please read here for lyrics, chords, and an explanation :) vv

written during a not-so-beautiful section of the last year.

before any of you worry, i'm in a much much better place now! in fact, all the problems have been resolved. I was flipping through my journal from the past year and I found this song again. it was the first song i'd written in two months.

I decided I would record it and hand it over to you guys, because if there is anything i learned in 2016, it's the overwhelming comfort found in knowing that other people are feeling the same things that you are feeling. hopefully, this song could comfort some of you.

this past year has been an insane whirlwind. i learned so so much about who i am -- and what i can do with that. i am so INCREDIBLY grateful for all the people who have supported me and shown me love throughout the year! it has been a rough one, but with you guys, 2016 ended up being one of the most important years of my life. THANK YOU. i cannot say that enough.

i'll see y'all in 2017 :)

L Y R I C S:

i don't see it that way
you write me off cause i'm a little insane
all those days stuck in the rain
could've been gone if i'd just behaved

and you know well that scars don't fade
how could you go and treat me this way?
kicking me down deeper in the lake

you think i'm crazy
do you think i'm crazy?
you think i'm crazy
you think i'm gone

all i knew i was all alone
holding on the fact that you were wrong
nobody wants to be in the room
my head's gone way over the moon

and you know well that i'm a fool
where the hell did you think i'd go?
of course i'd end up at your home

you think i'm crazy
do you think i'm crazy?
you think i'm crazy
you think i'm gone

and in those days we'd always say
we'd never let our hearts turn gray
and all the memories i wished away
-- they stayed

yeah we were living perfect lives
bound to fall apart in time
stuffing our heads with perfect lies
in time, it was a matter of time
-- for you to find

you think i'm crazy
do you think i'm crazy?
you think i'm crazy
you think i'm gone

(it's a sad song, but sad songs make me happy)

C H O R D S: guitar is on capo 6 :))

the whole entire song is just a slow finger pluck of the chords:

F minor, G, A, C

here is a verse with chords to help you understand the rhythm:

Fm
i don't see it that way
G
you write me off cause i'm a little insane
Fm
all those days stuck in the rain
G
could've been gone if i'd just behaved

A
and you know well that scars don't fade
C
how could you go and treat me this way?
G.................................................A
kicking me down deeper in the lake

.....................Fm
you think i'm crazy
..........................G
do you think i'm crazy?
....................A
you think i'm crazy
.....................C
you think i'm gone

the only part that is a little different is the bridge:

G
and in those days we'd always say
A
we'd never let our hearts turn gray
C
and all the memories i wished away
G
-- they stayed

G
yeah we were living perfect lives
A
bound to fall apart in time
C
stuffing our heads with perfect lies
G
in time,
..............................A
it was a matter of time
A
-- for you to find
( then proceed with last chorus normally)

hope this helps. love you!

(special thanks to ellie and ashley for helping me film!)

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