@CJ55981

5 years ago

This song reminds me of russian movie called "Hold My Hand" about a woman, who lost her son, and her husband began to drink alcohol because of his son`s death, he lost his job, forsed his wife to forget about having kids again. Soon he got placed in hospital because of his drugs, but there wasn`t enough money to heal him. In despair, his wife Ann looks for a job and finds it as a babysitter for three girls: 16 year old Violet, 12 year old Snowzhann and 6 year old Margaret. Girls lost their mother and now have only a father who often leaves his home because of his job. Three sisters absolutely hate their babysitters and always find a way to chase them out. Ann desides to try to get along with them. She goes for impossible things, forgives everything girls do to her and first gets along with Margaret, showing a little girl her dream: with help of Ann`s friends they bring a "unicorn" in the forest during the night. Margaret`s father gets mad over Ann for putting his daughter in danger and barelly chases her away, but Margaret stops him. Then she gets along with Snowzhann, by helping the girl to prepare the house for her father`s birthday. Violet decides to act on her own and destroys the last memory of their mother: Snowzhann`s birthday recording, and blames it on Ann. Still, Margaret and Snowzhann don`t turn against Ann. But suddenly her husband comes and begs Ann to start a new life together, promising it will be better than before. Ann agrees and leaves her job. But her husband lied to her. Ann returns back to her job. Her husband "comes back" multiple times and takes Ann away, but in the end she finally leaves him, saying what she will never come back. Finally, she gets along with Violet by replasing her partner who abandoned Violet and by participating together in the musical show. Ann starts a new life with everything she wanted. "Just when I think I`m done, I`m halfway out the door, you pull me in again, promising to give me more" - Ann and her husband try to live together again. "And yet I`m still surprised everytime that I get hurt" - Ann realises her husband lied once again. "I reach out to touch the flame, `cause I refuse to think it burns" - Ann deciding to try and doing her best to get along with three sisters. "Come back for that you lost, let me show you, show you what I found" - Ann begging her husband to stop drinking. "If I keep holding on, you`re gonna bend me `til I break" - Ann believes what he can change, but the truth hits her again. "And now I have to choose, which one of us I`m going to save" - Ann chooses between healing her husband or having a peaсeful life. "And here I go...again..." - Ann leaving him forever.

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