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"But the absolute worst part of depression
is that even though you know you're depressed,
you're unable to stop yourself from getting worse"
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
āBeing alone for awhile is dangerous. It's addicting. Once you see how peaceful it is, you don't want to deal with people anymore.ā -Tom Hardy
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There is a difference between being sad and being depressed: when weāre sad, happy things help, but when weāre depressed they donāt. Depression swallows up everything happy and makes it unrecognisable. Sadness is being wet in the rain, knowing that weāll soon be warm and dry. Depression is living under water, where everything is slow and the slightest movement feels like lifting the heaviest weight. Sadness makes us wish we could be happy; depression makes us forget what happiness is.
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Depression isn't just feeling sad, it's being in a body that's fighting to live with a brain that's trying die because you feel so broken inside that no matter how hard you try it feels like you'll never put the pieces back together
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It's like an invisible blanket that's wrapped around you 24/7 that weighs & holds you down. It numbs everything & after a while you feel almost nothing at all, good or bad. Everything you used to love to do becomes boring or non important. Family, friendships, relationships, it all just feels distant. You can feel how it's changed you. You're tired all the time, even when you're not actually tired. You still show up, try, but it's like you can predict every feeling or thing that will happen so nothing really excites you. idk im rambling, i love you all
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This is the closest thing I found to explaining how I feel. It's endless nothingness. It's constantly being sad,angry, or anxious. It's constantly wanting to be away from people, but not wanting to be lonely. It's constantly second guessing yourself. Always wanting to talk to someone about what your feeling but also not wanting to speak about it. It's so exhausting. Some days are better than others but it's a 24/7 feeling and it's awful
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āIts so easy to fake a smileā¦ Though itās impossible to feel true joy..ā
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the worst thing about depression to me is that it never gets better you only get better at ignoring it
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The worst thing about depression for me is you always try to find a reason to live but you'll soon realize how the world is sad miserable pointless and utterly disappointing..
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It slowly eats away your insides, and by the time you realize it, all that's left is an empty shell filled with nothing but darkness.
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Emptiness. No emotion. Just blank.
It feels like you want to go home, when youāre already tucked away in bed. A sense of not belonging. Worthlessness.
But I wonāt lose. Iāll keep on fighting. Another day, another battle. I will make myself happy. I know this will get buried and no one will see it, but I donāt mind. I just want to feel happy.
My time is coming. I will succeed.
For anyone else reading this, youāre not alone. No surrender.
We. March. On.
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I think one of the things that isnāt talked about enough but is so hard is feeling as if youāre watching your dreams and aspirations slip away. You have so much you want to do and achieve and yet you canāt do anything about it because youāre just drowning.
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it feels as if i am drowning all the time and no one notices.
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Iām depressed often cause most of my life Iāve known loneliness. Itās hard.
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I have been depressed for a pretty long time now. And this really does describe it best. The more you look at things, the more you realize things have always been this way.
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feeling bleeding out slowly till i die
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At my darkest moment, I remember thinking: Nothing is ever going to get better. I have been depressed my whole life. it always comes back. Why am I even here anymore.
I have managed to survive 3 more years. life is still looking up. But depression feels like a leech you can never get rid of. it is always there. waiting for you to give an inch so it can snatch a THOUSAND miles of your life in an instant
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I know this is a year old but im still gonna comment. This has been the first time in more than half a year that I have cried. I have depression, and it makes me unable to cry, but this just unleashed a whole lot of emotions for me, in a good way. Thank you whoever made this <3
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I deal with depression every single second. To tell the truth im tired of trying to only fail. Tired of putting a fake smile on to make sure that my family thinks im ok when inside im tearing myself apart. Tired of being slone, but yet scared to get close to someone to keep from being hurt. Im tired of fighting. Tired of losing the things that matters to me. Tired of these feelings that won't go away. People say that time heals all wounds. That may be the case but not when the wounds keep getting opened. Not when you see the scars that the ones that have healed, there to constantly remind you of the pain.
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The scary thing is how common depression really is and how it goes almost completely unnoticed. We are all fighting a battle within ourselves that nobody knows about because we are to scared and ashamed to tell anyone because you we donāt want anyone worrying about us. We keep it bottled up inside until it reaches a tipping point that sadly ends in many suicides. Itās like the line in the song donāt fear the reaper ā40 thousand men and women everyday (like Romeo and Juliet)ā. Itās just such a grim reality that we lose that many people a day to suicide.
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@BMEdits12
10 months ago
Well, since this is becoming more viral. I just wanted to say that if you have depression or you are just feeling that way, there is hope. I made this edit a year ago after my recover from depression and today my life is amazing. Just keep going, find helpš¤
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