Jules! This day was so special and fun π₯Ή so excited this dropped! I wish you all the success in the world ππ»
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I'm so much different then who my mom wanted me to be. She still thinks it's a phase. I hope one day she is at the least ok
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π€§ This needs more love!
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Just discovered u from ur collab with Miki 6 months ago. Earlier, I saw ur mommy issues mv which slaps btw and this!? I think I'm a fan now <3 your songs are soooo gooood!!!
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This song is so beautiful! One of my absolute favorites
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Been listening on repeat!! Thank you!!! <3
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This song was suggested to me on spotify. I adore your voice β€οΈ
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Why this song is so underrated?
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So amazing :)
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Such a great songπ©π©π©
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@danielabrache7507
1 year ago
This hurt my heart, because I'm so afraid of telling mom I'm not a woman, or a boy. I'm just a person who wanna live and love
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