@lily9413

3 years ago

This first song makes me think back to a few weeks after my grandfather died. He really liked sci-fi movies, shows, books, anything of that sort. My mom I think had gotten him a replica of something from one of the movies he liked. I don't know what it was from but it was a gray fuzzy looking dude. (remember this for later) My sister and I had a dollhouse that my grandfather and mom made together a very long time ago there that we used to play with when we went to my grand parents house. It was pink and had so many pretty things about it. It stood tall in a thick layer of dust and cobwebs giving off a strange forgotten sadness but its beauty always shone through. The designs on the glass in the windows and doors were beautiful. The way that the furniture was painted ever so delicately. The little dolls that were 20 years old, cracked but still smiling, stood happily as nothing had ever gone wrong. Outside of the windows were little flower pots. My grandma has a thing for drying flowers and making arrangements so she gave my mother a few when she was little to put into the pots. They stood there for many years as they had surpassed the inevitable, looking beautiful long after death. There were lavender petals, small rosebuds, along with the occasional baby's breath. The grey fuzzy looking dude I had mentioned earlier was kept in the dollhouse with the happy dolls. One day not long after my grandfather had passed, I went to the dollhouse. The gray fuzzy looking dude was sitting on the roof of the dollhouse holding a small piece of baby's breath. My little sister didn't do it, nor did my mother, grandmother, or anyone else that came over. I don't think I did it but I can't be sure. I wasn't getting much attention and I did crazy things sometimes to get the love/attention that I lacked. Well, it's not that I wasn't loved but having parents who lived on different sides of the country could be hard sometimes. So I might have done it but I really don't think that I did. I think my grandpa did it. Ugh, what did I just write lmaoo sorry if I made you sad I'm sad too :')

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