Views : 223,826
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Jul 12, 2021 ^^
Rating : 4.992 (42/20,329 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-04T08:44:32.574391Z
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iâve always felt that âwhen you go quiet, i hate myselfâ was a representation of the overthinking and self deprecating thoughts that come to play when youâre beside someone that doesnât seem to give you what you need or talk to you and let you in; therefore, causing you to overthink and feel as though youâre the problem. it brings out a feeling of self blame and unworthiness, incapable of being the person someone you love could confide in since they are just beside you dealing with their issues but not letting you in and leaving you detached from the narrative in a way
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my senior quote this year was âi promise you, itâll all make sense againâ - i attempted suicide twice my senior year of high school and this lyric has extreme significance in my life. for my 17th birthday, my sister took me to a dodie concert in oakland, california. while dodie was singing, my sister held me close while i wept through the song âsecret for the madâ - i plan on getting it tattooed on my foot when shops open up more. that lyric changed my life, itâs something i tell myself everyday.
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I know you skipped it, but the lyric âa dark politician will end up aloneâ is one of my favorites, so I wanted to say what it means to me. Someone who twists words and scenarios and does everything with the intent of getting something in return, at the end of the day, has no one. They spend time lying and bargaining and it amounts to nothing, never knowing love.
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The lyric âIâll never be sixteen againâ in âWhenâ made me WEEP. I understand that you probably wrote that lyric when you were wishing to relive one of the best years of your life (possibly???, I could be very wrong sorry), but for me hearing that lyric now that Iâm seventeen made me realise how much I missed out on when I was sixteen. I fell out with close friends, plummeted into a really bad mental state, and I just felt so lonely all the time, obviously this was all happening during the pandemic (and i got the virus in winter wuhay I guess weâre twinning, Dodie lmao). I feel so dumb writing this cause I know it couldâve been so much worse, but I just feel like I missed out on what was supposed to be one of the best years of my life. Hopefully the rest of the year is gonna be a bit more exciting than last.
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i always felt really seen by "special girl" but for a totally different read than what was intended, i think? the line "hate me first, yeah, make me work, that's perfect" and "i found my worth in this world by proving i'm a special girl" struck me as musings from the inside of a gifted kid complex? like, if you did well in school as a kid, you feel this compulsion to be promising and special from every point of view. and when someone doesn't happen to think you're marvelous, you're like, "ah, yes. that means i must demonstrate my talent and *make you*." every time i listen to the song, it reminds me of feeling like, great! i'm going to get a good grade in being a person. something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve,
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@doddleoddle
2 years ago
were you surprised by any lyric meaning something different to what you thought? is there one i missed? lemme knooooo :D x
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