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Date of upload: May 17, 2018 ^^
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
I remember listening to this song when it first came out. I cried when I listened to it, and it affected me so deeply for a reason I couldn’t place.
I didn’t realize at the time that I was serendipitously being emotionally prepared for something.
My brother committed suicide the very next month.
I listened to the song again and understood it more than I wanted to. It’s such beautiful song. It’s heartbreaking, but it also makes me want to live and celebrate his life.
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I'm so sorry to Sarah for her loss, but I know Becky is smiling somewhere knowing she was able to take that pain and turn it into such a gorgeous, emotional piece of music. I've struggled with mental illness and suicidal ideation all my life and expected to be dead by this point in my life. I'm still here and only now with treatment am I finally realizing how beautiful life is and how much I could have missed. Thank you Phantogram for this wonderful single.
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I got into Phantogram when "Three" came out and fell in love with their records in part for the dark emotions they expressed. I saw them play in Philly that fall and they were fantastic. Two months later, my father killed himself, and I honestly had to take a break from their music because it was just too raw -- I knew where their pain was coming from and it was difficult. I've started to miss their music lately though and I'll tell you this new song is the perfect catharsis. I'm so sorry for Sarah's loss -- I hope this new music brings her some peace as it has for me! (Sorry for the rambling post!)
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[Verse 1]
Someday I'll find you
I'll meet you, complete you
Someday I'll dig out my eyes
It's all a painting, a brand new Mercedes
Crashing and burning alive
[Instrumental]
[Verse 2]
Today we swam out where the sun hit the horizon
But I kept your head under a tide
It's all compassion, distractions from my actions
Too late I'll never realize, realize
[Verse 3]
I'm always gonna miss you
I'm always gonna feel you
In everything that I do, I do
To never be with you, oh I miss you so
If only I could see you
I'd tell you that I love you, I do
Someday I'll be with you
Oh, I love you so
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RIP Nicole.... 1981 - 2009
My dear sister, even though it's been over 10 years, not a day goes by that i don't think about you... If i could take your place, I'd do it a phantogram heartbeat. Love you, forever, your brother 🤍
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my husband/soulmate of 17 years killed himself 2/16/18. he not only left me but a beautiful 3 year old daughter who misses him dearly and a 1 yr old son who will never know him....
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You guys who have had this tragedy have now made me cry... the song I thought was beautiful, but your stories is what brought tears... I pray that you and your families find yourself at piece..God be with you and may He embrace you
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Damn this song is so emotional. It makes me sad thinking about how people feel so much pain that they find no other way than suicide to avoid it. I hope you all are doing ok
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Proof that Phantogram is forever my favorite band. Thank you Sarah and Josh
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This song is one of my favorites. it brings out all the raw emotions you have inside. To Chester and to all those who we lost. My prayers are with all of you
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This is more the Phantogram sound ,that first attracted me to Phantogram! This has such true raw emotion in it! Emotion that speaks strongly to many, as this is a very relatable story being told in song form! I'm glad Phantogram are using this to promote a very noble cause! &...This song ...It WILL win a few awards you know!
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RIP Becky... #bestfriendshit
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Condolences. Phantogram is the truth - thank you both for making my life more fulfilling. You guys had me at "Fall in Love"- youve been my favs ever since and i'm never looking back. There is no other creative force like the two of you- just pure perfection. Godspeed, kids.
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I'm glad so many people are writing about their personal experiences that relate to this song. I'll contribute too: My mom killed herself before I turned 4 yrs old. Through the years I kept getting a different story on how she died and things that transpired until her death. It took about 44 years to finally get what seems to be the real story. Quite a pill to swallow. It was so fucking difficult to deal with. Luckily I got through it and I feel so much stronger mentally now that I have.
If you are struggling just know that there are people out there that care. I care.
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This, is beautiful
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It's ok to not be ok
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Hurts like hell.... I'll get through this difficult heartache in my life. 💔 12 and half years gone... Married 11 years and seems like it was thrown away like nothing. I must have met nothing. It's okay I still have me, myself and I. My daughters keep me strong.... I will always love their father. 💔
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Makes me think of an old friend. She would have loved this. Thank you <3
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Wow, very minimal sound for you guys. Thanks for the chill beats and the contribution to this great cause.
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@fyisic
5 years ago
R.I.P Lycka... My best friend for almost 20 years killed her self 2 months ago. I miss you every day. The hardest part isn't when i cry, it is when i can't. This song helps me with the grieving. Thank you.
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