@irlveronicasawyer7552

3 months ago

My shifting journey has been a long and infuriating one. I’ve been on a break the last year because I needed to focus on myself and bettering my mental health and working on self care because there for awhile I was neglecting myself, but last night I was hit with a sudden desire to try. So stuck with a guided meditation maker that I knew and trusted because Alunir has yet to make something that misses, and decided on this. At first, I went into it with a “whatever happens happens” mentality” so I lazily followed along with the breathing techniques and the meditation, got all warm and relaxed and knew I was safe. And then the breathing techniques changed up a bit and I started feeling a bit different. I felt heavier and warmer, but heart was pounding and it felt almost weightless but incredibly heavy all at once. My body felt good. I was content and then I felt everything just drop from underneath me and it was like WOAH. I was absolutely and utterly astonished. When the questions began, I felt this rush. I knew I wasn’t asleep but I wasn’t exactly awake either. My consciousness was just existing. I wasn’t... here. I felt it. I felt the environment change and the I could feel my body move to accommodate someone behind me and I heard rain ( it’s not raining here ) and I was holding sheets when I fell asleep with a blanket over me. This is the closest I came to shifting. I don’t wanna say I mini shifted because I don’t personally believe in mini shifting, but I was so close. So close to being where I wanted to be. So close that I could smell THE SWEAT on whoever was sleeping behind me. I was... gobsmacked. All this to say that I have NEVER gotten this far in my three years of shifting, this is by far the most exciting experience. Thank so much for this???

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