in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
I remember when I was still Grade 7, when everything I built was still a dream. A dream I yearned as if it was the only thing keeping me breathing. Fame was what I wanted, at the time, it felt like fame was the only way I could ever get people to like me. I mean people had their celebrities, I wanted to be someone people looked up too. Maybe that way, no one would look down on me anymore. This whole filmmaking thing started so that people can applaud my work and I wouldnt feel so inferior to everyone.
And eventually I got it, becoming a youtuber was what gained me my friends and got me my 695 subscribers now. I got into FEU, and my dream course, but over time, I was becoming a lost tale, things happened. My friends slowly quit one by one, Typhoon Oddette happened, A Voice Actor's harsh critique that led to me losing my talent in, I failed college finals, and am now held back by alot, and any mention of me has been long gone. Suddenly 695 subscribers felt so little to me, in my Grade 8 eyes that used to be such a big achievement. That era of mine was over, and I havent even finished my dream. The hype died so quickly before I can even find a stable film career, which got me thinking if it was time to retire.
Yet even then, I can never retire. No matter how crap Ive had it, and no matter how much i wanted to quit, I keep coming back. I can never come to accept the fact that maybe it was time for me to find a normal job and live simply, as what my relatives would advocate. I go back to my original reason why I wanted this so badly. Validation. Nothing compares to the feeling when people appreciate and love you. I wanted to do this to share my truths and be heard. With that in my head, the work I do suddenly becomes addictive. Even when theres a chance that no one watches my videos, I still love making them. It may be a self-depricating thought in your eyes, but I could hear it. The applause, the children happily enjoying my films and its characters, the adults moved by the message I wish to share. I'm RC, the name I, even with every brutal hit, will carry for the rest of time.
SCRUFIYES IS A STORYTELLING ARTIST MASTERMIND THANK YOU SO MUCHHHH ๐๐๐
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I will be ceasing contact with everyone unless emergency. I feel God Awful. I will also be ceasing uploads for now. Or never again, if everything crumbles to the ground.. Thank you for understanding. I genuinely enjoyed my time here
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Hello people of the internet! ๐ I'm RC, and I make diverse content for people to enjoy. I guess I'm one of the only few variety youtubers around ๐
I make a bunch of stuff! Gacha, Minecraft Manhunts, Speedpaints, Edits, Vlogs, A bunch of rickroll videos XD (Be warned...) and Voice Acted Content. I also have a discord server where I hang out with my friends! I'm a bit shy in person but here I feel like I can be myself!
I hope you guys are enjoying my content! I do youtube not only because its my die-hard passion, I also do it so once I get 1k subs, I can provide for my family.. So every sub means everything to me ๐
I don't have a set schedule, but just know I post maybe way too much daily for my own good (;ยดเผเบถูนเผเบถ`)
Thank you for reading this about page, and stay awesome friends!