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504,107 Views • Jul 11, 2019 • Click to toggle off description
Don't kill me
just help me run away
From everyone I need a place to stay
Where I can cover up my face
Don't cry, I am just a freak
I am just a freak
I am just a freak
I am just a freak
My head is filled with parasites
Black holes cover up my eyes
I dream of you almost every night
Hopefully I won't wake up this time
I won't wake up this time
I won't wake up this time
I won't wake up this time
Views : 504,107
Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Jul 11, 2019 ^^
Rating : 4.972 (131/18,788 LTDR)
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
2:22 this part it's so- i can't explain but imagine listening to this song while looking at the stars 4 am with your best friend..... it feels great
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This is is what I hear in a sleep paralysis , I love it
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this song really makes me want to live life. i can't explain it.
i love this song with all of my being
and the slowed version? EVEN BETTER LIKE GAH DAMN-
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i dream
of you
almost every night.
hope
fully
i wont wake up this time.
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do you love her?
-yes
how much?
-enough to let her be happy with another
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Surf Curse - Freaks but you are looking at the stars
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this sounds like you’re drunk in a bathroom and this song is playing from the outside
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Oh my god this hits D I F F E R E N T
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I really hope I won’t wake up this time
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POV:
You and your brother just got in a huge fight. He’s 18, your 15. You two ran away from your abusive mother when you were only 5. He’s been protecting, taking care of, and providing for you sense he was 8. You hated fighting with him, because of the trauma of being abused so early in life you hated yelling and physical contact. Even now, 10 years after you two got away. The second anyone even slightly raised their voice at you, it triggered your fight-or-flight response, and you had to get away. You run to the bathroom of your small apartment and lock the door. You hide in the shower and put in your headphones. You need to drown out all the noise in your head somehow. You don’t know what playlist you want, do you even have one that will fit for a time like this? You scroll to the bottom of the list and see one that you haven’t listened to in awhile titled “<3”.
You click on the playlist. In it there are 4 songs.
Freaks- surf curse (slowed + reverb)
Go down on you- The Memories (slowed + 8D)
Money- the drums (slowed + muffled)
Homesick- Cavetown
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Why do we feel like this song just plays when you witness like a murder or a dead body somewhere and your crying but smiling at the same time my lord
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this is our song- or rather, my song. it makes me think of her. i’m not sure why, maybe it’s not her, maybe it’s just the idea or feeling of her. i love her so much, i just, feel like i love her too much, more than she loves me. all i want to do is hold her hand and do normal couple things, except she lives thousands of miles away, and i’m pretty sure she’d rather not. i’ll always love her more than she’ll ever know.
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Can we talk about how 3 minutes of this video are just silence
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this song makes me want to run away. who knows where. just far away. so I can get my life together and start a new life. maybe get successful in anything.
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i'm hanging on by a thread, a small small thread and that's my will to live, that thread exists because this songs exists
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Oh no.
I'm crying
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this song+rain+cry=perfect
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I am just listening to this song while I have my stars Projector on and bawling my eyes out, while think of my best friend 🚶🏽♀️
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@melissabarron6708
3 years ago
I want my room to look like how this sounds
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