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Date of upload: Sep 5, 2019 ^^
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Here are the lyrics if anyone wants to sing along š
Smoke a little weed, smoke a little weed
I've been feelin' low
Pressure in my head, layā
awakeā
in bed
I'm againstā
the rose
Been tryin' to recover butā
nothin' I do works
'Cause hidin' under the covers is only makin' it worse
I'm stuck...
Think this is growin' up...
Too much is on my mind, always on my mind
Need a little space
Spend my days alone, can't get off my phone
Nothing goes my way
Miss all of my friends and barely can file my taxes
I'm halfway through my twenties
Like, how the hell did this happen?
I'm stuck...
My life is in a rut...
And I've been hopin' these doors might open
And I'll be running from this place, free
Constant pacing; this time, I'm wasting
I can't control these emotions in me
Growin' up
I think I've seen better days, it's gettin' tough
Always tryna seem like I'm okay
I'm growin' up
Whatever that means, anyway
I don't know enough
I'm just growin' up
Girlfriend wanna chill, girlfriend wanna chill
I've been workin' late
I don't got no time, workin' all the time
Too much on my plate
And I don't wanna fail, I'm bringin' myself stress
I can't sit on my sofa, I'm lost and depressed
And stuck...
I can't say that enough...
Anxiety is high, I can't even lie
I'm not doin' great
Dishes in the sink, think I need a drink
They gon' have to wait
Stay inside my room that now's become a prison
I hate these four walls, but only feel safe in 'em
I'm stuck...
But no one gives a fuck...
And I've been hopin' these doors might open
And I'll be running from this place, free
Constant pacing; this time, I'm wasting
I can't control these emotions in me
Growin' up
I think I've seen better days, it's gettin' tough
Always tryna seem like I'm okay
I'm growin' up
Whatever that means, anyway
I don't know enough
I'm just growin' up
Growin' up
I think I've seen better days, it's gettin' tough
Always tryna seem like I'm okay
I'm growin' up
Whatever that means, anyway
I don't know enough
I'm just growin' up
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hey Ollie, I understand what you're speaking out completely. I work so much, working so hard trying not to fail, depressed, on medication for depression and anxiety and i have a drinking issue. We're in the same boat. It's so important to keep TRYING to look the positives in life even if it's hard and being real with yourself. Yes, it's all a part of growing up <3 But we are ALWAYS growing up at ANY age. You're not alone though, (27, y/o female)
I'm young but this is what I know so far in life. And if you're younger reading this, you will learn this as well, if not already. Be strong.
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Just found this song, and it captures the last year of my life perfectly. I worked so hard at the first teaching job of my career that I literally began to lose hair. My girlfriend wanted me to spend more time with her, but I was getting home so late and was always feeling so stressed that I kept putting her off, distancing myself from her. When I was only a month away from the end of school, she wound up breaking up with me because of it. We had been together for 8 years, and it was the first real relationship I had ever been in. It hurt so much that I literally cried myself to and from work, though my students and co-workers only ever saw me smile. Now, almost a year later, I've been doing so much better. I'm slowly getting back the hair I lost, and while I still miss her, I'm not thinking about her nearly as much. I'm working a job much closer to home with co-workers and students who don't drive me nuts. In fact, they make me smile -- I genuinely enjoy spending time with them. I'm still not ready for another relationship yet, but I can feel myself slowly getting there.
Long story short, though things may get to the point where you feel like you want to die, like I did, as long as you keep focused, life will get better.
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@ollieraps
4 years ago
Shout out to MrSuicideSheep and this amazing community!! Been a dream of mine for years to be on this channel, couldn't be more thankful. Love y'all!!
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