Views : 3,603,315
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Premiered Dec 10, 2021 ^^
Rating : 4.967 (909/110,575 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T18:59:58.993872Z
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( Playlist Time )
"Your sins always follow you"
She Knows | 0:00
Hayloft | 5:32
Everything Black | 9:02
Black Out Days | 13:33
Enemy | 17:50
The Real Slim Shady | 21:03
Let Me Think About it | 27:00
I Wanna Be Your Slave | 29:59
MONTERO | 33:44
Dead to Me | 37:00
Genius | 41:22
Genius | 42:44
"More and more. You slowly wait for that moment, but it never came.
So you lose touch of Reality and live in the world of expectations and dreams."
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Pov:
"clean your room it makes you look like you are depressed"
"Stop listening to that music of yours, its distasteful"
"Why are your grades so low. Yes, I know 93 is passing but I want you to do better"
"You changed from how you used to be"
"You're our favorite child you know, that's why we are so hard on you"
"don't end up like your sister"
"be a doctor, actually be a lawyer, a Ceo sounds nice. What's that you want to be a psychologist, ha nonsense."
"I do everything for you"
"We love you"
They all drive me insane. If you think I'm such a burden then don't fucking do anything for me. I don't need you throwing it back at my face like I begged for you to show me affection. Well don't fucking show me love, I don't need it then. You don't see how this affects your child, you refuse to believe that you could be the reason we are like this. But it's fine, stay in this world where you think your child is happy, that the words you say don't affect them. But when I move out and your little bubble pops because you realize I wanted out this whole time, don't come back wondering what you did wrong because I've been telling you this entire time you just refused to listen.
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Listening to these tracks. Working out. Hands are swollen. With each rep, the feel of the pain in my hands, finger, and knuckles. Looking at the dried blood while my grip tightens, cracking the scabs open. The scent of fresh blood. Fuels the rage, the regret, the ugly. Taking the last eye twitch, the mind snaps. The thought, repeating, I'm not good. I'm not bad. I just make bad decisions. Fuck it. They wait, they believe me to become a villain. Last laugh, a smirk, the grin. My knuckles are bloody, self inflicted. Well now. Might as well make my hands bloody. If I'm the villain, that must mean they are heros. Guess they'll have to die like one.....
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The ‘hero’ will tell sweet lies but the ‘villain’, the ‘villain’ will tell you the bitter truth. They tell you so that you don’t find out the poisonous lies the hard way. They tell you to save you, not condemn you. They condemn the ‘hero’s’ lies, and confirm the truth. It this world the ‘villain’ is a broken hero, the ‘hero’ is the true villain. So if a ‘villain’ tells you something you had best listen to them as they know the truth in the lies.
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"That's the thing, you think we are the bad people just because we are hurting, suffering physically and mentally, because we would kill someone just to feel better... Some of us were forced to be a villain.. we are only villains because you guys hurt our kind.. and now, we're getting our revenge.." - some villain out there and something I would say
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@bobalicious8110
2 years ago
"and as she looked in the mirror, she sees the monster which had comsumed her. although. it never really left."- a quote from a story i will probably never finish
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