@caitlynb.3408

1 year ago

im gonna go on a little rant / vent here, but i think a lot of people may relate to this, so im saying this so people know that you aren't alone. im a teenager now, 16, and listening to these songs, on the verge of crying. im not sure if its a good thing or bad thing, but all i can think about is how much i wish i could just rewind time and go back to my pre-teen years when these songs were first coming out and becoming popular. i feel so lost right now. i dont feel like a kid anymore, i dont feel as happy or carefree as i used to be. i mean, ive been through a lot, it would be hard for me to be able to stay that way, right? i think 2018/2019ish was the last year i was truly happy. in the previous years, i had ended a almost ten year friendship with someone, i had lost my cat, been bullied, and started middle school in 2015. but listening to these songs takes me back to that time before all of that happened and even after when i was starting to overcome my depression and i was taking my life back. so i guess my point is, is that youre not alone even when you think you are. if youre here to listen to songs to feel like a kid again, so am i. and if you ever need someone to talk to, im here. i know i may just seem like a stranger on the internet trying to relate to people, but i almost took my life multiple times before i was even fully a teenager. i dont want others to be in that same spot because i had it easy and almost didnt make it out. i love you all, and i hope you all have the most amazing lives you could ever imagine. <3

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