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996,450 Views • Feb 28, 2022 • Click to toggle off description
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Views : 996,450
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Feb 28, 2022 ^^
Rating : 4.98 (86/16,819 LTDR)
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YouTube Comments - 158 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
Depression songs start to hit different when they become relatable
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Anyone else feel like this kind of music is basicly lofi with lyrics? I love it!!
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The perfect song to drop on a Monday.
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Honestly, foster could seriously be a successful rapper
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i swear.. Foster always makes songs that is relatable to my tough situation rn.. ")
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This is so underrated
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damn.
where was this guy my whole life
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dang im late to this masterpiece, now this is what I call an emotional banger.
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This song is way too relatable wow
Played it over and over
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this song hits so hard
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Surrounded by the ones I love but in my head I'm all Alone 🫐
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Awesome just awesome
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Listening his all song for the first time lol....Swear im addicted to it now.
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I swear I've tried everything
Cut the coffee for some tea
Cutting friends off who were mean
And i tried to get more sleep
I swear I tried everything they said's supposed to work
How come no one told me as a kid that life's supposed to hurt
Yeah I heard that better days are right around the corner but
I peeked around it just to find out that I'm sort of fucked (damn)
So now I walk around emotionless a hopeless mess
Drowning in this hopelessness
Pretending that I'm swimming let's see how long I can hold my breath
Before I hit the bottom floor
Hide away and lock my door and overthink my problems more
I just don't know why it's gotta be this hard to exist
There's nothing left that I can do to help I'm convinced, cuz
I swear I've tried everything
Cut the coffee for some tea
Cutting friends off cuz they're mean
And i tried to get more sleep
I swear I've tried everything and haven't seen a result
Wish I could go back to my teens don't wanna be an adult
My life just isn't how it seemed it'd be when I was a kid
Now when I wake up from my dreams
I wish that never woke cuz they're so vivid
But the second I get out of bed I watch it fade to monotone
Surrounded by the ones I love but in my head I'm all alone
I put my phone silent take a walk and then it starts to rain
Coincidence but ever since it happened haven't been the same
Why's it gotta be this hard to exist
There's nothing left that I can do to help I'm convinced, cuz
I swear I've tried everything
Cut the coffee for some tea
Cutting friends off cuz they're mean
And i tried to get more sleep
I swear I've tried it all
Got better sleep
Had therapy two times a week
I hit a wall and I broke to pieces
Still ain't gotten back on my feet
I don't recall feeling like myself
This medication I'm on's no help
I try to hide how I feel inside
But I'm losing grip of my mental health
Why's it gotta be this hard to exist
There's nothing left that I can do to help I'm convinced, cuz
I swear I've tried everything
Cut the coffee for some tea
Cutting friends off who were mean
And i tried to get more sleep
But the roots are planted so deep
Do you think that you could love me
Doing this because i need it 🤣
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Song so good there's an official music video and a regular music video
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For everyone swinging to the clouds, the view is beautiful just remember gravity exists..
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i love your music man
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THE LYRIC VIDEO IS AMAZING😍😍😍😍
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This guy's underated
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@minkabbey704
2 years ago
"why's it gotta be so hard to exist?" Bro... FR.
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