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Credits:
Directed by Zak Watson & Jazmin Bean
A Time Storm Production
Executive Producer: Jake Schneider
Production Manager: Adi Haroush
Production Manager: Mariah Ceccantini
1st AD: William Blackhall
Production Assistant: Amy Ashan
Production Assistant: El Wood
Production Assistant: Ciaran Turner
Production Assistant: Alex Izzard
DOP: Tom Xu
1st AC: Anna Wu
2nd AC: Alice Degrassi
Steadycam Operator: Jak Waughman
Gaffer: Norbert Strehle
Key Grip: Petros Mhlanga
Grip Assistant: Theo Majer
Spark: Charlie Ring
Spark: Peter Twitchen
Spark: Jack Cullis
Spark: Brody Pugsley
Lighting transport: Liteworx
Set Designer: Phoebe Shakespeare
Art Assistant: Jakob Woolston
Art Assistant: Alice Colfox
Art Assistant: India Barford
Costume: Rebecca Seager
Costume Assistant: Emilija Malakauskaitė
Hair Stylist: Michael Moon
Behind the Scenes Photography: Jamie-Lee Culver
Behind the Scenes Video: Fraser Hawkshaw
Editor: Zak Watson
Colourist: Zak Watson
Location: Aura Vision Studios
Views : 669,062
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Jan 19, 2024 ^^
Rating : 4.944 (329/22,980 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-05-22T09:11:55.149196Z
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YouTube Comments - 1,362 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
All the singles you've released so far have me so so so excited for the album. I know its going to be amazing, been following since 2020 and I'm so happy to see how far you've come
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･:*: ･ LYRICS
You're not an angel, your smile appears crude and vicious to me now
A nobody's a nobody, and your sad fate is written down
Still can't believe you got to see my naked body vulnerable
It's all coming back around and it feels delicious, oh
Payback takes its course without lifting a finger
My memories will follow potent, it lingers
I can't understand why you would want to hurt me
I do hope your past will always be a burden
I hope you look into puddles when it rains
I hope you see my face and then feel my pain
I hope you slip and it break your neck
I never want to see you again
You know what you've done, you know what you've done, you know what you've done
I hope your guilty conscience eats you up, your fingers in its gums
And I'd really prefer not to live life of despite
But I hope you never get to experience feelings of sweetness in your life
How could you do this to me?
What about the love I bleed?
What about my smile you drowned?
It is coming back around
Payback takes its course without lifting a finger
My memories will follow potent, it lingers
I can't understand why you would want to hurt me
I do hope your past will always be a burden
I hope you look into puddles when it rains
I hope you see my face and then feel my pain
I hope you slip and it break your neck
I never want to see you again
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This song is just what i needed. I'm trying to get over a toxic relationship and it's been so hard. I try my best not to be a hateful person but sometimes i wish my abuser could feel the hurt that I've been feeling. Thank you Jazmin for another wonderfully relatable song💖
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This was completely unexpected, but very welcomed.
I love Jazmin's natural look so much!
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The album cover in the mv!?!?! I LOVE ITT!!
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This is absolutely beautiful Jazmin omg. I read the article you did for DIY magazine, and knowing that you went through all that trauma and STILL had the bravery and courage to write and sing about it is absolutely amazing. You're so strong and powerful. I guess I know now why the album is called "Traumatic Livelihood" Thank you for this amazing song and music video, I'm sure you worked so hard on it!! Thank you for all that you do!! 💗🌺🌸🌼🌺🌻🌹🌷
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The fact that Jazmin evoluted phisically, mentally, emotionally, musically !
The album cover in the MV?
Also the hair😮🙊.
They just turned into my favorite artist.
They're are such inspiration for me😍.
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your evolution from 2019 to now is always something i look up to. From being a hard rocky attacker to a soft sensitive healer, it always a pleasure to hear what you've come up with!
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Dunno if anyone will see this but im an artist myself. I have just recently gotten worse in terms of mental health due to having flashbacks and triggers of sexual trauma I've had in my past.
My partner now has helped me tremendously in battling my mind, and I thank him forever for understanding my battles . He also listens to the music!!
I started listening to jazmin when I was around 14-15 years old. Im 20 now. And I can still say their music is and always will be better and better than the last.
Their growth is beautiful.
I also had the chance to see them live in Chicago this year, and man. I cried multiple times from how amazing it all sounded.
all of their songs remind myself of my traumas as hurdles, and not holes. And I will always be grateful to experience the music. Let alone live.
I already pre-saved the debut album and I'm sosososo excited to hear it.
just spectacular. Thank you for your music. I will always be a little lamb 🐑
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And I don’t know who produced this song, but it is truly amazing. The depth of sound, background harmonies, and secondary sounds really set this aside.
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whoever mixed this is VERY good at their job
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JAZMIN YOU ARE SO TALENTED, THE LYRICS AND VOCALS ARE SO NICE OH MY GOD I LOVE YOU SO MUCH 💗
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The visuals!!!
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Every single song you've been releasing always makes me tear up, especially this one. I can just tell you put a lot of thought and emotion into this song. It's so beautiful, and I really admire the violin at the end, I love when artists do that to music.
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The father of my 2 children walked out 3 days ago after cheating on me on my birthday with a coworker. One daughter is 2 the other is 2 months tomorrow. I'm SCREAMING this song.
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this song gave me chills, not only bc its relatable but also bc of jazmins voice <3
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Please please please grace us with this song featured in a second church session. The raw emotion is palpable here. I can only imagine how deep it would cut when stripped down.
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Perfeição 💗💗💕 I LOVE YOU SO MUCH JAZMIN💗💕
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1:32 AMO ESE VESTIDO
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@Bopdoopa
4 months ago
My mom started crying when she watched this. She said she’s amazed at how far you’ve come and that she can feel for you, because my mom also struggled with addiction. My mom said it’s so amazing you could overcome something like that, at such a young age. We’re so proud of you!!! I hope we can continue to see you grow and stay happy and healthy <3
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