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As someone with bipolar disorder who struggles with intrusive thoughts and impulsivity, this really resonates. It's actually nice to hear a song about something that is not completely understood by a lot of people. Intrusive thoughts are scary and u feel afraid of your own mind. But once u understand what they are, it's easier to manage.
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I’ve had intrusive thoughts since my 5th birthday. I didn’t know what they were until I was around 27. There was really not many people talking about it when it got super bad for me, and I have felt alone until VERY recently as people have started to open up more. It’s so comforting to hear somebody singing about it! I haven’t been brave enough to write that song! I am a super moral person because of it - I used to think it was the opposite - but it really meant that I cared enough to NOT want those things. The more you think of the thoughts in your head as mindless chatter, and indulge in the here and now, the more they fade away and get boring. Hang in there everyone! The struggle can make us stronger if we let it!
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I'm running low on serotonin
Chemical imbalance got me twisting things
Stabilize with medicine
There's no depth to these feelings
Dig deep, can't hide
From the corners of my mind
I'm terrified of what's inside
I get
Intrusive thoughts like cutting my hands off
Like jumping in front of a bus
Like how do I make this stop
When it feels like my therapist hates me
Please don't let me go crazy
Put me in a field with daisies
Might not work but I'll take a maybe
Oh, been breaking daily
But only me can save me
So I'm capitulating
Crying likе a fucking baby
I'm running low on serotonin
Chemical imbalance got mе twisting things
Stabilize with medicine
There's no depth to these feelings
Dig deep, can't hide
From the corners of my mind
I'm terrified of what's inside
I get
Intrusive thoughts
Like burning my hair off
Like hurting somebody I love
Like does it ever really stop?
When there's control I lose it
Incredibly impulsive
So scared I'm gonna end up doing something stupid
But I try to contain it
Oh, It gets so draining
It's like my heart is failing
Every night I'm contemplating
My inner voices saying "tough"
So I try to brush it off
Yeah, try to brush it off
I'm running low on serotonin
Chemical imbalance got mе twisting things
Stabilize with medicine
There's no depth to these feelings
Dig deep, can't hide
From the corners of my mind
I'm terrified of what's inside
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Madi S
1 year ago
I've never heard a song that talks about intrusive thoughts before but its actually oddly comforting to hear someone sing about it
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