@dalibofurnell

2 years ago

Tash Sultana, My name is Dali. I have admired you for years. I could write a book on what you meant to me. I would like to keep it simple right now because it's heavy emotional for me to say. But I want to thank you. You got me into 2022. I know those words don't sound like much, but there is so much depth behind them. All I know is that God blessed me by blessing you, because you were blessed to be a blessing and you've always been. But I have never said Thank you , and I feel right now that I truly have to thank you. I thank God as well. I did not see myself entering 2022. And to be honest I didn't really want to. I was fighting with myself about time and timing and constantly being in so much pain and fighting the urge to take control out of God's hands, and then acting on it. Despite the fact that I know he's got me. Always being there for me. But His timing is different but I was in a really bad space in my head, one I hadn't been in , in a very long time, and I just had the overwhelming urge to act on what I thought I decided, that being I didn't want to be anymore. I didn't want to make it into 2022. I honestly have been begging God to carry me home because I couldn't keep going, I couldn't give up, I couldn't hold on and I couldn't let go. So I was stuck between trust and tragedy, in a way. I didn't plan on being here now. But I am, and that's God’s decision, I can't take it from him. I was wrestling with myself about the hurt it would cause the people who actually do care. And the beauty of your music put a tiny sparkle back into my eye. It took me to a different place. And I was completely distracted and intune and insunc with ur music that I had no idea until now, that I made it into 2022. Thank you.

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