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Uploaded At Nov 14, 2021 ^^
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Rating : 4.865 (6/172 LTDR)
96.63% of the users lieked the video!!
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User score: 94.94- Overwhelmingly Positive
RYD date created : 2022-01-21T05:02:45.324682Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
Yes!! First comment here, besides yours Charlie. Hey! Me again, great video! Its so sad that there is this stigma about mental health and depression, some people just don't understand or don't wanna underatand. And well I can't really say I have experienced depression before, I know that it is an awful thing to go through and is something that people are NOT doing for attention! I did go through this sad few months in my life back like back in March and April, feeling so down, insecure, worthless, and even suicidal. I hated myself like never before and would cry alomost every night. I failed 2 classes too because of this, and it was honestly a terrible thing to experience. Well I'm not sure if it was depression it was something that wasn't good. I never told anyone about this and would just act happy around family, I did tell my friends however. Hanging out with them really helped a lot, and then one day I felt like my old self again. I do enjoy life and am genually a happy person, but sadly hate myself, and self harm, along with thinking about what it would be like if I ended it all, and how happy everyone would be. Yes these are very dark thoughts Ik, but its how I think. I hope that you guys are staying safe out there and that you are doing well Charlie! Keep making vids as they help out many people and are very well made! I honestly hope that during 1 of my self harming sessions, that the scissors I use don't cut in too far, because if they do this may be my last comment....
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I know this and that's the problem.
I feel pain in the chest sometimes and suffocated almost everyday because i have bottled up all my pain and yes i just wanna vent out , i just wanna scream it out loud , break all the stuuf around me, cry it out to someone but i can't I can't i want to but i can't I CAN'T because the thought of " you are just doing it for attention, you are faking it , there's nothing wrong with anything but you"is always there at the back of my mind . I don't do anything for my future. I am destroying my own self little by little every single day because I am a bad person I don't deserve anything good in my life .I m just a miserable, pathetic piece of shit whose is just a burden on everbody and a waste of space wtf am i doing i don't even wanna vent out here on YouTube but i don't know what and why am i doing this. Somebody please kill me.
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@AuthenticMentalHealth
3 years ago
Hello Authentic Mental Health Communityâ¤ď¸ Has anyone called you an attention seeker before?
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