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Lyrics:
Iām a fish thatās choking out hook in my mouth
Running to the next hit it will never be enough
Every time I gorge on my wounds I feel oh so sick
But it seems Iām blameless I am truly in the shit
Every day is the same
Iāve got no fins, sinking drowning
Pebbles stuck in my belly
Scrape the bottom, I go and on
And on and on I go deeper into the abyss I float
I love every minute of it till Iām bawling and I need to go home
Frowned on by my surroundings
But it wonāt stop the chase
Once I begin thereās no halt until I land on face
Then howl and woe is me until I go again
Living in a life that is so purely play pretend
Every day is the same
Iāve got no fins, sinking drowning
Pebbles stuck in my belly
Scrape the bottom, I go and on
And on and on I go deeper into the abyss I float
I love every minute of it till Iām bawling and I need to go home
I guess Iāll try again, Iāll try again, tomorrow, I guess, Iāll try again, Iāll try again,
tomorrrrowwwwwwwwwwwww tomorrowwwwwwwww
On and on and on I go deeper into the abyss I float
I love every minute of it till Iām bawling and I need to go home
Directed by Jordan Divers
Edited by Jordan Divers, Taliyah Fox, Bria Berish, Andrea Hidalgo, Isabel Crist
Produced by Ā°1824
Views : 54,734
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Feb 22, 2024 ^^
Rating : 4.972 (18/2,588 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-05-22T03:07:31.059711Z
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YouTube Comments - 180 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
NO WAY JAZZY YOU ATE THIS UPP
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The album is a masterpiece, as always
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This song brought me from the dept of hell back to the surface of the earth
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The background music is so buetiful
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FAV SONG ON THE ALBUM š
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I LOVE THIS ALBUM šššSMM
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Brazil - (recife) love jazmin bean!!š§š·
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Omg my booyaina gonna cry
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This is the best album ā¤ā¤ā¤ AAAAAA
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definitely my favorite song on the album, i literally just canāt explain it itās so good
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Fish is about an individual seeking short term pleasure and then regretting and having the thought to try again the next time to build discipline but ruminating on doing it and falling again in the same patterns, just like a wish would get trap multiple times to the same hook
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I donāt know if itās the intended meaning, but this song hits me right in the heart as someone struggling with bulimia.
Thank you Jazmin <3
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THE ENDING INSTRUMENTAL OMG??? LOVE IT
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Iām a fish thatās choking out hook in my mouth
Running to the next hit it will never be enough
Every time I gorge on my wounds I feel oh so sick
But it seems Iām blameless I am truly in the shit
Every day is the same
Iāve got no fins, sinking drowning
Pebbles stuck in my belly
Scrape the bottom, I go and on
And on and on I go deeper into the abyss I float
I love every minute of it till Iām bawling and I need to go home
Frowned on by my surroundings
But it wonāt stop the chase
Once I begin thereās no halt until I land on face
Then howl and woe is me until I go again
Living in a life that is so purely play pretend
Every day is the same
Iāve got no fins, sinking drowning
Pebbles stuck in my belly
Scrape the bottom, I go and on
And on and on I go deeper into the abyss I float
I love every minute of it till Iām bawling and I need to go home
I guess Iāll try again, Iāll try again, tomorrow, I guess, Iāll try again, Iāll try again,
tomorrrrowwwwwwwwwwwww tomorrowwwwwwwww
On and on and on I go deeper into the abyss I float
I love every minute of it till Iām bawling and I need to go home
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the instrumental is INSANE this is so great
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El mejor Ć”lbum del aƱo ā¤
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WOOOOOO
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Literally just woke up and so ready for this
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O Ć”lbum tĆ” incrĆvel jaz
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@ygsprincxss333
2 months ago
this one!!!!the feeling of being so comfortable in your depression despite wanting so desperately to heal and get back up again. everyday is the same thing, i'll start tomorrow, and tomorrow comes, i'll start tomorrow and it just goes on and on while you're just going deeper into the abyss. yet you still want to be happy but it's terrifying so you just kinda float in that abyss that you've trapped yourself in. at least thats how i interpret the song.
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