Please read this description for an explanation, lyrics, and chords!

filmed at 9:00 am during a rainy day.

As you can probably tell, this song is quite depressing, especially to be posted on new years eve, but I did it on purpose. This year has been quite great for me! I have so many incredible memories, I learned SO much, and I did great things! But for some reason for the past 8 or 9 months i've had this horrible feeling of sadness after any good day. I keep having great days, then going home and morphing all the good things into bad things. I don't know why, but I'm so frustrated and over it! I'm posting this in 2015 because I really want to leave this side of me in 2015. I truly love my life, and I don't want to let my brain ruin all the incredible times i've had this year. I'm also posting this to let anybody know that sadness is okay, everybody has it, but it must, and will be overcome one day! I hope 2016 is filled with just as many laughs and fun times as 2015, just minus all the going home and not being able to remember the memories as good ones. I love my friends and family SO MUCH, thank you for being the absolute best to me! Thank you , 2015, for teaching me so much. See you guys in 2016!

CHORDS AND LYRICS:

The song is a combination of fingering picking and the chords G, C, and D. If you listen to the song i'm sure you can figure out the finger picking pattern!! For some of the chords I do this thing where I start the chord out minor by releasing one finger, then adding in finger to make the chords major again. You can also do this, but it is definitely not necessary! Here you go!

CAPO 5

..........G
fade out to my memories
..........C
look into the sun
..................D....................... C
see your face, and you're smiling
..................G................D
fade out and you're gone
................G
see the trees, and we're running
................C
in the ocean, slowly laughing
............D.................C.......................G
as i whisper silly things into your ears
.................D
so it ain't clear
..............C
why i look back on the memories
.........(all open strings)
and all i see is hazy gray
.................D
swear i loved the pretty sunsets
................G
and the stars above the bay
..................C
but to me i'm left with nothing
........(all open strings)
not a twinkle of delight
..........D........................C.............................G
so i sit here wishing i could have some fun, sometime
..........C..............G...............D...................C..............G
sometime, sometime, sometime, sometime, sometime.

(this next section has the same chords as the first section, so I won't bother putting chords)

see the mind is a contraption
a good thing in, a bad thing out
oh i know it far too well, and yes i hate it, oh i do.
all the good times that we had
swimming in the dark blue
running straight into the fallout, not a fear,
so it ain't clear

why i look back on the memories and all i see is hazy gray
swear i loved the pretty sunsets and the stars above the bay
but to me i'm left with nothing, not a twinkle of delight
so i sit here wishing i could have some fun, sometime
sometime (x5)

...........................C
and though i'm sad,
.(all open strings)
for now
..........................C..........................................................G
it comes and goes like shades of paint across my walls
.........................C..........................................(all open strings)
keep on patching up the cracks, we'll get much stronger
...................C...........................D.............G
hope my walls can hold me up once again.
..........C............ G..................D..............C................G
sometime, sometime, sometime, sometime, sometime (x2)

That's it (hope that's right) ! It's a very simple song, I wrote it about 4 months ago, and just recently found it again at a time when i needed it. Hope you enjoyed!



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