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Production company: YHELLOW
EP: Lorenzo Diego Carrera
Creative Director: Nessa Barrett
Directed by: Lorenzo Diego Carrera & Alex Bordoni
Producer: Shayna Gianelli
Prod. Manager: Ricky Palomino
Prod. Cord.: Cj Ciaffone
DP: Brian Beckwith
Editor: Lorenzo Diego Carrera
VFX: Elia Pellegrini, Edoardo Massaglia
Steadicam: Donald Turner
1st AC: Matthew Stanley
DIT: Sole Ermeti
Gaffer: Vahe Papazyan
Key Grip: Josh Anderson
BBG: Nam Le
BBE: Joshua Carrasco
Production Design: Henry Daugherty
Art Assist: Sam Woodall
Art Assist: Priyanka Podjale
FXHMU: Ashley Aldridge
BTS: Samuel Flores
Lyrics:
ur my jesus
ur my god
the one before
was just a fraud
he shut me in a tiny box and
told me i was hard to love
i wake up at night screaming
I was scared to shut my eyes demons
but with ur arms around me i’m as safe as can be
never been this happy so
i wanna die when u kiss me slowly
i’d be just fine if my blood stopped flowing,
my oh my
i’m terrified
i know the rest of my life won’t compare to these nights with u
i wanna die when u touch my body
every time u stop
my skin starts crawling
my oh my
u made my life
so someone better read my rights
i wanna die uh ahhhh
i wanna die uh ahhhh
i wanna die uh ahhhh
i wanna die
i wanna die
oh u saved me from a straight up crisis
wanna drink u like wine dionysus
everybody in my life got prices
too high to pay
uh oh
i wake up at night screaming
I was scared to shut my eyes demons
but with ur arms around me i’m as safe as can be
never been this happy so
i wanna die when u kiss me slowly
i’d be just fine if my blood stopped flowing,
my oh my
i’m terrified
i know the rest of my life won’t compare to these nights with u
i wanna die when u touch my body
every time u stop my skin starts crawling
my oh my
u made my life
so someone better read my rights
i wanna die uh ahhhh
i wanna die uh ahhhh
i wanna die uh ahhhh
i wanna die
i wanna die
i wanna die
i wanna die
i wanna die
i wanna die
Views : 3,311,097
Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Premiered Sep 30, 2021 ^^
Rating : 4.949 (1,411/109,207 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T18:53:13.549069Z
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YouTube Comments - 2,339 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
Don’t stop making music NESSA PLS. Your voice is stunning, the lyrics are everything, you’re greatness keep working 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼
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She opens her eyes on "I wake up at night screaming, demons". And she's talked about having nightmares about being dead (interviews and lyrics in Scare Myself). So this is actually one of her nightmares, and the only thing making it bearable is having someone with her that actually loves her for all of who she is. She really doesn't skimp on the details. Ever.
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the fact she put jaden in the mv because he’s the reason for her happiness and their lil kiss in the end omg i love her sm🥺💕
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I love this girls style. This album has been on repeat since release
5.4K |
who else can’t wait for the grave mv
4.8K |
I'm worried about Nessa's mental health but i'm sure Jaden brings her all the love Ness needs and more
653 |
I love this metaphore in video about how she felt almost dead and broken but jaden made her “come back to life” with his love and care🥺
44 |
This song is so good mark my words she will win an award one day
3.2K |
I loved the creativity, he was making her feel alive again and slowly her scars and bruises faded away. 🥺🥺
2.8K |
‘i wanna die’ is such a powerful statement tho, it’s really like “i’ve found what/who makes me happiest in the world, i can die happy” like, she’s confident that nothing in life, even in the future, can be better than “these nights with u”
IM NOT OKAY 🥺😣😩😭😭
20 |
Jaden did a great job. The last scene was my favorite and I’m lovin this path Nessa’s currently taking. So underrated 🖤
44 |
Holy f psychoanalyzing this a little: the lyrics where start off where her past relationships have effectively killed her - she feels dead, her body is just a shell that is bruised, broken, and killed. The mortician is taking care of her battered body and brings her back to life. Also THE CARESS HOLY FFFF anyways I love this. It was so simple, sweet, and fit the song's vibe really well.
1.8K |
Nessa barret doesn't realize that she isn't only making our day better but our life better
edit: thanks alot for the likes
1.2K |
She has the best music. And the fact jaden is in it too is even better. Nessa doesnt need music but music needs her
120 |
Music very very good ❤
93 |
one of her best songs on the EP, it’s a fact.
260 |
She so talented I don’t see her as a TikToker I see here as an actual artist 💙💙💙💙
553 |
None of the comments about Jaden aged well lol.
23 |
The concept for this video is deeply profound. I love that she’s not afraid to take vulnerable risks in her art & music - this is fantastic.
13 |
@amylou5259
2 years ago
The fact Jaden is in this music video is precious. He really makes her feel alive again, I strive for this type of genuine love in a relationship.
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