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Top Comments of this video!! :3
She’s saying everything that we couldn’t say.
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Can I just leave this here so everytime someone likes I'm coming back for the song
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This girl deserves more then the world can ever offer her
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A dad here. This song broke my heart. It's a beautiful song. Made me think of my wife (who deals with depression) and my daughter. Made me want to give you a big dad bear hug. Thank you for your art. Beautiful song.
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"WISH SOMEONE LOVED ME ENOUGH TO CATCH ME WHEN I FALL" THIS IS EXACTLY ME RN😭😭😭
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I have a 13 year old son who is suffering from depression and he was in his room for the holidays and for Christmas I sent him this song and he got better he then listened to more of Zevia songs and he is healing he is starting to progress in school . He now feels more safe and he is opening up more thank you Zevia my son is healing is bcuz of you continue with your talent and heal us
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I'm 70 young years and I still remember that I tried to take my life, I Was 7 years, I still fight every day and every night, I just learned To take it One day at a time. Nothing is easy, When you find that settings that makes You too keep going on. Keep your Head up and don't let anyone make you feel like you're not worth anything. Keep doing You! LOVE yourself, take a Good look at yourself in the Mirror and Cry, yell at yourself, Break it, If y'all know how many I Broke. But I Made it to keep going On. When you learn to love you For you. That's when you have Love for everything. God Bless Us All 🙏
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"I hope I make it cos I'm trying"
To everyone out there that's trying, let's keep trying. Let's keep taking it one day at a time, keep trying and keep making it. You've been strong for so long. Be strong for a little bit longer.
Much love💜
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Man this shit would have been on repeat when I was 18 and I didn't think I was gonna live the be older. I'm 26 now and I'm still lost. I got married, got a house, and about to have a baby. But still life doesn't feel right. Like I've lived past my experation date. It's like I can't catch a break and I don't think I ever will. There will always be the darkness hanging over me making me remember. I hope better for everyone else.
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She delivers poetry, dance, musicality with visuality. As she documents aloneness and mental anguish, she is also presenting a lovely, flowing garden with the water stream that keeps on flowing.
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Being a single mom at 18 is hard 😪 😔 sometimes I wanna give up but the smile of my son is what keeps me going ❤️❤️💯💯
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LYRICS:
I'm only 18
And I feel like I'm dying
I'm getting sad too soon
I hope I make it 'cause I'm trying
I've loved and I've lost
And I realized that it's all my fault
Wish someone loved me enough
To catch me when I fall
Hmm
And I know it's kinda selfish but
It's not my choice to leave
'Cause I wish I could stay
But it's more of a need
For me to go away
I'm tired of the world hating on me
I wake up to the friends that I can't keep
And when the end is near and I'm asleep
I'll be chasing dreams while counting sheep
Hmm, hmm
When I turn 19, I'ma feel like I'm flying
I'm in the sky where, where I'm free and I'm smiling
But till then
Things will stay in the same
Things will never change
Life will be a mess
And that life I became hopelessly in love
With doing what my brain tells me to do
And life, I'm over you
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your songs explain what i can't explain
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My favorite song is " if depression gets the best of me" that song hits home!!
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God loves you no matter what! No other can love like God. This is coming from an ex atheist who got into spirituality (coming from a generational curse) and got saved by Jesus. Do not focus, I mean overly obssesed with yourself. Ironically the time when I was the most selfish and focused on myself I felt like everything besides me matters much more and used to have anxiety, depression, eating disroder etc. No self books helped or anything I tried to fix my issues worked but the word of God. When I hated God couldnt understand the Bible and even used to blaspheme his words. Now it is like I am a different person and I am not even ashamed of it. Just amazed by Gods power to recreate as. Everything is so clear now for me about life and his words are what make us whole again. When you focus on making the world a better place, your loved ones and helping other people or even strangers... That is when you feel the spark which is still inside of you. Nothing can take it away from you even when that spark is little bit dimmed. You are still alive and that means you still have a purpose in your life and there is hope. Even when you cannot see it yourself like I did. I have never thought that I will write this and I dont even understand why I am writing it rn but I just had the urge to. Guess it is the Holy Spirit. Darkness and all the things we have been through does not matter. At the end there is always light. Real light/love overcomes darkness, always. God bless you in Jesus name! He loves us even when we hate or do not believe in him. <3
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This song makes me think of the things my son used to say, wanting to fly, wanting to be free of pain. 😢😢But now we, those that are left here now that he’s gone, are in pain. It definitely brought out my emotions. ❤️Missing my son…he didn’t make it to 18.
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Yesss I checked your page EVERYDAY for this song!!!!!!
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Zevia please don't leave us. You are loved. I wish I could tell you how valuable you are. Beautiful song.
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Vibhava Tanha - My Constant State
I don't want to be alive,
but don't get me wrong,
I don't want to kill myself.
It's not suicide that I ideate,
It's Non-existence that I crave
Vibhava tanha - My Constant state
I knew nothing before I was born
I will know nothing when I'm gone
Death has to be easy because life is hard
Is there a devine compass that can show me the point of life?
Vibhava tanha - My constant state
You see, suicide is selfish
It is a state born of pain,anger and trauma
The craving for Non-existence is born
From the need of an emotional Coma
To not have existed
Means the people I've hurt unconsciously and unintentionally
Would not have been hurt
At least not by me
To not have existed
Means the people I love and who love me
Will not be hurt, when I breathe last breath
They will not be hurt, by watching me hurting
And not understand why
Powerless with a total absence of comprehension
Of my Constant state - Vibhava tanha
It's not you it's me
It's not anything you've done or anything that has ever happened
It's just me
I'm wired like that
And it's those wires that I want to disconnect
It's hurts to be alive
I feel too much,with no way way of numbing it
Can the Universe please Erase me
Not simply die,but erase from all memory
No one can miss me,if they never knew me
….If I never existed
Vibhava tanha - My Constant state
Author: Michelle VD
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@angelogonzales8205
2 years ago
We didn't really want to die, we just want to end the pain.
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